Tuesday, July 22, 2008

Let me tell you what's HOT in town!

Everyone out there should totally catch this when its still on the big screen... Its very worth the dime AND the time spent. It's so much twist and turns, i bet it'll even surpass the meandering routes up Mount Chi-Chi. Well hold on tight to the edge of your seats, cos this is going to blow you away. For first-timers... never will you be able to fathom the preceding scene and the adrenaline just keeps on pumping. The gadget, the moves, even the costumes and the fantastical Wayne entreprise (a pity that the castle was burnt down in the first movie), prove to be a feast to the eye.

Well, another interesting fact that you should probably notice is the way Christian Bale speaks. His trademark way of speaking without actually revealing his teeth kinda intrigues people whether he actually has teeth, and when he smiles, he has the vampire-ish teeth that is so distinct, no wonder he is Batman (no Pun intended).

Ah yes... The Joker - heath ledger, did strike fear in people with his slithering tongue and his sinister laughter coupled with his excellent act, incorporating such intense psychotic-ness. It is realli a superb role well acted out... too bad he moved on, if not i would be expecting some more from him.

Oh and Rachel Dawes, shed some years off the face and you'll probably fit in better with the whole cast. Bleahx
Hmmm, some randomly random thoughts...

I actually wanted to change the blogskin to kinda bring a fresh new start of something refreshing to empower me with the motivation to include something new on it at least bidaily. But else, the inhibiting indolence in me stumped the path with such a huge rock, that i just lay and rest on it.

So, instead of just continuing resting there, might as well crave something on the rock, at least it is some change. Therefore, i've decided to explore a little of the origins of the blogskin.

Hmmm, well one thing about masquerades, is that it is one hell of a party theme. Amidst the "multicultural" diversity of the local region, we seem to lack a certain "upper east-sider" kind of lifestlye. The splurge, the fashion, the exquisites, the unfathomable luxury. Well, party has a whole new definition here than what we see. Call that americanised, but it does seem much more fun than the existing "fun".

A mask hides a million secrets, and so what's yours? What is that deep dark secret that resides deep within the layer of glamour? what is that unspeakable that awaits its day to surface beyond the dark dwelling?... That is a mystery to uncover. Perhaps the after effects of inebriation would shed some light within this darkness, but isn't there always a price to pay to know the truth? As it always is, the truth hurts... and that is also why we hide behind this masquerade...

Y.O.Y.O
Gossip Guy

Tuesday, July 08, 2008

It is always true that the higher the hopes the greater the disappointment...

Sunday, July 06, 2008

Well, i know i have not been fervently updating the blog but seriously, i do have lots of drafts stuck within the inbox waiting to be polished and uploaded... haha okie...

Well a general figure of things that is to come...
My trip to Bangkok with the Bangkies
ARTS camp as an Ocommer
My Korea trip last year (so super outdated)
My Europe trip 2 years ago ( ULTRA outdated)

and i think i might be going for SEP... as in i am not too sure about the procedure and i am not too sure if they have accepted me. I'm still lingering there. I hope i get certification soon, if not things won't probably be planned nicely.

Okie... now for my first 3 months holiday summary. I think i kinda wasted my 3 months plus being super non-productive, except for reading some stuff and spending seriously lots of money (which i have to try to earn back if i wanna have a nice SEP exp with the additional touring around europe)... Now i have around 1 month left before school starts, which means another sem of working extra harder...

Have been going out quite often for the past few days, tried many different stuff and yeah it was fun-filled, but sinful(both monetary and physically, cos of all the good food), so my resolution is to exercise a lot more!

Sunday, April 06, 2008

Well, its another season of mugging and busy planting the seeds, awaiting its harvest. It seems that i do have not much time to realli mug, so i am super determined to stay away from all the unwanted distractions... which necessarily equates to lesser computer, lesser TV and lesser of all the stuff that isn't healthy for mugging.

Oh well, that's my resolution for the month of april through early may.

Friday, March 28, 2008

It realli feels good to know that what you have been doing is moving the right way and is harvesting... well not exactly full load yet... but at least almost there. I guess this is the motivation i need to work work work and chiong ar...

Wednesday, March 05, 2008

okie... i left off somewhere ard CNY... yeah haha

Hmm... nothing much, had ICT for like over a week sparsely... yeah and i think it took the toll out of me... i was sick for like a month... yes a MONTH... can't be help especially when you are not the type that would fall sick easily, cos once you have it, it's gonna be serious... haha

I guess i am still suffering side effects of it... i can't biao all the high notes yet... well maybe i still need time for my throat to recover... and guess what... i was playing with my throat the other day and i found something squashy at the voice box area... cool haha...

its the mid terms and mid sem break... busy busy.. have got 4 mid terms to tackle... luckily, its over... so now i am only left with date lines and finally the finals... so must jia you... up till now, the results that i've received aren't satisfactory so i have to like work and work and work... jia you all the way although i kinda slacked right after the mid terms...

Anyway... if you are free you should totally listen to Leona Lewis newest single - footprints in the sand... VERY TOUCHING...

Saturday, February 09, 2008

Gong Xi ar Gong Xi...


Happie Lunar new year... Its the year of the Rat... It's wonderful to welcome a brand new cycle of the zodiac and a whole new start... I sincerely hope that the year of the rat would be a super wonderful year for me and everybody...


Well, CNY this year is kinda quiet for me since i couldn't go pai nian and i'm like at home the whole day. I tot it was fine since i shou shui till like almost six on chu xi and tried out on my newest wine konnyaku recipe... nice... if you all really slow down ur 步伐,and take a good look ard, you will find that there are quite a lot of activity for u to engage in even when you are alone, or even by just staying at home...

Basically, i played mahjong excessively and so many different kinds of card games. Its realli a wonder how many kinds of games u can actually play with just 52 cards... wow... and munching on all the snacks and couching all day long... i realli makes me wonder if my tummy is gonna bulge and that will be like EWwW... so I'm gonna execute Plan "Flabba-loss"... not that i got flabs... just a preventive measure... i do still have a good body i can assure that... haha

Well, 4 days of CNY whizzed past just like that... like so very fast, and i havent realli gotten out of the woozy mood yet... shucks... and i'm ever so craving for mahjong... All my Xiong Di Peng Yous in mahjong... miss ya... haha

I hope for the next family gathering to come round... it is ever so nice to be around frens and relatives... so wen xin...

Happie New Year... 鼠年万事通,好运红彤彤。

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

Oh my... after so long, den its my 200th quality, sohpisticated entry.

Well, so many birthdays during Jan... Happie birthday all Januarites!

OKie... motivation for this entry... COFFEE PRINCE. Its another addition to my library of favourites. Oh My... i love the story and plot. It so "non-contractual", literary something more than the Korean Use-to shows. Its just so nice. Its like when you watch it, it warms your heart, every little thing is so detailed, it forces you to look at the details but it is not so overwhelming that it drowns you in them, instead it pricks you like little cupid arrows, making it sooooooo heart-warming. Its another culture and another perspective to look into dimensions that aren't that fantastically sprawled all over in words within books that we can pick up and read. It is realli looking thru the heart and understanding that, that brings culture near to one's appreciation.

People, watch Coffee Prince, i strongly recommend it, like recommending Britney Spears to Wilhemenia slater for counselling sessions. Betty, betty, betty betty bet...ty.

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

Well... sch started and the week b4 sch starts is rather busy but kinda enriching.

Picked up an exchange student from the states and got to know another one from UK. Brought them out for a walk in a typical Singaporean neighbourhood and helped them get their daily stuffs. Its realli nice to learn things from them that we do not usually come across in Singapore and the diff cultures in different countries. Its really funny to see the expressions and reactions from local who come in contact with them, the stereotype of a caucasian hasn't faded at all even thru the decades of transformation.

That aside, celebrated Aloy's and Sc's birthday, hoped they enjoyed it cos its heart and soul planning yeah...

And i've spent A BOMB on textbooks and i guess its not just gonna stop there. I think i'll spend around $200-ish kinda money... ARGH my bank is emptying itself...

Friday, January 04, 2008

It is just so nice to spend a special day with just good friends around. There is this feeling of being blessed and secured, like being among pple you can realli trust and be so comfortable around with.

I'm so glad to be enjoying all these... Thanks gang!

Well its another year, another birthday, another step towards my future life. I do think i've matured and take things from a different prespective. Well... i do hope i've grown for the better... haha

Well, no matter how things go... i hope this year would be a better year for me and no matter wad comes to me, no matter wad obstacle i'm determined to surmount and triumph over any at all... of cos i'd hope it will be smooth sailing...

So happie birthday to me and thanks to all those who wished me and remembered... realli appreciate it...

And thanks to royston, soo chin, shu fen, aloy and wee keong for that realli memorable count down to my birthday... I'm realli touched and for those who wanted to be there but realli can't like Joel, Alvin, George... I'm realli appreciative for ur sms and presence... realli... its the company that matters... thanks for the present and planned day today... realli loved it and thanks to yong kwang for the present too... thanks u all ")

Its always so nice to feel special on this special day...

Wednesday, January 02, 2008

心动是什么感觉?

是小鹿乱撞?是心花怒放?

是看到喜欢的人会双脚发软,手心脚心都冒冷汗?

是无法把双眼的注意力从她身上拔下吗?还是还是老套的想与他共度一生,和她分享生命的每一天?

我想心动呀,或许是最单纯的付出,即使是偷偷的喜欢,或是无知的喜欢。感觉就好像是最简单的安慰,最普通的问候,都是甜滋滋的。

那是恋爱吗?

Monday, December 31, 2007

2007...

I'm so glad it is over, filled with memories including the loss of a loved one and see-ing many others lose theirs too... i hope 2008 would be one that witness the re-birth of new ones...

Hmmm... Started the year at PHILIPS Electronics as HR temp... helped out in the Biz HR office and made some nice "older" frens... haha. They even gave me the opportunity to participate in an overseas activity with them... realli 感激不尽. Learnt quite a lot in this MNC... learnt the way people work, each and every dept's WOW (way of working), and some business lingo and stuff that they work with, complicated...

Had an overseas trip for my 21st birthday to Korea... loved the place, food, culture and language... nice but the people a bit erm... Arseholish... haha... well i guess i can blog abit abt it soon... but i saw, felt, played with snow for the first time and ski-ied... i love snow.. so beautiful esp snow-capped mountain top and esp at -12 degress... you can enjoy steam boat... OH MY GOD!!!... the hot spring is fantastic too... Korea visit it... i recommend... goodness gracious... its every seconds of fun...

Unhappy stuff do happened... My beloved Grand father left our loving care...
Well... things happened so fast that till now, i still can't quite believe and accept it, but well time has driven fact into me much more than it was then. I think i still need some more time... realli hope 2008 will be alot alot better and thanks to all who were there when i needed comfort most. Thanks.

And to those who had lost someone dear... there are still those who are dear to you around... so treasure them even more...

started university at NUS... joined orientation... love the feeling of being freshies... like so blur that you cannot be blamed kind haha... made lots of frens and knew more pple, which is a good thing... i mean it beats having to attend lectures alone and be helpless when you r in trouble... but still i've got the chap in NUS too... and thanks for those who helped me and advised me on UNI stuff which i am still green to.

Met "hanakimi" and "Frog Prince" that made 2007 another dramatic year... in addition to Lu Guang which is ALL TIME FAVE! Number 1...

As usual i'm shopaholic... but i tried to curb so i think i improved from a "spendaholic shopper" to a shopaholic inclined towards window shopping... hmmm well accts will confirm that... but i hope next year would be a better financial year... Oh... i bought my VAIO which i am using now to type this entry... cool and till now i still love it...

Academic wise i think i'm satisfied which means i need to work harder next sem to improve and i think this is prob a passport for me to engage in more activities that can improve my profile and portfolio... so that leads me to my resolutions for the coming year...

2008!

1) I've seriously cut down on the occasions of being late... and i think i improved tremenduously! but i guess there is more room for improvement
2) Pass driving test
3) Improve or at the very least maintain my CAP
4) try not to spend so much
5) Exercise more
6) Overall... be a better person!

Jia youz Jia youz...

To everyone... Happie New Year and may the coming year bring in bliss, harmony and SMILES ")
I realised that 2006 was inconclusive...

2006 was...

IMF, great experience and definiely a gold star on my resume... haha

Toured Europe in October (Entry to be up soon i guess... its been chucked there since last year)

Went KL with D'euqilco peepz... wonderful shopping trip.

ORD-ed on 10th Dec... and started work at PHILIPS Electronics the very next day

Awaiting UNI.......

Thursday, December 27, 2007

What is meant to be is meant to be... what isn't is still obtainable if you truely want it and work for it.

Someday i wish upon a star... wishing for happiness to prolong...

Once you taste the sweetness, there are two routes you can choose. You either continue to taste the sweetness or taste the opposite... what r u going to taste depends entirely on what you realli want... so think abt it...

Its time again to make new year resolutions... so think hard!

Sunday, December 23, 2007

Its the time of the year again. The season of sharing and giving.

Its one of my next best holidays of the year. Luckily it coincides with the school holidays, which equates to legitimate shopping conscience... Hah... manifestation of long-borne retail therapy restraineee...

Well, i guess its one of the time of the year where i could see my credit points start soaring and when i would go into this buying frenzy and stuff. Its bad.. but i mean if the person who receives my gift puts a smile on his/her face, Its realli worth it...

I was watching chrsitmas with the kranks on 5... heart-warming and filled with the spirit of christmas... Its was kinda touching and a light show for the holidays.

Mariah brought it home baby with her 1994 christmas album! loved it

Saturday, December 15, 2007

失败并不是事情的结尾,而失败并不代表任何能够被判断而且被下定论的终结。


人们常常说到,失败乃成功之母。真的吗?是真的如此吗?仔细想想。。。好像也真的满有道理的嘢。


一个人的生中,如果一切都太过一帆风顺,顺心如意,那么一次的挫败感足以能够将他击垮。第一次的失败往往是最痛苦,最难熬的。回想起我的第一次,还真一蹶不振,好像彗星撞地球般的世界末日感。因为之前一切都那么称心,自己也不会想到自己的狂妄, 会有那么一天,为自己而付出代价。


至此至今,遗憾已是难免的事。所以我告诉自己不能背负着过往的错误,继续沉溺在自责中,而不为还等着被开创的未来奋斗。

但这条路并不是平坦顺势的。当波折一项一项的发生,当不顺利冲淡着已被损伤的心灵,这一切,真的真的很难。甚至还一度怀疑自己生存的意义,自己的能力和自己的价值。还好岁月是个有耐心的老师。它教会我许多人生道理,它也让我心境成熟了不少。

百折不挠之后,是个较坚而不摧,较顶得起挫折的人。我想刚刚遇到的失败已不足为奇,甚至我还能坦然接受,设法做出适当的调整,好让我再进步,而不再畏缩于自己的不足。我想我也应该为我想要的结果努力才对。毕竟该来的总是会来,使该如何面对才是结果的肯定。

所以失败不是路的终点,相反的,它是开启新路的一个转捩点,一个新的十字路口。要能化失落感为力量,化挫败感为原动力,那么小小的失败也有可能演化成过后快乐的成功,而重重的失败也能化为大大的快乐和灿烂的笑容。

加油!

Saturday, November 24, 2007

I've prepared this long piece of thingy which i haben got to post... so wadeva!... wanna wish everyone all the best and jia you for exams!!

Sunday, September 17, 2006

Just wanna add another colourful chapter in the history of my life. I guess 10 yrs down the road. or actually even just merely 2 months or so, i would realli reminisce the great time i had in the super prestigeous event - IMF/WB Annual Meetings, Singapore 2006.

I still remember the very first time i walked into Suntec Singapore International Convention & Exhibition Centre (SSICEC). Preparations were still underway and things were still on-going. I was there to actually set-up the place for exercise later on. It was just the normal thing just that i have to be in business attire so to speak - comprising of the long sleeved shirt and long pants of cos. Thats just the second week before the actual start of the IMF and i'm almost down at Suntec everyday.

The week prior to the start of IMF was yet another exercise and last minute preparations towards the event. That week, I was stationed in Suntec ever since, and i had to work till quite late. Even though working hours were long and tough, i kinda enjoyed the whole process considering that i'm involved in such a HUGE event and i took pride in the fact that i can play a part. Its like this kinda thing will happen once a life time and it happened to me. All the international lime light is on this event. I mean like this kinda thing dont happen to everyone, so i'm very grateful that i am a part of this history etched not only in my life, but also the history books of many.

Prior to the exercise, like during the last exercise, PM Lee came to visit the set up and everyone was like so serious, but i was like huh? its so fake, we shld just let him see wad we actually do... quite cute and fun haha.

After all the exercises, it was the main event itself. It was quite anticipating, i mean its like an international event! I liked the security part, although it was quite erm un-friendly, but u feel quite protected... haha so nice. The event was quite a success and i realli learnt a lot, attended seminars, got to know more political, financial stuff and how the world works. The internation arena and its ways to policies. Kinda cool although it may be quite hard to understand at certain junctures. I took lots of photos, and during the event at the esplanade, only those with the IMF pass can enter and we can watch forbidden city, when no one else can watch for FREE!!! but its only for like 1 hr, so too bad lor, but we got half price on the tics, if we wanna watch the whole thing. Haha... oh yeah the food was free and it was FAB! all the shan zhen hai weis like scallops and lakso, crabs and stuff like dat... wa heavenly... and its like i took photos with a lot of mei nus... haha so shuang!!! i'm gonna try to put pics in here... hopefully i can! haha

Time realli pass by quite fast, and the whole event yuan man jie shu le... wad i have taken away from it wasnt just experience and lessons learnt (although i did), but its new friendships, new horizons, new encounters and ideas, preceptions, long lost frens and stuff... A LOT A LOT. I'm realli gald to be given this opportunity, i wanna thank everyone and anyone who helped me... haha ") realli realli gratified.

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

Let me distinctively imprint this milestone into my lifestory... I'm in love with "Green forest, My Home" - lu guang sen lin. Its such a fantastic fairy tale not to be missed. I am totally biased. The story is GREAT! very touching, every episode makes you cry, makes you wan more of the next episode. The development of the story is excellent and it is realli a dream world everyone wans to be part of. It revolves around faith, trust and the xin nian that one hold dear and keep on believing.

yin wei, zhi yao xiang xing, jiu hui kan jian xing fu de lu guang. Just Believe

Monday, July 10, 2006

Actually, i wanted to blog some events some time ago, but the lazy me took over as the dominant trait.

Oh well, i did a lot of shopping, got like so many stuffs which i think was bought in the name of the GSS. The percentages were very alluring and it seems once in a life time thing, which adds to the enticement of purchase. Yeah guess wad? i succumbed to that and burnt a hole in my pocket.

From materialistic needs to nourishments, the standard for both is constantly on the rise, especially the places i seem to be dining in. I'm like so into pasta, Italain, French, Swiss cuisines. Just recently, i actually dines at this spanish restaurant at the Esplanade, Via Mas, gosh, they serve realli good escargo, and the squid-ink rice was magnifique, although it was a little salty. I would give this place 3.5 fork for food, but only a 2.5 for ambience and dining experience, cos its just too dark and there isn't much ambience except for the beautiful sea-view that is like at least 400m away. Yeah... some how my dining experience seem to have heightened to a level of "more expensive food" and not hawker centres and fast food - which is bad since i'm not earning a lot, yet i'm enjoying life till such an extent. As such, i'm gonna try to control myself, especially recently, i dont know y i am eating so so so much. BLEAH

I think i've learnt to better pamper myself and love myself more! yeah thats great for my spiritually, physically and mentally, but not financially. So i muz study hard in uni den i can get higher pay and stuff like dat later on in society. Anyway, was thinking of starting a small business with friends, like a tuitioning agency, since its a market is on the rise. Idea rite? mabbe i can come up with some proposal or something like dat.

Yeah, my very very hectic and busy schedule is almost approaching an end, culminating in lots of experience gained, lessons learnt and higher level of enlightenment. So, basically i've grown stronger and better equipped to protect myself, although i do grumble lots. I muz thank lots of pple for listening to me grumble and bare my heart, if not i would be like a boiling teapot with its opening stuck, gurgling way in attempt to free my "qi"s. Thanks for those hands, hands to remove the stucked part.

I would be moving on to a new environment, new challenges, new stuff everyday. I think i can put everything i've learnt these one yr plus in my office to good use and eventually ORDing peacefully and accomplished. Till now, i dont think i've fully wasted my 2 yrs in NS, i've only wasted a part of it, not learning new stuff, attending classes to further improve myself and stuff like dat, but oh well, at least i took away many valuable experiences that will aid me in my future endeavours.

But i'm the same old me, lazy and procrastinating, I think i've improved. so Voila!
Actually, i wanted to blog some events some time ago, but the lazy me took over as the dominant trait.

Oh well, i did a lot of shopping, got like so many stuffs which i think was bought in the name of the GSS. The percentages were very alluring and it seems once in a life time thing, which adds to the enticement of purchase. Yeah guess wad? i succumbed to that and burnt a hole in my pocket.

From materialistic needs to nourishments, the standard for both is constantly on the rise, especially the places i seem to be dining in. I'm like so into pasta, Italain, French, Swiss cuisines. Just recently, i actually dines at this spanish restaurant at the Esplanade, Via Mas, gosh, they serve realli good escargo, and the squid-ink rice was magnifique, although it was a little salty. I would give this place 3.5 fork for food, but only a 2.5 for ambience and dining experience, cos its just too dark and there isn't much ambience except for the beautiful sea-view that is like at least 400m away. Yeah... some how my dining experience seem to have heightened to a level of "more expensive food" and not hawker centres and fast food - which is bad since i'm not earning a lot, yet i'm enjoying life till such an extent. As such, i'm gonna try to control myself, especially recently, i dont know y i am eating so so so much. BLEAH

I think i've learnt to better pamper myself and love myself more! yeah thats great for my spiritually, physically and mentally, but not financially. So i muz study hard in uni den i can get higher pay and stuff like dat later on in society. Anyway, was thinking of starting a small business with friends, like a tuitioning agency, since its a market is on the rise. Idea rite? mabbe i can come up with some proposal or something like dat.

Yeah, my very very hectic and busy schedule is almost approaching an end, culminating in lots of experience gained, lessons learnt and higher level of enlightenment. So, basically i've grown stronger and better equipped to protect myself, although i do grumble lots. I muz thank lots of pple for listening to me grumble and bare my heart, if not i would be like a boiling teapot with its opening stuck, gurgling way in attempt to free my "qi"s. Thanks for those hands, hands to remove the stucked part.

I would be moving on to a new environment, new challenges, new stuff everyday. I think i can put everything i've learnt these one yr plus in my office to good use and eventually ORDing peacefully and accomplished. Till now, i dont think i've fully wasted my 2 yrs in NS, i've only wasted a part of it, not learning new stuff, attending classes to further improve myself and stuff like dat, but oh well, at least i took away many valuable experiences that will aid me in my future endeavours.

But i'm the same old me, lazy and procrastinating, I think i've improved. so Voila!

Sunday, June 18, 2006

Free? nah i dont have the luxury of having free time now. Its gonna be a realli hectic 2 weeks for me, and if i can go thru this, i would be very accomplished. I'm gonna put in my 100% and even more to get this make this two weeks work out well. I will input wadeva my capabilities can afford, and hope piously, pray fervently for these two weeks to pass by very smoothly and safely. Please oh Please.

Sunday, June 11, 2006

I've got a little story to tell, and the main characters in this story are Andy, James, Kenny and whyat.

The relationship stands in a way that in the office, Andy and James are of higher status then Whyat while Kenny is sort of the office boy type. Andy is the overall supervisor, while James is the assistant. Whyat is in charge of a small department and deals more directly with his boss. All in all, they belong under a same section.

It all started with Whyat in his superior's office, where he was discussing issues with his boss. It seemed that he had been tasked to do some work and at the same time, he has his own daily task to follow up. In numerical terms, he has a constant (1) + a variable amount of work to do everyday, and its not easy. Not long ago, in aid of his work, Whyat came up with a instructional booklet to give out to his clients to ensure better facilitation of his work. Thus he has to duplicate 600 copies of that and pass it to his clients. Considering the amount of work he has to handle, it is taxing and quite uncalled for to photocopy the 600 copies since there is the office boy to do the work. It is quite natural to ask for help from the office boy to lend a helping hand, so Whyat went over to Kenny and asked for his help in getting the 600 copies ready. However, Kenny came back with the reply that the photocopying machine is out of order and asked for further instructions. Whyat told him that he can walk a mere 5 mins to the next office and request for photocopying to be done. Kenny ignored Whayt's later instructions and rebuted him, asking him to do it himself and he doesnt wish to do it.

Upon hearing that, Whyat felt a surge of unfairness and displeasure, since the fact that Kenny does whatever he was told to do by Andy and James but chooses not to do Whyat's taskings. What is worse is that this is Kenny's second refusal of doing the work Whyat had politely requested, since the first which was at least 30 mins ago. This wasn't the only factor that lead to the breakdown of Whyat's goodie character. Andy and James do have their stuff to do. But whenever they needed extra help, they would get the whole section's effort in helping them, even Whyat would chip in. Whyat had to put aside his stuff and help them out. Sometimes, Whyat even volunteered to help when he sense help is required. However, this wasnt the case for Whyat when he needed help. No one took the initiative to help Whyat out when he most needed them, even though it was very obvious and there wasn't even a need to ask. *Previously, there was once when he realli everybody's help den everyone came over to help him out.* When Andy and James finishes their tasks, they would sit around, chat and relax, totally ignoring the rest of the people, turning a blind eye towards those who obviously require help. Moreover, Andy and James seeked help from Whyat when they applied for leave and r not in office, dumping more stuff on Whyat more than what he is already handling. This factor, which is already sized down *for simplicity sake*, adds to the already boiling molten lava within Whyat. Finally Whyat broke through the point of tolerance and decided to give the silent treatment and cold shoulder to everyone else, giving only his bare minimal help to those who doesn't already deserve it still and only to seek solace in his friends outside his job circle.

Is this what Whyat should do? Wad are your tots after reading this story?

Tuesday, June 06, 2006

Woohoo... met up with SF, SC, Alvin, Aloy and Royston for dinner @ swensen Northpoint. The dinner was absolutely enjoyable and pure fun not becos the food was good (anyway the food was juz so-so), but the conversations that we had. Marriage, overseas trip and gossips... haha very very fun and we concluded something - I am the Ultimate SmokeScreen OkiE!

Shopped ard and took neoprints! fun fun fun, i luv neo prints cos i look good KekKE. and its 060606 today... to think sc jux realised haha.

Sunday, June 04, 2006

Woohooo, jux recovered from a super shoppin spree yesterday at Marina Square.

Met chan at Marina and we sort of recce-ed the place before we proceeded to Raffles City. I wanted to get the tommy hilfiger shirt but there wasnt any more of my size, but it was realli fab. Sauntered around the whole shopping mall before settling down at Cafe Swiss for dinner. It was an excellent restaurant for fine-dining and the ambience was superb. I ordered papet voudoise, which is sausage with creamy potato stew and nice suatee veges, den my desert was summer berries vanilla diplomat with ice mint pariat. The desert is one dish that is beyond words of description. I cannot describe how touched i was when i ate the desert and i was way beyond words. It realli felt like I'm in heaven. I am not exaggerating its realli very out of the world. Seriously. I would recommend this place to anyone who would like to be touched.

Then, we went for the mid-night shopping at Marina Square, and we actually went bonkerssss! Went into every shop having the mentality of getting at least something for the shop and i can tell u that the shoppin trip was one fruitful one, but i definitely burnt a hole in my pocket. Oh well i shall scrimp and save on every occasion i can find. That is to compensate on my un-restricted spree! But i still feel realli happie about it. I realli cant wait for next week's spree... by then it would already be pay-day and $$$ is coming in.

I realli dunnoe wads happening to me. I am like getting touched and gan dong realli easily. Little little things and wad other people might find as wu liao, i find it very very touching and i was deeply affected by it. Maybe i am geeting on the nodes of the emotional spectra again. But at least its not depression!

Wednesday, May 31, 2006

Knocked off from work, den rushed down to town to get a present for my mum's birthday. Luckily royston was there to send his clothes for dry cleaning, so we met up for dinner at out of the pan. The food was great, maybe because i was hungry, but i liked it there. Together with the awesome food being served there was entertainment from the waiter there too. I could never forget the "do you have suger?".. "YAaA!" in a very mammalian way. LOL!

Anyway i couldnt realli find the exact stuff i want from raffles city and city link, so it was very nice of royston to accompany me down to tangs to get my mum her present, yupz and i think i made a right choice i presume, but anyway, i thinking i am moving faster than my financial ability can support me, buying all sorts of stuff that i tot those earning like at least $2000 a month would buy. Oh well i doesnt realli matter does it? jux dont go overboard.

Royston found out this cafe swiss or something like dat and it was realli posh and looks delicious. I dont mind going there sometime for a classy dinner anyone wanna join us?

Saturday, May 27, 2006

Okie... I hereby proclaim that i have finally made a very important decision in my life and I will have to live through this. I have been realli giving this deep thoughs and getting advice from lots of pple, eventually I am sure that this is wad i am going for, so wish me all the best!

The GSS has started. Prices are slashed by numerous percentiles and people are flocking into shops to grab wadeva goods they can lay their hands on (Typical Singaporean). Okie,i have to admit i am one of them, but i dont groping around for sales item, i still maintain a certain level of class and i think people should do the same too, and retain a little dignity in them. Yupz ( no offence)...

Sunday, May 21, 2006

YiPee... watched the Da Vinci Code yesterday. Its was fab, they sort of reduced the content of the show, but there weren't much discrepencies as of the book itself, just less details. I was quite impressed by the handling of the films. Magnifique! A visual treat after reading the book, provides and better insight of the book. I thought the last part where they actually revealed the sracophagus of Mary Magdalene was quite a good ending, cos the book just suggested the location of the tomb, but didnt exactly proclaim it. I am quite anticipating the filim for the next book of Dan Brown if there were to be one, intriguing! Oh ya, i love the french element of the book and the amount of ancient history that was being intertwined among the story, very enriching.

Had a shopping expedition instead of a K-session since not much pple can make it, but shopping was still as interesting and fulfilling, keepin in mind the budget we've got and not to overspend. TGSS is coming so all shopaholics out there... get ready your cards and swlaosh away....

Thursday, May 18, 2006

Life is jux so erratic, everything seems so fine at one moment, and the next it can just come tumbling down. A bleak near future doesn't necessary mean one, but always put aside a little hope somewhere to welcome the arrival of a miracle. It is all this uncertainties that makes life so unpredictable, and allows unprecedented events to pop by now and then.

I have been going through so much without any glimsp of the future. Its like groping in the dark, taking a step at a time, fearful of a wrong step that would cause me to fall.

However, sometimes i feel on top of situation, i feel confident and in control, but it seems to retreat into the unkown surreptitiously and i am reduced to a newt once again.

I guess this is life. The undisputed fact of life.

Emotions are like the building blocks of every human. Happiness, sadness, worries, jeslousy, disappointment.. and the list just goes on. Don't you find it interesting to be able to feel all these emotions and react to them. Jealousy can go two way... hatred and love. Happiness can go two way... elation and contentment. Control! and use it the right way... make yourself happy... that's the way it should be.

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

It has been a super tiring day. Its endless work and in addition to that, there are a lot more work culminating somewhere, waiting to unleash upon us. Todae and yesterday, i had to help out in the armskote and move around huge stacks of weapons which were drenched with oil. Gosh, i was super dirty!

Monday, May 15, 2006

Bonsoir...

Je muz be artistic and sophistiqué, cos ze blog représente moi.

Yup, watched another epi of desperate hsewives and i muz say i think bree is ze most controversial and topical character in the show. Awesome!! Desperate Housewives is ze doit observer l'exposition!

Monday seems to be a TV-day, there like an abundance of shows spread over ze channels. Superband, So you think you can dance, women of all times, desperate housewives, da chang jin... realli exercises your fingers when you are constantly jumping between ze channels to catch the gist of the show.

Busie busie busie, is there no other words i can use other than busie busie busie???

Oh bother!

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

Argh!! I sprained my ankle and it feels farny, unlike the usual sprains, hope that it wont deteriorate into like a huge swell den i would probably have trouble walking.

Seriously, i need to get my life back on track. It seems like procrastination has been corroding bits of my plan away. I am slowly breaking off from an island, floating aimlessly amongst the boundless horizon. KeKe... In any case i gotta learn driving, go on tour, and lots of unfinished works to do.

All i can say now is realli to concentrate and try as much as i can to finish up wad i hafta do... yupz!

Jia youZ to moi and to all my friends... dont procrastinate yeah! fight it!!!

Monday, May 01, 2006

A little quote from Bree and his lawyer... realli cool, its exactly wad a refined classed lady wld say... interesting

Bree: "Hi, Karl. Oh! Oh, um, quick question, when someone discusses a sensitive situation with a lawyer such as yourself, when does attorney client confidentiality kick in?"

Karl: "From the moment the lawyer's been hired. Why?"

Bree: "Here's a check for a hundred dollars. That's enough for a retainer, right?"

Karl: "I guess. What's going on, Bree?"

Bree: "My son is trying to blackmail me. And I want you to stop the little S.O.B. Do you think you could do that?"

Friday, March 10, 2006

Things had changed. Spring came and winter gone. It is so the same with life. Every segment, every phase is so much similar, similar in a way that they put people thru instances of feelin ripped apart from the sane environment, and when fantasy is where we can seek console in.

It is true that we people are actually creature-comfort. I dunnoe, might just be me. Its like in a certain new environment, we actually interact and bare our true self to these people in this environment. When the time comes, when the inevitable departure dawns upon us, will we feel the pain of lost, even though there is actually an opportunity of meeting somewhere else. It is more or less like losing something staple around you and you start to lament. This is such a vivid reflection of the saying that we don't treasure what we have, and only to cry over spilt milk when the time comes when you lose it. People that i can realli relate and talk to are leaving me, for a better prospect and i truely wish them all the best, but i cant help feel the pinch of salt over a wound of departure. Its painful, but i can choose to totally ignore the fact that they are leaving and be nonchalant about it, and spare me the pain of the salt over the wound. However, i think its juz me, a mechanism in me that wants to put the pinch of salt over me and feel the pain even though sanity dissuades. Its all in a moment of time, that suddenly, when the number of people around you are getting smaller and all are leaving at the same point, intensifies the pain and the reluctancy of letting them go. Or am i thinking too much?

Slumping into a minor bout of depression, which i think consist of probably only me lamenting and dwelling too much. Why cant i be nonchalant like some others can be, or is it too significant for me to handle? Guess it is a lesson for me to learn, learn to treasure wad i have now and not to regret later in life. yupz. But if i treasure too much, i will grow attached to it and eventually it will still be a hard to let go. Hmmz, paranoid and paradoxical. Enlighten moi pls!

Monday, January 30, 2006

Happie CNY chu er... haha

Shou "sui" on chu xi ye till like 3 plus... managed to stay awake by playing mahjong with sibs and mum... haha

The next morning, i was very fresh which i didnt expect... tot i wld be like a drained out and lazy... but i wasn't... it was the direct opposite. It was fun preparing to go out.. i like my cny look... styled my hair reddish and funkie... den put on my fragrance and new socks, new shoes, new shirt and new pants, den went pai nian! haha very fun... lots of my relatives commended on my new look and most of them noticed my ebase shirt and my hair style... very fun and nice... like being judged positively on some runway for fashion and style.. hehe

Visited only like 3 relatives' place, but i ate A LOT... like absolutely gorging myself with all ze food... pineapple tarts and ba gua are my some of my personal favourite... yupz and yumz, of cos the hong baos... definitely. Got home in the mid-afternoon to start preparing for the dinner feast. Xiao-shu came with my two realli adorable cousins. Super cute and very guai, played with them... very very shuang.. simply so super CuTeEeEeEeE! gosh... haha, after that all my dad's side relative starting to stream in... by ard 5 my house was packed with cousins and uncles and aunties... super wow and i like that crowdedness... gives this festivity an extra edge. Dinner was super good, my mum whipped up like ten dishes enuf for 40+ people imagine that... i helped out in the kitchen for like eons... haha played with sprinklers with and without the whistling stuff, running ard the playgrd making loads of noise. Jux simple fun, yet brings back lots of nice memories. Later in the night, its when the fun began. Started with blackjack den went on with this realli fun game which i am not sure wads it called... Everyone is suppose to pool in a dollar each and the dealer will distribute 3 cards each to every player, den will compare the number on the cards. The biggest is 10 and the smallest is 1. For example if u have 3 cards (jack, 3, 8) amounting to 21... it would translate to a value of 1. It is not accumulative nor the absolute value, the value will actually go all the way to 10 den start from one again. So if the total amount of the 3 cards is 11, den the value would 1, 12 would be 2 and so on and so forth. The winning combo is 3 "ah-peks" which are jacks, queens and kings. Very fun rite, no need to think very straight-forward, win means win, lose means lose.

I think i gained quite some weight after munching on so much cny yummies... I love all these food, i dunnoe y but it seems like i have this unlimited desire to finish all CNY goodies... like a MONSTER haha.

Sunday, January 29, 2006

HappIe chinese new year to all and may this doggie year be an awesome year for everyone out there...

wishin all friendz to be loyal and trusting,
wishin all to be very funkie and cheerful.. da ji da li

Wednesday, January 11, 2006

My mum was like tellin me that this yr wld be this this this... that that that... all the stuff from the horoscope thingy. I should somehow heed this wadeva, but i cant help think that i might jux dwell too much on wad is being prophecized.

Sunday, January 08, 2006

I can only conclude that SF house is prob the best meetin place, and its a realli fulfilling outing yest... thankx guys, for all the laughter watching wu zhong xian and scaring soo chin... haha and the stupid house of wax movie is totally gruesome and its like plotless, jux basically blood, anatomies, murderous techniques, killin, violence... YUCKS *bree*

Had a weddin lunch today and was like a huge gathering of relatives and yeah it was fun, but i was a bit disappointed with the organization of the weddin and yeah the make up and dresses, it wasn't up to "standard"? maybe...

Its almost chinese new year le... so its another shoppin spree coming up, gonna get some realli nice apparels and realli give myself a *BAM* during chinese new year, gonna get my hair done and prob do some personel care.

Watched the ren xin ci ai show on TV and i can realli feel some gan dong from the show. I cant stand see pple suffer and all the realli touching scenes of relatives and family sacrificing almost everything to look after their relatives... jux so saddening... and i cant bare but tear for them... bless u all

Thursday, January 05, 2006

Thankx all fer ya wishes and rmb my Big dae! yupz, and i would to emphasize on the fact that i am still, oh well heck the paranoia over age matters, wadeva... i breached the "2" region.

haha... closer to my ideal birthday partie... muz attend okie u guys... next yr!

Sunday, January 01, 2006

Okie, like wad the rest r doing, i will follow suit. Summary for the year 2005!

Jan - stuck in a little island off coast, praying fervently for each day to pass and yearning for the return to mainland. Its jux the start and i am jux waiting to things to unfold and let nature take its own course.

Feb - STILL stuck in a little island off coast, praying fervently for each day to pass and yearning for the return to mainland. Chinese New Year was a great break for us to replenish our energy, cos the worse was yet to be, i was lucky to be able to survive thru it.

Mar - "A" results are out and my three months of "training" comes to an end, culminating in the first ever parade i have ever participated. Made up my choice of course i wanna take up. Oh yeah not to forget the wonderful pple i met on the island and how that intricate friendship between us were forged.

Apr - Training at a diff. place on mainland, but still is some farny corner of mainland. Learned to operate some interesting vehicles and yeah made more friends and saw even more old friends.

May - Posted to my new, sort of a Perm. unit, had moi first ever exercise like 3 days into the new environment, but it was an excellent experience and i muz say it was quite fun though... hehe, started my "life", meetin up with long-lost peepz and re-establishin contacts... Great to have u guys yeah... Oh yeah got my own ball too.

Jun, Jul, Aug - Nothing realli fantastic, jux work and the usual outings, but i muz comment that outings were awesome and super fun no matter wad, oh ya met the excos too, like wow, after so long. Started reminiscing the past, eagerly wanting to return to sch days where we had realli so much fun while studying. emotional and pissy and PMS-sy ... Oh ya National day @ neighbourhood.. -_-

Sept, Oct - work again, preparation for this exercise that is coming up and gosh its hectic, starting to wonder and get paranoid over the age issue... like Shiacks!.. getting more "brandie" and "spendie", but still TRYin to keep a tab on my finances.

Nov, Dec - Major exercise happening and very busy during the Nov period. On leave period, went KL and Christmas!

Saturday, December 24, 2005

Okie... i have accumulated a whole butt of things to blog, so hang in there!

oh yeah, went KL for an intended super shoppin spree. But it was disappointing, since i tot there would be cheaper stuff there for sale on top of the high exchange rate. If u ever visit KL, dun go into those huge metropolitian shopping centre that looked as if it would be expensive to shop inside, cos IT IS expensive to shop inside. HAHA. Nonetheless, i still did some shoppin, jux keepin a tab on how much is being spent yeah.

It was den, me leave period, which was FILLED with activities okie... met my excos after some time to like meet up and catch up. It was extremely fun and we realli chat and talk and discuss abt everything under the sun from the love philsophy to the meaning of life to lots of other stuff... den we had steamboat and most of the pple ganged up on huiyian... poor gurl haha... den there was so much food and stuff that we had to play the improved version of zhong ji mi ma where the one who got the number correct will not be forfeited to eat something from the steam boat, but those two beside the one will have to eat soemthing... haha so yeah it was everyone's game. We had fondue with semi-hardened nutty chocolate and fresh juicy fruits. It was delectable and simply heavenly yes! den played a new game psychiatrist and started our discussion. Took a lot of photos at the end and tried many positions and poses and formations, realli cool and the effects are simply GREAT! missin ya guys alreadi... hope that we realli have another time to meet up yeah. take carez in the mean time.

Visited SC and joyce with SF and aloy at their workplace and i am truely fasinated by the cashier register machine, realli fun to play with haha. After that went SF house for MJ session, and we concluded that SF hse is an awesome place to enjoy... bungalow leh, how can u not enjoy? and all the high tech stuff and many many more... simply an outrageouly huge place to play and chill! went for a mini shoppin and bought some stuff b4 going home.

Was supposed to be on leave on the 22nd, but hafta go back to camp to do some stuff, den after that went to watch KING KONG after going home to pai pai. KING KONG is a little bit draggy but its like it depics a love that transcend thru inter-species relations, even animals without an advance knowledge but armed with primitive emotions and instinct has the ability to give love and reciprocate wads been taken. Its jux that pure, and it is jux that realm of fantasy where perfectionism sets in and nuthin is being injected with "socio-ism", which starts to affect pple and that is where pornograhy evolves from and rapist and all the cons of the society emerges. Watching KING KONG makes me realise how much the world is containing within its boundaries.

Christmas!!! a season to give and take recieved some cards and pressie... THANKX to all, yupz and MerRie christmas.

Sunday, December 11, 2005

WhEW!

First things first, there wasn't much updating for the past 2 wks cos i was on exercise (not the literal one, but militarily-wise). It was mentally tiring more than physical exhaustion, but objectively speaking, it was still a great experience, trying to learn things along the way, sort of like self-benefiting. It was realli taxing on my financial budget too, considering all the transport fees i have to spend, but oh well its over. Okie, shan't go too much in depth, jux in case i am infringing upon sensitive security issues.

Christmas is so much around the corner, festivity is not as strong as the past few years, mabbe its becos i havent realli got in touch with the feel of christmas that is ballooning outside. Yeah i shld get out there, and get my christmas shopping on the ball rolling, although i am still brainstorming abt the pressies i shld get. Hmmmz...

Oh ya, OLD NEWS! i watched Harry Potter le, wanna give some reviews on it since its my fav show. I had much anticipation for the show after reading the book in detail, expected all the gargantuan effects, bombastic plots and mystical magical stuff, but it didnt meet my expectations in the end. Much of the show were modified and cut short, but its forgivable, taking into account the budget and the show time. I wanted more magic and fantastic stunts, but there was basically the bare minimum, oh well, thumbs up for beauxbatons and drumstrang added much spice into the show which i like, and boos to dumbledore for being such an irritable git, realli miss the old dumbledore, so temperless and kind, encouraging and supportive, calm and composed. Hermoine is going too much into showing emotions which is BAD, her beauty sort of nullify that over-emoitonal effects. Yupz.




Friday, November 25, 2005

OkiE! Before Boo comes back, i would like to extend a warm welcome to him! WELCOME BACK! bet three gruelling weeks in the outback muz have struck some yonkers into u. Wadeva, good to have ya back.

The past few days were realli taxing, i seriously cant believe how much stuff i moved up into an elevated transport of at least 2m tall, objects which may amount to hundreds of kilogrammes... and things like white boards that hafta be tilted at this precise angle and yada yada. Basically its jux tough manual work, not to mention after moving stuffs, we hafta set up stuffs too... not jux easie normal set ups, much more complicated ones. I almost succumbed to the exhaustion overwhelming me, showing signs of emotional stress and nervours crumble, signalling the unwillingness and the reluctance to expend anymore energy to do work. When i got home, i was absolutely drained, dried up of all expendable energy. Even longer hours of sleep cant replenish my over-loaded body. Else, positivity kept me going and gave me the strength to get this entry in.. haha

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Monday, November 21, 2005

*Quick Flash!* Last week was hectic as usual. Work! wat else can it be other than hectic and being busy, its the norm. A Horrenduously important exercise (not literally), is creeping round the corner and preparations are up on my heels. Once this is over, it would prob be a better term ahead.

I am soooooo TempTED!!!! I seriously wanna watch my Harry Potter - Goblet of Fire, but for the sake of *erm-hem* hafta endure and wrench in agony as i try to shun away from pple whom had watched the movie... ARGH!... wadeva... anyway watched the Harry Potter - Chamber of Secrets on TV and erm kinda relieve a bit of agony in me... I am so touched at the end when EVERYONE except the malfoy gang clapped for hagrid and applaued those un-petrified in celebration of everything good that triumphs over evil!

The Holidays are approaching, finances are on tight budget to tide thru this holiday season. I absolutely lurveeee the holidays. Such a festivity, such fun!

Sunday, November 13, 2005

Friday... Hmmmz well it was a bunjeeeeeeee jumping experience for me. I totally experienced o a varied spectrum of emotions, from total depression, disconsolate, despondent, woebegone blah blah in the morning to somewhat a little more cheerful, a little more tinge of joy in the afternoon, to in the end normality. Haha, i feel so inpredictable. Wadeva the case, i have finally tide thru the phase and kinda like zhen zhuo qi lai le. In retrospect, i feel justified for all that i felt cos i think its fully alrite for me to get pissed and slowyl evolving into such spectra of emotions. During that period, i kinda like told myself to dispel this negativity and embrace wad happiness can bring, but somehow it was so intense that i was paralysed by it.

My tots ran wild and i cam up with this.

Yourself...

In this world of more than half a dozen of billions of people, its so congested that physically u r never alone. Loneliness occur when people feel spiritually, emotionally and mentally empty, but come to think of it, u can never be alone even in those intangible cases. There is always yourself accompaning you. Have you ever wonder y is there you and yourself? Its obvious that you and yourself are the embodiment of the final you, closely knitted and intertwined. When you are fellin sad, "yourself" will be feelin the exact same thing as u, likewise, when "yourself" is feelin down, you feel the same too. In fact, by feelin sad and down, you are torturing you and yourself, which ultimately inflicts double the agony upon ur final embodiment. Wads the point anyway? On the contrary, happiness and also be doubled when you experience joy, elation and everything plesant. Isnt that better than agony? I was thinkin so in depth abt this matter that i kinda communicated with myself (in you its "yourself"), and came to a compromise of trying to feel less agony and attempt to be happy. So this is a formula for you and yourself. ")

Enuf of philosophies, went to catch jux like heaven with yk and chan, it was the usual romance comedy, which i personally think its cliche, but never boring. Its always the same thing plot, but never, never repetitive. At least i can feel some uniqueness abt the film and i am quite please with it. But can there ever be a movie without evil villians or baddies? or izzit essential for this perpectuating duality to be present in these movies so as to make movies work out? One way or another, i guess that is right. Oh well, i might jux as well think of a story plot w/o that ba...

After the movies, went to this esprit outlet at NP and the merchandise there were going at very reasonable prices... bought a shirt, while chan laments over the fact that he is too skinny for any clothes there to fit him (LOL). Returned home with yk and chen to my house for dinner and watched sky high, courtesy of yk and ck. Again, the usual superhero show which i think its a bit corny.

Yupz... shall end here with a quote by the erm.. Me and myself.

"The joy of one, defines the happiness of both.
The sun shines on one, dictates the growth of both."

Sunday, November 06, 2005

Its always hard to start off a blog entry aint it?... haha oh well, anyway last week was basically hols and rests and nuthing else much but lots of free time... weekends were more happening... Went to chan's recommendation - the eski-bar, and it was fabulous... the whole concept of "sub-zero"ness and the realli creative concoction they serve there kinda make them a one of a kind pub. I like the names of the drinks they serve, things like "sleeping polar bear" brings out that artic feel and yupz kinda brings u to a different dimension and vacuums out most of the fan naos u had. There is this sub-zero zone there which apparently is of temperatures below 0 degrees and its realli frosting and freezing haha but i like tt feelin and atmosphere.

Went out on sat for some quaterly shoppin and went to orchard to support friends at the subaru( i think its spelt this way) challenge and gosh i didnt realli expect so many pple to be there participating and supporting, but it was an excellent eye-opener... had dinner at this kublai khan buffet restaurant... wasnt that fantastic but it was normally good ba... yeah...

Sunday, October 23, 2005

I muz say that the whole of last week was prob the most enriching week i ever had. Apparently many of life's true agenda came upon me as i uncover the mystics of of my presence or should i say everyone's presence in this green globe.

Life aint no easie-peasie thingy that u can play with. There are motives and goals to set our sights to, and everything happens for a reason and everyone appears for a reason. To attain our goals, some people stoop down to the most dispicable methods, hurting and causing emotional stress to others, while some other people earn their way to the top thru sheer determination and extraordinary strength, which is adored by others. I was enlightened on the fact that there are the selfish, self-interest maniac around that are those stooping to down-right dirty methods, who wouldn't even flinch at the cost of sacrificing other people's erm... EVERYTHING. Back-stabbing, bad-mouthing, things that make u feel terrible will befall on u if u r not careful of whom u mix with. Its the same old cliche "the society is a very complicated network of traps" thingy that is constantly drilled into me, of which i kinda ignore without much attention. However, till recently have i only got to realise the very essence of this cliche and kinda paid more attention to it.
When things don't go smoothly or as plan, or when events happen that pisses u off, endure... for the rainbow after the rain. Keep the positive thinking up and dispel all negativity. For only this will you be able to keep yourself happie and contented, satisfied and enlightened.

All right, on a lighter note, i have been training and training had paid off with results that i am quite contented with. I am esp. happie to see improvements thru my own hardwork. YEAh!
Oh ya... watched wedding planner and i am totally blown away by all the intricate colours complemented beautifully by distinctive contours, all the natural settings that are so beautiful and serene. I love those silverware used for dining and the different themes and costumes and music. It is so perfect, such an ideal professionalism that i aspire to possess. That is a far-away dream that never seem to be able to realise... unless I believe...

Monday, October 10, 2005

It has been a week, walking down memory lane, reminising the past while feeling loads of emotions. Saw my old table filled with notes and assignments and my stationaries laying forlornly all over the place. I so wanna go back to school again. I wouldn't complain of the load of HW there is and no more grumbling of how much i have to do le!!! Pls jux lemme go back to sch and study once again.

Saturday, October 08, 2005

Read thru lots of blogs today, while waiting for my student to complete his test. It kinda saddens me and realli made me feel this intrinsic inevitability that the past had passed. It is so real, yet i don't wan it to happen. I love my sch days, and i have this extreme urge to go back to such days where the whole sch does something together. Saw NJC the open house on the bus and the net, and it makes me realli wanna go back and help no matter how tiring it would be. It is so like when i helped paint banners, do performance, and set up places, i do it without any grudges and i kinda enjoy it. Fun and laughter never ceases and satisfaction with extreme gratification follows. I am proud of my sch and ever will and i miss the times in sch studying and rushing abt. HAHA...

Its like now that we dont meet every now and den, which makes me misses u all sooooo much. It ain't like back in sch where we can jux meet up and chit chat, laugh and interact with each other... i love it!

Friday, October 07, 2005

It has been quite some time and i should clean this place up of its stagnancy, jux in case mosquitoes start breeding here. Aha, besides the the lamie-startie, its time to break some ice.

One great WOO-HA i would like to brag is that i actually got to come into contact with RONG-SHAO aka desmond koh aka xu zhen rong, ain't it cool? i kinda like helped him tackle some stuff for him, and i got his email and hp number... aWeSOme! and he made an impression on me of being a super convivial celebrity. There had been a few busy weeks and lots of things to do, but they have passed and now its more of a lot more work to be done. Its starting to be like the real world, where professionals and graduate work for survivial, but it is not that competitive, or shld i say not even the least competitive, but the same concept of survivial applies here nonetheless.

Being Linguistically fluent and having the ability to utilise it well doesn't necessarily mean that i have to do everything. Its the wrong perception of indolent people, who wishes to languorously sit ard all day and "TUANG" (a common army lingo which means slacking). Watever it is, i am glad that i am able to resist the negativities and phase out the critics. I realised i actually have grown in many ways ever since the day i got enlisted. I have learnt to realli give and take, take things that come in your stride, and when things dont happen to you, you cant force it to happen, u jux have to accept and acknowledge, only then will it come great wisdom.Also, when u don't get what other pple possess, dont dwell upon the fact that u dont have, think abt things that u have that others don't. It may be twindling towards self-centeredness, but it is a good counteractive forces towards the metamorphical GREEN. I am an emotional person, feelin tons of fluctuations every now and den... but i have learn to gain more control over it, and this enables me to be more calm and work with sophistication, it also pumps me up with power and strength to meet challenges and guide me as an intuition.

Many things are happening and accepting them is jux difficult, realising i am 19 this yr and 20 next yr isn't an optimistic out view, considering i am approaching an age that is starting with the digit 2. ArgH... time do flY!!!

Saturday, September 03, 2005

A great week i muz say... at least i am feeling lethargic and for once i could feel my muscles exercised! haha... went to some warehouse sale and yupz... as expectedly expected... all within the sgporean concept of KIASU... lol

Hmmm... got lotsa things to debate about... but i dunno where to start from...

classics are still classy...

Tuesday, August 30, 2005

Awesome!.. i am so proud of myself.. YeAh.. i have so looked out of the box and convinced myself to love myself more... do justice to the great ME!... haha

seriously... i kinda like take things on a lighter note... although its on constant reminder... but at least results are showing... positivity is seeping in and bitterness is OUT!

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

Hmm... kinda into wine tasting and appreciation... sophistication huh... yeah its HIGH-CLASS alrite... gonna go into fine dining and etiquetti... that is so cool..

everything is going on real fine... its cool... taking things realli in my stride... like cool... not getting so edgy and affected... like yeah... taking things as it is... and looking at things from a totally different prospective... things jux seem brighter ye know... haha

sometimes life ain't only me, me and me... its also with him, her, them... everybody around u... its only reasonable to associate and integrate everybody into your own matrix and conjure a set of ruling to set a pace and standard... that is basically LIFE! yeah and i do mean BASICALLY.. haha

Sunday, August 14, 2005

Hmm... yest was a wonderful day... went down to the OP warehouse sale which was APPALLING, it was exactly like a pasa malam (night market), it was as if everyone was in consternation, trenching thru the piles of apparels that obviously had gone thru a "battle".

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

okie... abit late though but yeah... happie burthdae to singapore... its like having this huge celebration with pple that we dont realli know kinda nice though... but i like the songs the extravagance and the "holiday" mood. This could have been a lot better if there is some break-through from the mundane routine of "act 1, act 2 and act 3" could have been more spontaneous or even con-current for a change as a matter of fact. But it is like once in 5 yrs, that it is held in padang and i kinda like the idea of having the celebration brought around singapore into the heartland.

Friday, August 05, 2005

Subsequently, things turned towards a positive side of life... Its like so sudden that my accentuating depressing tots regresses into more positive and enlightening prespects. Given my current situation, i am trying to move towards a vivacious character, giving life a better and brighter meaning.

Guess that emotions are good training devices to build up character and personality. *It is only thru the storm that a navigator can truely find his directions.*

For now, i am taking things easy, helping people whenever i could, lending a helping hand, propagating a more extensive network of people. Hopefully, that will put me in good stead when i enter into the society.

Oh yeah... not to mention the constant build up of sophistication and knowledge thru self-learning, which i recently implemented upon myself to realli make good use of time when i have spare.

And seriously, i realli need my monthly dosage of retail therapy and more reality TV shows... GOSH... cant wait for the next epi of The America's Next Top Model... prob even The Apprentice... hehe... guess i am realli transforming into a TV junkie and i gotta finish my harry potter... anticipation as the story unfolds...

Tuesday, July 26, 2005

Apparently, i seemed detached from civil society and prob even from humanity. I wonder if i still can relate to people... do the people-to-people thingy. Its still fresh in my memory that i like to help pple all ard me... like helping friends opening up, shring their thots and worries, helping people realise potentials that slumbers within them (think on the surface, cos i am not ghandi nor thereasa). Gosh... i am totally sensitive to even the smallest things... and i realli have this 错败感 that is clinging on to me like some parasite. I have no reason to blame IT but it is still partly due to my wadeva is it that is causing it that caused it... yeah wadeva

Monday, July 18, 2005

Everyday, as i traipsed towards the metallic facade of an intimidating enclosure, i am always overwhelmed by a mixture of emotions. It is always battling within me to determine who is the ultimate victor - the urge to complete my responsibilities and return to my abode, or to really spend quality time within my responsibilities to learn and enjoy the company of friends. As i passed the security check point, flashing my identity card to certify my presence, it would usually lead me on down the meandering path towards my shabby work ground. It is usually a twist of fate and the works of the grandfather clock to determine whether i walk or enjoy the journey in the comfort of the bus.
Upon arrival, its always the cliched regimental regimes and rules to adhere to, which completes a routinal morning schedule bridging towards the start of work. Usually, after a simple ceremonial presence-indicating session, it would be heads back to the office for all of us, where a multitude of work awaits. Everyday, there is a ever-changing course of tasks for everyone to perform, giving their level best to satisfy the minimum criteria to at least secure themselves a safe environment. As for me, its always vacilating between being the good old me, or the baddy me (not criminally, or evil, or sinisterly bad. Just the rather unapproachable me), as work doesn't realli pressurizes me a lot, but rather the inter-personnel agenda that is.

the chronicle continues...

Saturday, July 16, 2005

Had some insights on some matters of sophistication and social status... and i would like to highlite a point of enunciation of the word 'A' and not otherwise...

Thursday, July 14, 2005

Gosh... i jux came to realise that i am plan stupid... i am totally being hurt incessantly, bleeding profusely and cowering melancholy alone... and who is the perpetrator?... that would be the idiosyncratic... Me! of cos it takes two hands to clap... so yea there is another party... haiz... but i have awoken (i think)... hoping fervently for time to heal my wounds... is there medication to lighten my pain? is there a doctor to treat my condition? is there anyone out there?

Monday, July 11, 2005

Hmm.. nuthing much realli... jux mundane normal life, which is in serious need of spices!! lol... sound as if i dont have a life... but i have a partial one, which is in the process of obliteration... gotta find a source of power strong enuf to pull thru this..

was pondering upon many issues which dawned on me when i was rather free... yeah free... which equals to lots of time to day dream... The balance of this world is actually maintained by this perpectuating duality that exist independently as a counteracting phenomenum.. there is always peopl being happy :) and others being sad :( ... there is the matter of life and death... there is the endless battle betweem good and evil... so many to name... have u ever wondered that when u r actualli enjoying and sharing happiness with someone else... there is another party that i feelin left out and feelin sad?.. when there is a baby born somewhere... there is also a deceased somewhere else... that is the hurtful truth but an inevitable one... wow sounds philosophical but yeah.. its jux me plain rattling away... expressing my view... but it makes sense though... hehe haha... okie dokie... miss u all out there and hope to see ya soonz...

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

Yeap!!... its a half day today for most of my fellow office-mateys and friends (cos i refuse to regard them as collegues)... while i have to attend my medical appt @ TTSH... so i made my way there at around 12+ stopping by bishan to do some shopping and finally arriving at almost 2... wonderful and i tot the clinic would serve on a first come first serve basis and i cld get everything over and done with ignoring the fact that my appt is at 350pm... however... time seems to literally CRAWL... or even wriggle like some worm without any legs at ALL... i totally waited for like easily 2hrs b4 its my turn to see the doc... like damn it... i have exhausted all ways and means to keep myself occupied and optimistic that i can return to my abode early... but the call for my turn finally at around 4, dashed all hopes. Wats worse was that i was jux plainly flustered that i kept fumbling upon stuffs. The whole situation reached its pinnacle of embarassement when i walked into the room with one resident doc and 2 interns... firstly i was like carrying so much stuff on my hand that i kinda like dragged everything into the room and sprawl them all over the floor... when i wanted to like stack them neatly into one corner... the doc demanded me to sit over to the other side leaving all my stuff laying forlornly on the floor... wats worse is the my whole bag went under the doc's desk and i kinda like groped his legs while i felt for my bag *god! that is juz so embarassing*.. and that 2 interns seem to be enjoying themselves... watching my fumble... YICKS!

It was more or less the same case when i was in the MRT too... cos i mistaken the approaching train to be my train and i kinda rushed down looking terribly misplaced and disposed of all image only to find out that i made a mistake... lucky for me its finally the journey home where i can juz simply throw everything in one corner... yupz *which i literally did*

Baked 2 cheesecakes.. one for friends and the other for family... cooking is still a good way to de-stress even though its hardwork... hehe... did some reading and missed CSI *yucks* but it was for a good cause... as i was watching CHARMED... hehe

anyway recently there has been a great hoo-ha abt the talent search show on TV, leeching off viewers' attention in order to crown the next promising super star... and pple have been commenting greatly on this event and i shld do mine...
Firstly : IT SUX TOTALLY... its juz another gimmick to be one-time famous
Secondly: IT STILL SUCK... the participants there are jux visual prostitutes for viewers to rape
them optically... leaving mangled flesh and tattered image... GRUESOME!!!

Monday, July 04, 2005

Its jux another day... thats all i can lament about... nuthin special or especially exciting.. the only thing i can presumably conclude is that "arrows" around the office are getting much more aggressive...

trying to improve myself with new knowledge and information... think i am realli on into it... prob getting to enroll myself in some class or another...

Sunday, July 03, 2005

okie... firstly i muz apologize to the excos... so sorrie.. i had something on that i so last minute... yupz sorrie.. absolutely apologetic!

Watched War of the Worlds already and it was totally awesome... like absolutely great... but it was a bit disappointing at the end... everything was so perfect... the plot, the develoment... it kept me on the edge of my seat (literally)... i grabbed on to everything.. i mean its so in suspense that i was kinda like on tenderhooks... haha but it was a great movie... and spielberg is jux damn awesome... he reflected the selfish aspect of man-kind... the i-would-kill-u-to-save-my-skin kinda philsophy in mankind... the basic need/instinct to survive will supercede all social concerns and the so-called norms which evidently are the dwindling ethics that is left... there was plot and visual effects... so its 4 popcorns out of 5... the deduction was due to the abrupt ending to which how the aliens died and how reunion happened... it was lame so to speak, cos its like thruout the show the aliens were to perfect to be defeated... but in the end they were defeated by the very essence that made us.. its like too sudden... but still it is excellent!!

went to another movie today which was Initial D, i was quite skeptical abt that show at first cos i tot it would be some himbo show flauting all the hot idols that participated in the show... it turned out otherwise... its unlike amercan movies... its style is very asian... but at least it is captivating.. all the cool maneuvers and speed lashing bends... all the action, the danger... it was awesome... definitely nice... however there seem to be some parts that are irrelevant... like some narcissistic freak trying to be farny but turned the effects to be otherwise... and the girl who is supposedly to be jay's gf turned out to be some explicit social escort... its like *diaoz* lamo!!! but at least it is not cliched.. that's a saving grace!

Oh ya... went back to cat high for homecoming... it is totally GREAT!!!.. i mean all the memories and everything rushed back and it was absolutely overwhelmed... somethings changed and definitely a lot of improvements... i loved the sch and will still love it... its my ala mater... and all the students and teachers that i know... my god.. i realli loved that feeling and enjoyed myself there... OVERWHELMED!... like WOW!!! i am so gonna wan to teach there... haha relief teaching... yupz!

Friday, July 01, 2005

Gee... its like a wild morning today with everything running amuck, my hair, my clothes, chicken meat and even emotions... guess i can't handle so much things at a time... or prob i need a distraction from all these diversifications of problems and YUCKS! i hate that...

got ready for some parade for some day... i was quite reluctant to attend but apparently i ahve no choice unless i am on duty which i am not! The parade was quite short with a menagerie of berets displayed under the warm sunlight. It was alrite and we kinda left quite early after that... now i am back in my comfy office with the air-con blasting right at my face... *whew*...

Fingers crossed now... jux hope that i can get a half day off today from my superiors!!!

Thursday, June 30, 2005

had a dinner treat from my superior today at sakae... it was more of like a farewell dinner for shaun and moses... and btw... good luck to both of you and take care... will be missin u lots!

went GIANT to grab some BBQ stuff.. den went home...

Hmmm... had realli tot abt a lot of things and juz got saddened by events that happened and passed by along the way... i mean i know that i am easily affected but... i have realli tried for the past week to suppress everything under a peaceful act... i dont feel good...esp after losing another two more gd friend from my office... its juz like sch where we have to part... but leaving is always so hard... now it seems like i am all alone.. its hard...
It was a good time for all of us i think, to sit down and laugh about silly stuff and recount all the outrageous things that happened back in school. i feel sad that that is now a closed chapter of my life, and that this period of time shared with this group of people has been subconsciously relegated to being fragments of the past as i go about mapping out my future. looking ahead, it is sad to think that the path ahead may or may not cross these people's as much as i would like, but i guess i can take comfort in precious memories of the past

Wednesday, June 29, 2005

Gee.. its early in the morning and i got nothing to do... stayed in for the past two days and it had been quite an experience... i mean its like taking me to the zoo for the first time and let my imagination and fantasy of the place run wild... i had expectations and my prerogative of imagination but some turned out to be boogy while others turned out to be something quite expected... but overall its like a 7 stars out of 10... but i wld think twice b4 staying in again... its like realli troublesome to get food and cumbersome to get all my stuff in... imagine dragging half ur closet to camp.. wonderful? i think not... but some might think of it as some make over of ur own wardrobe *disgusting will it be*...

okie den.. its like wednesday and its charrrrrmed day... its jux so exciting and anticipating to realli get to watch the serial... i am so addicted... anyway shall end my morning yawn here and cya soonz...

To all.. have a good morning and take care..

*Is giving up the little quirks and eccentricities in exchange for normality a good thing? Is it absolutely necessary to lose certain parts of ourselves in order to grow?* think abt it??

Saturday, June 25, 2005

こんばんは
okie... went out with sf sc wk yk chan and boo... walking around jux enjoyin each other's company... people might regard this as something u would do if u hadn't got anything better to do... but i think otherwise... who cares wat other people think...

wat a good "who cares wat other people think" ... its something that i think i have semi-grasped it... was feelin a sense of pure and innocent happiness yesterday... i don't know how or why... but its like true la... i felt it... and it was like i am on wings... floating off the ground... levitating around... that pure essence of joy... INCREDIBLE!!! and i kinda broke away from the cacoon as a happier and a more colourful caterpillar??? yes indeed.. cos i know i haven't fully mature to a dazzling butterfyl... yupz... waiting for the time to arrive... and till den... i still am trying to grow...

PH!!! yes i realli need to get a hair cut... but i am sooo afraid that the barber will screw up my hairstlye and cause mayhem upon my silky top... and maybe tan myself up a bit... chocolate looks nice... hehe... i need the sun!!!


A thing of beauty is a joy forever;
Its loveliness increases; it will never
Pass into nothingness; but still will keep
A bower quie for us, and a sleep
Full of sweet dreams, and health, and quiet breathing.

Wednesday, June 22, 2005

ok... its lunch time and whew i had a filling lunch so relaxing a bit b4 working hard again... listening to canon in d by VBC (vienna boys choir)... absolutely soothing and serene... Hmmm still contemplating on taking a half day off tmr...

had lunch with boo plus reminiscing our sec sch days... feelin nostalgic... realli loved those days in sch... carefree and i juz miss them and everybody... like i can find so many pple to hang out with and everyone is under one roof... not even modern technology can beat that.

Trying real hard to conform to the resolutions i set.. *fingers crossed* and hope that i wont be regarded as an idiosyncratic numskull... prob wierd but it is worth a try... hmmm... feelin grateful to the com for providing me an avenue to express myself and my tots... ok... shall stop my whining here and for now... looking forward to charmed tonite and meeting up with friends... yupz!!

Tuesday, June 21, 2005

Ok... another day at work... feels kinda like some office job kinda thingy... office boy... hehe but i like it... i do have some sense of achievement... esp after photocopying like thousands of sheets of documents... hehe

feelin kinda moody today... i realli dont know but somehow, someway... i muz pull myself together... forget about everything... not literally EVERYTHING... as in things that i am clinging too much on... prob i am juz too sensitive... or izzit another phase in my life... the realli obnoxious NS life... its like i am kinda trapped in this cacoon... i know what i should and shouldn't do... i know the right and wrong way of life... but i am juz too confused and blinded by "things" (can't come up with a better substitution for this)... my "rampaging emotions" so-to-speak... haizz... and its hard for me to break away from all these jiggidies and metamorphasize... its kinda wierd that i kept telling myself to clear every unhappiness from myself and stay happy... but i realli get affected BIG TIME by things that happen around me... even nitty grittyies that i percieve as a priority. How dumb... but i made like that so i shall juz have to deal with it... yupz... its realli true though... was talking to ting and yupz... guess she was rite... i am still growing up and i shld take things in my stride , letting it pass by and go... learning lessons on the way.... Matters of the heart realli make or break u... learnt this lesson b4 and done it twice... or in fact a lot of times le... still fallin into the same trap... haiz... WAKE UP LE!!!!

Felt very sorrie for royston too... he got such a realli lousy vocation and posting... i mean although it is not mine or anything.. i could easily sit aside and laugh my head of his agony and shiong-ness... but i couldn't do that to a realli gd friend like him... i mean it is not a rule or some bonds that say i cant do that... but it is from deep down inside me that i realli empathize him and feel his agony and distraugh on his behalf... it is that BAD!.... emotions and hormones running amuck? i dont think so.. it is juz my nature... good luck chan! and hope all goes well for ya...

Friday, June 17, 2005

Whooo... had a realli busy day today at work... had to do up a place for some briefing. It wouldn't be that bad if there are more manpower and resources to go around... but everyone is being spread very thinly and resources are limited... haha sounds geographic... anyway after that met boo and went back together... haha.. its juz nice to have a realli good friend in camp... even though we're a road away... (literally)

oh ya.. and so sorrie to chan, yk, wk, sc, sf... pai seh can't join u all... went bowling and it was terrible... can't find the feel... and i injured myself... LOL... but its ok le... juz blisters...

In anycase... it was an emotional roller coaster for me today... at work and at the bus-stop... it was like tt ... saw 2 visually-handicapped people (it isn't realli appropriate and nice to address them as blin*) supporting each other while they walk towards their destination... den they stopped to ask passer-bys the location of the bus that they needed to take... somehow i realli feel the helplessness of these people... although much attention had been attached to them ( like the metals dots sprawling all over the floor in some orderly fashion and prob some coding?), it is still ungratifying to see helplessness in them... it realli makes me wonder how fortunate i am... but still i am bugged down by so many things... making a comparison btw them and me... i see that their only apparent worry... is that their handicap will hinder their daily routines and prob affect their life... it may seem major but it is a reasonable worry... for me... i would say that i have too many unduly worries that pesters me causing all these emotional "rock and roll"s... farny but true how human never get satisated... prob this wld cause my greatest downfall... oh wait.. i think it had already... haiz... but it doesn't seem to serve as a lesson learnt.. neither is it a history to rmb... alritey den... enuf of lamenting..

Tuesday, May 31, 2005

Hmmm... went to watch madagascar... cool and cute animated movie... very funny and relaxing... even though i had a splitting headache that day... realli loved the penguins... farny and cute... i think i am gonna get beanies of them... lol..alex is kinda cute too... but i think gloria ain't no gracious hippo... more like a busty bomb that would squeeze the daylights out of u if u ever piss her off... lol... oh ya.. the racoons (supposedly) are realli hilarious... and i realli love 'em...

hmmm become more of a movie junkie recently... but i like it... lol... but shld restrict it to only once a week... of twice la... dun too much if not it would be too taxing on my monetary account... haha... in any case is still very fun to watch movies with friends.. lol... yupz...

and friday... went back to NJ... nice feelin going back... attended interact club's AGM and got to meet fellow excos and seniors and juniors... realli missed them... and it realli felt great... realli great to juz mingle ard with them... thankx guys...

Monday, May 23, 2005

Have been going out these few days... and yupz... had fun of cos... watched star wars and i think it is quite star warsy.... lol... i mean is the normal star war kinda animations and scenario u wld expect and the plot isn't realli there... it is more of like an action-pack movie... yupz... and i think master yoda is so cute... small, cute... but deadly... haha... den after that went to play pool and bowling wit XQ LM aloy and boo... fun fun... den they came me house for contract bridge session which is by demand from LM... but is quite fun la... basically like dat lor... lol

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

LalaLA... jux wanna post an entry here... anyway me got posted to a new unit le... not quite sure wats going on yet... trying my best to adapt to everything... argh... many things happened and juz dunno wheere to start... ok den... so take care everybodie... and good luck...

Sunday, May 01, 2005

wonderful day it is today... met up with the clique and watched The Interpreter... Cool movie and Nicole Kidman is realli COOL... she is very chio for a women her age... and she does have the X-factor that connects her with the audience...

Ok den ... went for dinner and do wat we usually do... sit down and chat and indulge in the company we have... i am juz so lucky to have u guys as my close friends... juz feel realli glad and yupz... thankx to u all!!

Monday, April 25, 2005

ok... a little note... things have been juz fine for me... nuthing fantastic nor out of the blue... nothing that can blast me off my seat as yet...

It seems that everybody have been buzy with their own new-found lives... and i dare say NS has been a test and obstacle for everybody... a test of friendship and relationships... In any case, i don't think i have been faring well in this test... but mabbe this will serve as an alarm to "wake up my idea" ( an NS slang)... haha so yupz... signing off here...

Sunday, April 17, 2005

ok... another coveted update here...

juz completed a three week armour vehicle operator course... i muz say it had been an excellent experience learning something that is rather extraordinary to most pple... and the funnie thing is i actually enjoyed the course other than the usual regimental stuff and 'tekaning'

Initially i tot it wld be flooded wif pple of diploma educational stnds to be at the course since they usually have the technical skills and are skilled in practicality... but on the contrary... it is the theoretical pple dominating the course ( The JC peepz)... esp pple from the top 5 jc.. but anyway... i made quite good friends with some pple there... mainly from rj and hc... found that they are realli funnie fellas...

In anycase i think the course is kinda successful and i got quite a lot of nice experience over there...

Anyway watched two movies these weeks... actually one cos i watched the same movie twice... Its the pacifier... haha... I think its rather heart-warming and closer to the heart... and i like this kinda show... haha

ok den... went out with sc sf boo hc yk wd and chan to have lunch and talk talk a bit... den later walked ard... seriously... it think i have some shopping to do... den later, went to meet up with my 34th exco... realli haben seen them for a long time... and i'm gald that they are all well and doing juz fine... haha... took some photos and caught up a bit... den went home le...

Wednesday, March 23, 2005

Ok.. this might come a bit late... but i POPed le... haha now as a PTE i can keep my hair... lame but the sad life of a NS men can never be lamer... haha

a brief summary of my last week... went to both NUS and NTU open house and decided upon the course i wanna take... den went on a holiday with my family overseas... got my posting to some armour camp in lim chu kang... that is fate and that i have to accept... juz hope that i can pass these two yrs realli smoothly and hope to chong shi myself and not waste any time...

And seriously... trying to maintain contact wif many pple... but time doesn't allow... but rest assure... me will definitely meet up with u guys...

JUDY!!!... u owe me a meal... and when we meet better get meihui ar... debbie ar... stephanie ar... and all the CFPS peepz together...

still got lots of pple i wanna like juz meet up for a meal and plainly talk over with... that will be cool!!!

And to all... take care and rmb FORGET ME NOT!!! haha

Thursday, February 10, 2005

Ok... haben been here for a very long time... indeed i have been very busy since NS... now better le... Think NS is realli a good experience... i got to fire a real rifle during my 3 days of range... get to get close to nature... shit and urine in the wild... sleeping under the starry sky and eating combat rations... learning the battle stuff and getting to know pple more... kinda cool but realli tiring... den on the last day did leopard crawl which is ultra tiring...

next was the live grenade throw... Super cool... like once in a lifetime kinda thing and the effect ROX!! the whole ground shaking and the visual effect is totally cool... esp when the grenade doesn't go off and the use C4 to blow it up... the effect is even more cool and WOW!

den it was the chinese new year break le... yeah my fav festival.. and i realli like put a lot of effort in preparing for it and i am realli juz plainly happy to like spend festivals with fam and friends esp when u r in NS now...

Hmm.. actually NS not that bad yet... cos u learn new things and practice stuff u will never get to learn in ur life... and u get to meet pple from all walks of life and of diff bckgrnds and status and character... and u learn to treasure the freedom u have now when u book out...

ok den.. at this point... i would like to wish everyone a very happie new year and hope that it would be a better year and good health and luck to everyone... once again... HAPPIE NEW YEAR

Saturday, January 01, 2005

Yeah!.. today is the new year... a brand new year for me to live thru and enjoy... though this yr would be my NS year... I wish that my family will be healthy and earn lots of money... my 'A' level results will be fantastically good and my sis's 'O' level results will be better than mine... and hope my siblings will do well and cope well with their studies... my friends to have a great year ahead... and wishing good health and best wishes to everybody!...

For me?.. i hope that i can get thru NS smoothly w/o much tekening... and yupz
to all out there... HAPPIE NEW YEAR

Friday, December 31, 2004

almost the new year le... so counting down at my new house...

Saturday, December 25, 2004

yeah... i survived the 2 wks of confinement... now i am a free person... yeah!... wanna say that my preception of army life in the past is totally differnt now... cos there isn't tekaning as yet.. and the welfare is realli good... somemore there is quite a few breaks here and there and more time to slack... however the pt is still kinda tough...

I learnt quite a lot of stuff like boot tying, smart 4 sleeves, FBO and SBO and stand by bed/area/universe... and lots of foot drills and commands... luckily i got a bunch of realli nice bunk mates and often talk cock together and laugh... haha... but most of the time, vulgarities are still quite rampent and u gotta take it in ur stride and not get pissed or even cry..

these 2 wks is the most kong bu wk... but luckily i survived it and for the coming wks, i can book out on sat and bk in on sun... and i will be drawing my M16 next wk?? that will be cool... but there is still heavy responsiblilty for getting a rifle...

somemore my platoon pple are all very happy-go-luck and when we march we would shout all sorts of things apart from the usualarmy songs... and the awy we call sergeant and sirs.. very farny and ya i like my platoon cos when i see other platoons, everyone seem to be sulking and realli serious...

ok den... abt myself... i am quite tanned now.. with an almost botak head... and down with fever... seems that the fever is spreading in our company cos quite a lot of pple had such high fever that they have to be sent home.. while those with slight fever were given MC from training... and in the end almost a quarter of any 1 platoon were down with fever... bad... hmmm wanna enjoy my christmas and wish everyone of u out there, A BERRI MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

Saturday, December 11, 2004

ok... lots of things haben update... gonna move house and i am going to the army in a few hours time... wont be sticking ard here... but... I'LL BE BACK! so cya guyz soon... mean while take carez and dun forget abt me... missing ya all lots!

Tuesday, November 30, 2004

Woah... juz got back from chalet with sf, sc, wk, boo, chan, yk, yl, hc, eunice, jane, joy, wd, alvin and hc's friend called chuan xin if i am not wrong... haha yea.. it was a fabulous chalet... meeting new pple and juz chilling out...

first day was erm...