wa... reached home like half an hour ago... today went m'sia..

Woke up early in the morning den prepared to go m'sia... later, took 2 hr highway road trip to a village near Muar... me destination... did the pai pai stuff den went to one of my father's friend's house near there to eat durian... cos my father's friend own a durian plantation leh... ate a lot of durians at a kampong like kinda house (father's friend's one)

After that, went back to Johore to have dinner... damn! their herbal chicken aka emperor chicken is realli good... and cheap somemore.. After that went shopping for a while at some Holiday Inn shoppping Centre... WAAA.. that place is some pirated paradise man... goodness me... and got lots of shirts and CDS and ya...

Was a bit unhappy with my parents mabbe i not in good mood today.. mabbe woke up on the wrong side of the bed... is juz like some moody thing that happens... while shopping, my mom will walk with my sis ard to buy things, den my dad will bring my bro ard to buy things... den i hafta walk ard myself.. nvm that.. den didnt even buy anything in the end... so pissed! i hate going shopping w/o buying anything... cos i think is a waste of time... argh! den i attitude them... sian diao!

Yest, went to sch for maths remedial, and chem lect... den after that was CO... CO was Alrite... went da zhu fer a while, den went into seclusion to lian the mu qin part of jun ma...

After CO went out with limin, qian, agnes, royston, nick, alvin for dinner... went PS den ate at pastamania... had such a hilarious time laughing and having fun... went to this starhub shop to check out royston's phone den walked ard PS trying to look for a NEO-Print machine... but said to say, can't find it...

B4 going off, took some pictures outside PS... den went home!

Today... hmm actually yesterday (look at the time!). It was me mother's bdae... so in the afternoon, went to causeway to eat and shop... bought a wind-breaker and a pants... a bit ex, somemore paid by my parents... so a bit guo yi bu qu... nvm... try to save up and pay 'em back...

Then in the evening, went to this rama thai restaurant to have dinner to celebrate me mom's bdae... so a word of advise: Give this restaurant a miss!.. it is expensive and the food was just average... the condition of the shop was lousy and the worse of all, the toilet is unisexual!!

ok... so much so for complaining, the next stop was Night Safari. Actually was a bit reluctant to go, cos think it is a bit childish and a bit ya tired... but me sibilings were quite enthusiastic, so tagged along... It started with this tram ride... and started to enjoy myself. the tram trail was very systematic and educational like starting from the indian Himalayas... which they modelled some parts aftert it, then swamps, then to the American envrionment, then to asia, then to SEA, then to australia... and to african terrain... saw lots of realli exquisite animals and yeah, learned abt their nocturnal lifestyles... some animals are very interesting. There were some parts were on foot and realli got close to some animals like bats and a tapir... hehe.. lots of other animals too... learned that lions need to get at least 20 hrs of sleep everyday and so they are rather inactive... and was quite surprised to know that more tha 50% of the animal kingdom are nocturnal... cool...

Realli wanna go to the night safari again... anyway to mom... happy birthday!

Watched AMI till like 12 last nite! And it was FANTASIA who won the title! wooo hooo... u go gurlz... she ROX! She is the american IDOL!!! and is mine too! yeah.. yeah woo hoo! and boo hoo a bit when she sang and cried... realli touching!

She proclaimed some single mom thingy and it was juz inspiring... not that i have something to do with single moms...

Can't wait for the well-recorded "I Believe"!!

Hey Hey Hey... yest was Interact the voting day, AGM... was preparing the food and running from CO to INteract then back to CO... so in the end, didnt realli lianed a lot ... The exco of 2004 is out alreadi... it will be soon when i can pass over my position and concentrate on studies le... come to think abt it, i will realli miss those days as exco, so fun, den get to meet and know a lot of pple... realli widened my social circle... Den CO is so fun too... yupz... my clique and shu fen, soo chin they all, very fun pple... the SN peepz too hehe... juz so many fun pple ard...

went home quite late.. but in time to check in to AMERICAN IDOL- The Phenomenum... the first part was all the flash backs... realli interesting to see kelly clarkson, reuben stud. , clay, and many more... absolutely sensational... den the finally awaited section of the show... where the two finalist get their last 3 opportunities to try win votes and show AMerica who is The Idol!... Fantasia ROX... u go gurl... nail it and bring it back! Fantasia's summertime was like SO damn bloddy good! Then it was the "I believe song" by T. Grey... the runner up idol in season 1... the song is damn nice lor... lucky it is made the theme song for AMI... very nice lor... When Fantasia sang the song, i was like tearing... cos it was so damn nice and touching... She is the Queen of the song man... my my so darn good! Diana was oso good la.. but not as good as Fantasia... Diana's second song which was a bit pop was very nice... but her last song don't cry for me was like eeeks!

IN CONCLUSION, FANTASIA ROX BIG TIME, confirm she is the AMERICAN IDOL... she is moi Idol liaoz... FANTASIA!!! FANTASIA!!! BOBO!!! woooooo *CheErZzZz* woooooo!!!!! Contemplating whether i should get the greatest soul collection 3... or shld i get celine's CD... hmmm FAntasia CD i confirmz go buy one... darn good... oh ya went poking ard the CD shop juz now and saw Kimberly Locke's CD is out!... she is third still got CD... so ZAI... hope Jas will have one too... hope she sing Mr. Melody... hehe... i love that song!

FANTASIA!! FANTASIA!! FANTASIA!! FANTASIA!! FANTASIA!! FANTASIA!! FANTASIA!! FANTASIA!! FANTASIA!! FANTASIA!! FANTASIA!! FANTASIA!! FANTASIA!! FANTASIA!! FANTASIA!! FANTASIA!! FANTASIA!! FANTASIA!!

Yesterday was Monday... mundane day... nothing much, juz studied a bit of food chem.

Today, VERY slack i muz say... Ms wong wasn't here, den got a total of 3 hr break in between... Hmmm..starting to like GP already... very fun and interesting, laughing with the class and all that... hehe, but haiz, Mrs gan have to leave... realli hope something cock up den she wont leave... yeah! Physics prac was ok lor... basically talking and talking... not the teacher, ME! hehe

studying food chem, den sian diao... so slack slack a bit here...

OK, lets start off on Friday...

Chem prac ended at 4.00 with something happening, den i feel very bad... haiz... but i gave the "thing" to Isaac, cos he said he needed one, so i like alleviated off my guilt a little... budden shu fen has been big-mouthing... Anyway after that me, SF and ee xuan toom 961 and went Chinatown to buy flowers to the band peepz... cos they having concert.. den walked ard aimlessly and blurly ard the wet market juz to find a flower stall... bought the flowers and rushed all the way to raffles place... Ate at BK and took away for SC, Royston and WD. den ran all the way to VCH and heng heng the concert haben start yet... phiew...

The concert started and the first half was quite quiet from the audiance, mabbe except me and SF talking and shouting and crapping... haha and Royston andd SC dunno doing wat oso... haha.. den gave flowers to nicole, shuang han, shu hui, siok, YK...

The second half of the concert very nice, except the alumni one... which was quite boring... oh ya the graphics were good... and they seem to be telling a story... hehe so nice... and real...

After that, den went home and watched Nip/tuck... so controversial the show... i like it... opposing the views of many and coming up with new and original ideas that opens pple mind to really think abt many different issues...

SAturdaY...

Woke up den went for CO, practising basics and having fun with the CO peepz... yeah, oso da zhu was like sai... so many pple not there... den sound very digusting.. went off ealier for interact cos last time liaoz and they prepared a feast to thankx us..

Hmm, today was superb day... yupz...

Was happie to see Royston's new collection of accessory, yupz... Hmmm, tot it was the dream phone, but it didn't realli turn out to be one, mabbe becoz of various comments by lots of peepz... yupz.. but still it is a phone. Hehe, no offenese k?

Later that day was the Track and Field meet, muz realli pei fu those who planned the T&F meet, was very good and those who made it interesting by running... haha... Aerius was leading first, so got a high-flying feeling.. hehe... think the highlight was the cheerleading competition that was realli entertaining cos i was cheering for the cheerleaders.. ironic but fun hehe. Ignis was realli good, mabbe partly due to some experienced cheerleader, but in any case, Ignis cheerleading ROX! hehe... So in the end, the whole event ended with AERIUS emerging FIRST!, WOWOWOWOWOWOWOW!!!! AERIUS ROX BABY!!! *ClaPZzZZ* was shouting and cheering very very very very loud and made loads and loads of noise!!! yupz...

After that went for dinner with xiao qian and shiwen, den went to buy my sister present, cos today is her burthdae... 16 liaoz happie burthdae...

The highlight of the night was AMERICAN IDOL, my god this show ROX this season! The song selection was extremely nice lorz and could realli test their capabilites.

Jas started singing save my love or something like dat, which was alrite, that was wat randy said haha and i tot so too, but when fantasia walked out with her song, i was totally BLOWN away... WOW! Diana was screechy and yeah simon was rite she was shouting the song, not singing the song

Jas' next song aws mr melody, chosen by paula, the tempo was very comfortable and the song was good, she pulled it off marginally yeah... den Fantasia ROCKED AMERICA!!! with the song simon chose for her, she ROX BIG TIME man, da bomb! goodness gracious! absolutely shiok!... diana's turn to sing celine's because you loved me, which i think was not to standard, like wat randy said, at least sing till a level as good as the original, if not better! yupz... that is so very true, celine is damn good lorz, hard to reach...

The third song was chosen by criag the guest host, Den jas sang this oldy *HmMmMzzz forgot the song name le*, nvm but that wasn't good. But her dressing + her overall appearance is damn chio... Then is fantasia's turn to sing whitney's the greatest love of all which is totally MAGIC!!! i was realli touched by her song... so much feeling surging, i could feel the power, the emotions, my god! it is heavenly, MAGICAL!!! paula is rite, SHE DONT NEED THIS COMPETITION! she IS THE MAERICAN IDOL! shocking manz... wow i was on the verge of tears... so touching! then diana's dont cry out loud was GREAT! this is one song she shld have sung, very nice awesome!

AMERICAN IDOL is nice lorz... hope the final two is fantasia and jas, but think jas going liaoz, so is fantasia and diana... I think diana is not ready to accept this kinda responsibility yet, so FANTASIA IS MY IDOL!!! my god she damn good and ROX man...

AERIUS ROX AND FANTASIA ROX EVEN MORE.. she is me IDOL!

Ok to start the blog off, i AM VERY THE PISSED OFF TODAY!!!!

started the day a bit sick and gorgy, didnt have the zest to do anything, juz wanted practically slack, but too near the CT and major exams liaoz... so cant bring myself to that...

Anyway major stuff that happened that realli pissed me off was the W incident, i think those who know shld know, those who dont can ask me onez... got to practice invisibility of information here... YUPZ... ok here goes... firstly i was malign for something i didnt do, like in the case of ws, i didnt receive any but W insist that we got them, and refuse to listen to any excuses, like WTH! *FuMinG MAdZzZ* :X i realli didnt get it wat and some stupid pple other than W oso started their own streak of denial, damn them! Den if anyone's attitude is bad, it is definitely not me, if i wanna pon anything, i would just have done that w/o even the need to inform anyone. Y wld i bother to inform if even after i do so, i am still deemed as bad attitude? i guess some 'extraordinary' pple have some 'extraordinary' taste on how they view pple. *KaOzZzZ* i was like erupting lor... juz look at those who really have attitude problem! My goD! so damn pissed! cant even differentiate. I think i wont get much chance to learn much liaoz, so gotta find a substitute, a better one to prove everyone wrong! show that the substitute is BETTER! If meritocracy is everything den the end of the world is near!

Den got lots of shocks here and there and some unexpected news too... Hope i wouldn't be the last to know!

Hmmm... ok, on a lighter tone, tmr is sports day and a bit sian diao, but nonetheless, AERIUS hse is the TOP, so a bit exciting yeah...

Gonna watch band concert this friday, and TROY with tan bo peepz... hmm think CO peepz damn fun-loving of cos selectively la... realli gald to join the correct CCA! so fun... if u join a CCA and come out of it w/o much pple u know quite well, den might as well go and die... haha.. ok la the tone a bit harsh... juz a qualitative comparison... no offense to peepz who know me... think u all know who i am refering to... yupZ!.. and is only the minority of the minority... didnt know dabian and wu ya and yan zhen can be sooo farny... and jasmine can be a cold-face bridge queen, waa so calm and compose during bridge... alvin the scandulous one... haha den jas and chin... so tian mi mi... haha so many more... wanted to list, budden no time liaoz... gotta study for physics test... so I'LL BE BACK!, those who i didnt mention, dont worrie in due time i will... cos u all r in my heart there.. Yupz!

Haha spent like half an hour today to renew my blog... now it looks nicer with lots of new functions.. yupz! *GrInzZzZ* anyway juz reformatted my computer, so it runs faster now and best of all it is VIRUS free * yEaH!* really happie that my computer is finally up and running properly.

OK.. with everything so nice and new, me gonna try to start blogging liaoz... hope can learn how to add pictures and den u all can see haha...

Hmmm, saturday was College Day, and ya all the performances and i think the fun fair was a cool idea, can have fun at the same time socialise, but the food a bit too expensive.. haha... oh went out with the tan bo peepz.. haha so fun... took the first bus that arrived first and see where is the nearest place that can eat, den eat.. den landed up at queensway den dined at anchor point. hehe.. think will organize more outing to go to places and shopping malls all ard sg! that is so gonna be fun! yupz... hehe, den at nite went for dinner at PS, and was chatting when shiwen and limin started saying some really farny things... come to think of it, is still so FARNY! HAHAHAHAHAHA!

okie, den is SUNDAY, and i think it really literally meant SUN day, WAAAA so super sweltering hot! my god cant even concentrate on my work, not to mention that i cant even watch TV in peace, den developed a mild headache, and in the end didnt get anything done... *sObZzZ* sad man...

Today, woke up with a headache and took blue slip home and saw a doctor, wanted to study a bit, but ended up doing up my blog. haizzz but it is worth it la...

ok leh, muz go do work le.. if not really dui bu qi myself!

If you can't see the bright side of life, polish the dull side!

waaaa so tired today! run here and there... had a mini-celebration with the class for Mr lim.. den after that Ms wong wanna see me... den went to see her... She was talking abt some lessons thing dunno y? mabbe do survey.. haha so farny... hmm thinking of making lesson more lively with some jokes... but wat outcast like me cnt do anything... if not sure die one.. haha

WOW! today aws like total SLACK... wanted to do some training but it was like raining den forget it la... haha.. HMMMM... i was doing some work in the morning and in the afternoon, JK KY, eug and his gf came over to play RISK and some card games... wanted to do some basketball.. but as i said, it was RAINING!... lolz.. nvm so hmm was talking to WeiYan cos he got like posted to combat medic den got posted to the nee soon camp which is like so near my place... realli wan to go there next time... and ya.. he gave me some tips on my the furute journey and i found it quite useful.. hmm will heed them real soon.. AT night was juz continuous hours of TV.. with congeniality, followed by su qi'er... two absolutely nice shows... WOW!

SIanz!!! tmr is NAPFA!... gonna fail one item anyway... so might as well ya... tmr very luan.. got lots of things to do.. muz list them, juz in case i forget anyont of them... yupz!

common test wan le...

a bit pleased over chem results la... cos for once i passed chem! YEAH *celebrate* pop!!!! hehe
den passed ECONS too... YEAH!!! celebration ar!

haha oh ya met the cats today.. den was telling them i irritating ms wong.. haha ms wong very nice person... but exam anyhow wink at me and cos me to get distracted... den oso got james lim... haha next time muz meet james lim to have tuition liao... made a pact!

den talking abt mrs lim... nice teacher.. esp with qixian ard... haha

den abt GWEE... they ask me to go irritate him... and oso got half a mind of doing so... gonna be very funny.. hhaa

abt felix lim ar.. think he friendly enuf.. den dont fan him..

OK... haha wat a fun day today!

In the morning slept till like 930, den i woke up and watched TV till like 1100, and found back all the lost memories abt cartoons... till now i still like addicted to them. Nice to watch leh!.. HAHA

Den like went to sch for CO and met Roy, so went to sch with him and crapped all the way there abt ming hong... haha so farny! den got to sch and lianed a while for the chang cheng song... but it was quite fei... nothing to lian really... Den was crapping and talking to Wenchang... hmm was juz wondering abt something and i juz feel sad for wenchang la... haha

anyway after CO, ME, ALOY, GEORGE, AGNES, LIMIN and SHIWEN went to play cards and had lots of fun... haha den shiwen and limin went off first, den later when me, aloy, george and agnes wanted to go home, the gate close liao... haha so suai! den wanted to walk back, but walked one big round b4 going out of the big gate juz to avoid tek and the concert com... cos very paiseh.. HAHA... after walking out, me and aloy and george went to orchard to meet joel and royston.

met they all and went for dinner and talked crap... after that went to coffee express to have a cup of coffee b4 talking more crap and laughing and joking... so fun.. get to lian lou gan qing... quite a good avenue... den got to know more abt the teachers and sec sch stuff... forgot i was batman in sec 1 until aloy reminded me... haha so farny and the miss punngol! wahhahahhaha...

fun lorr... later went home quite late... hehe

HaRloW!!! hao jiu bu jian... long time no see... been missing for like wat 2 mnths? haha yaya.. these two months haben been very happening... juz the plain mundane sch life.. but did went out with the CO gang.. haha so fun... mabbe gonna get shu fen they all in.. den more fun... realli lor.. the main thing of joing a CCA is to know more pple there and widen the social circle... if u juz be there for the points.. y not juz simply quit!

went to KTV with them.. went dinner, bowling and really had lots of fun with them... and i become outcast in class liao... haha...

hmm got a really wierd idea of FANNING gwee... haha use fan ren da fa... muz organize the fan ren jiu le bu again! HEHE

A new day has began... one of my new year resolution is erm... of coz to find myself back... seems that this had been the only notion being embedded on my thoughts...tried not to think too much and think too deep into things... that is like my worse weaknes... anyway wasnt feeling too good today... mabbe too tired liaoz... mabbe lots of things happen la... haiz... been like going home late and i didnt wan it... tot cld go home early and rest... haiz... but i am looking forward to Chinese New Year... can rest... argh this is gonna be a hectic year... and prob last of my uniform sch year... haha gonna miss it...

come to think of it... i like to wear uniform... dont need to think wat to wear... juz wear... no need to fan nao... lolz...

watched Ben yue... waaa so nice.. almost the end... i hope their love will kai hua jie guo...realli hope tt you qing ren zhong cheng juan shu...

I have made a pact with myself... i wanna live in my world that is full of colours and in my own world... hmm how nice... :)

bu guan ta ren ru he kan wo... wo jiu shi wo... hui jian chi xing nian huo chu zi wo!...

Today is rather a DOWN day for me. Reached sch late and caused me to miss maths lecture... but nvm at least i didnt miss physics lect...

It was very busy... CO cant make it den have to find anqi and talk to her... den lots of things to do... sianz.. first few days so busy liaoz...

ended at 5 today with me saving reubz from the clutches of u-know-who... haha

Found out that i have lost myself... i longer find anything within me that is of a lighter tone.. this cannot be the case... i muz find myself back no matter wat the cause is... I MUST!
been thru a lot and found that loneliness can actually be a friend... i have always viewed loneliness as an enemy and wanted to stay away from it... but now i have realised that at certain point of times... it can be ur very good companion...

yupz... today is moi bdae... think it would be the most memorable one.. cos it realli marks the age of almost everything legal... and my parents are happie dat i have finally, realli grown up... can be considered adult liaoz...

Happie Burthdae to me... sad that it is juz such a short time to celebrate and rejoice my birth... hehe.. hope this lasts forever... and i hope it does...

anyway back to today... received lots of zhu fu the msges and to all... thankx!!! realli appreciate it... realli touched... hehe... den it was just a normal day... doesnt seem to be anything extraordinary... den at night, me family celebrated me birthday for me at a international buffet restaurant at TPY... wa i eat until i almost puke... until now i am still very damn full... got oysters got sushi got chinese food got salad got ice cream got cakes got puddings got free flow of drinks got satay and certain kind of meat and fish that they will bbq for u and there is tempura and dim sum... wa lots of kinds of food... realli enjoyed myself eating and i bought myself a pants too... my dad paid for it :P...

went home and cut the ice cream cake.. wa damn nice... but bet i will put on lots of weight... sianz... i alreadi beri fat liaoz.. NVM!!! my new year resolution is to get FIT!!! i muz do it...

yupz... *sobz* me burthdae gonna over liaoz... in juz a few hrs... sad... but it is the truth... *sobz* well juz have to anticipate for next yrs one... hope i can celebrate it outside and not in the ARMY!!!! yupz... will work towards the goal.. i wanna celebrate with my friends and family...

Today no CCA... heng.. slept late and woke up den started to do some work... do revision... can u believe it???

OMG... anyway den later went out to Suntec with Joel, george, royston and duck... cos today is duck burthday... so joel and george and royston planned a mini celebration for me and duck...

went to some country restaurant and ate dinner... haha they treat us... den we chatted, luaghed and had lots of fun... haha and george siao liaoz... den after eating, they cut the cake and they gave me britney spears cd... lolz.. (thankx guyz...) haben listen to the cd yet... but shld be quite nice... will listen to it soon...

Later we went carrefour and duck bought a small vodka.. den the five of us shared and laughed all the way from suntec to city link... lolz... walked ard there and shopped for a while... esp stopped at the HMV and realli laughed abt almost everything there... haha... den it was late liaoz... so we went off and went home...

got home... waited till it was 4 jan 2004 at 12:58 i made a wish and i hope it comes true... cos that is my birthday and birth hour...

If your personal colour is blue, you are introspective and purposeful by nature. You hold conservative beliefs and under stressful conditions, prefer to withdraw into gentler surroundings. You seem to have a lot of control over your passions and desires, but are sensitive to the needs and feelings of others, nonetheless. You are a loyal friend and would prefer to lead a sober life.


Your always have goals to achieve and you can do everything to fulfill the dreams of those who loves you.
You have a sketch of an ideal in your mind and you always search for that personality.
Your friends means a lot to you and you can do everything for the sake of your friend, you a normally found to be an emotional personality.
You have a very less control on your patients and due to this sometimes you over react.