Tuesday, December 30, 2003

went to do CIP on the 22nd... was a carnival and it was fun la... haha esp so much food to eat from...

Den watched the performance by the kids.. so cute..

We were in charge of some toekn exchange counter, where they exchange their tokens for gifts..

Monday, December 29, 2003

18-19 dec

Had christmas cheers in the morning and i had to go down real early to start the booth up coz i have to leave earlier that day to go to JOEL bdae cum hsewarming cum christmas celebration cum gathering "chalet"... so much anticipation esp when joel had moved hse into a bigger and luxurious 4-level terrace hse... (WOW!)... anyway met royston at bishan b4 going to CCK to meet the rest... got there late (sianz, sorrie didnt mean to be late lar), and den they were having lunch and i didnt feel hungry so didnt eat... in the end went to buy 'outrageous' gift for Joel other than the shoe we bought him la... so me royston and duck went to buy the cake as well as the outrageous present (which is a condom) hehe :)... den i went alone to popular to get my gift for the exchange gift while the shop at NTUC to get the food.... The food shopping was very fun... lolz... laughed and laughed..

Den we made our way to his hse and settled down... wow his hse is awesome... 4 level with own garden and a pond... so much fun playing with the fishes... haha.. den the first floor is this big living room and a kitchen equipped with a toilet and a maids room which is converted into a stroe room... den the second floor is the study room and the master bedroom and den the third is two rooms... one for his brother, the other is joel's den the fourth floor is the open-roof garden.. which is actually a open-space which we had our bbq there high up under the sky... so shuangz... hehe...

after settling down, we played ass-hole dd for a while den had BBQ liaoz... his mom prepared lotzs of food for us other than those we bought... den the whole family joined us for the food... laughed and had fun during the BBQ which lasted from 630 all the way to 12.. so shuang... lolz.. played some realli dumb pattern game, cut cake for Joel and had fun with his family... had lots of luaghed... (LOLZ)

Then pack up and wash up... took turn to bath in Joel's very own bathroom fully-equipped with everything, so xian mu lorz... wa... den we had our exchange gift session... lolz... so fun... Duck got the underwear george bought and joel got the milk bottle duck bought... lolz... i got a gift from JC and one from duck... very cute water bottle (thankx peepz)...

Den as usual, played dai de and den went to watch movie which i fell asleep halfway, waking up to see the living room empty.. LOLZ... den found that they went to the study room to watch the movie with the computer... den joel and JC went to sleep, while me george and royston went to the roof top and laid there to look at the awesome sky and scenery.. wao... so cooling and so relaxing... very song... haha...

oso after that went to sleep of cos, after a few rnds of crazy card game with george and royston... LOLZ... slept at 545... and woke up at 10 to find the whole hse empty... we played card game and fed the fishes and then his parents came back with lunch... after lunch played HOTEL and went to the playgrd and later packed up and got ready to go home, cos george got something on... After that, me joel and royston went to orchard to but stuffs for christmas and had fun lor... and the kind lady who gave us the nice packaging for the vouchers...

went home, watched ben yue, sleep!

Sunday, December 28, 2003

26... sianz... went to sch to put up the banners for Interact club... lolz... had to like wake up and drag myself there...

Den at night, went to the Interact chalet for EXCOS only... hehe

hmmm first night... it was very fun, although i missed out on the BBQ... got there at abt 845, luckily my dad drove me there.. when i got there saw some seniors like eunice alreadi there... budden she seem like in deep pain.. so i ask abi den she say eunice got MC... haha... anyway when to the place and dumped my stuffs there and went to get ready for the night activities... kangyu went to rent a mahjong table... den stayed with Eunice cos she very painful... den 7 of us went to the seaside and screamed and shouted andluaghed like mad... only HY and WH sit there so en ai... haha... den we were all like teasing them esp abi... haha

Anyway after that we went back and the gurls went to the abi room while the guys stayed in another surprisingly with eunice there too... dotz.. den we played mahjong into the night until abt 3 den all very tired, thus we fell asleep...

the next morning, we woke up early and den started playing again... play mahjong watch TV... didnt even step out of the room... the gurls woke up like at 11!!! while we woke up at 9.. lolz... cos the gurls like sleep at 5 in the mornig cos they chit chatting... wa... haha.. anyway after they woke up, went cycling and went mad speeding ard den got to know each other more lorz...

den ate lunch unknowingly... den had discussion for 2004 action plan...after that.. play again...

Thursday, December 25, 2003

25th is Christmas... happie and celebrating... yupz... today got christmas party at my relatives there... went there to have lunch and dinner den had fun with my cousins...

Then received more gifts...
got two sigg water bottle...
got parker pen
got some other kind of pen
got a golden book mark ( damn EX)
and some chocolates
$$$
some ornamental stuffs
keychains

Wednesday, December 24, 2003

Christmas Eve... was excited abt today... cos can open the gifts that i received

Baked log cakes with my mom... as she taught me how to... actually is quite easy one. mabbe i shld consider being a chef?

anyway later helped my mom prepare for our family annual christmas eve feast... lots of delectable food... wa eat until almost can puke... den had sparkling juice as beverage and agar agar as desert. Den at the strike of twelve, we cut the log-cake... so festive.. realli like this kinda of thing... anyway after that, we proceeded on to collect our presents and opening them...

Hmmm... this year i received:
a photo frame
a small botlle courtesy of david duck (LOLZ)
a cute bear paper weight from JC
a tribal bracelet
a handphone
some suntanning lotions and magnets
organizers

yupz these are from me family

Tuesday, December 23, 2003

On the 23rd of december my father gave to me... an early present for christmas... so happie on receiving it... one of the best presents... haha... wanted to wait for E700, but nvm it is the thought that count...

Well basically that was it.

Thursday, December 11, 2003

Back from chalet... Had fun laughed ard... and yupz.. tried to enjoy!...

Saturday, December 06, 2003

I sat for SAT on sat... wat a nice awy to start this off, woke up early in the morning, and my dad drove me to that place, st francis methodist school and i got there like 715? when the reporting time shld be at 8? wateva, went there, found a seat on the stony, classy stairways and waited for reubz to come. Den Jess came and we chatted and saw some aunties taking SAT.. i was like OMG even aunties come compete with us... congrats man.. Haha.. den finally reubz came and the three of us juz went to take a queue and went into the classroom...

wat i muz say is the magnificance of the school, bu kui shi private sch.. haha so well-facilitated... and so juz very nice... den it was the start of SAT... the lady took a long time juz to check the particulars of one classroom of 20 pple? den finally a long mundane list of instructions that juz dont get into my head for goodness sake! i had to ask her so many times that she was like diaoing me... but sorrie lor.. is me first time of coz muz kiasu a bit ritez.. haha.. den proceed on to the test... the maths section was relatively easier than the verbal part which was like OMG... haha doomsday? left a few blanks here and there, being paranoid of getting my marks deducted... haha.. (yawnz..) tired.. shall type tmr.. nitez..

Friday, December 05, 2003

Sianz... totally with the christmas cheers thingy. But still, i went down and crapped ard, exerting energy that equivilant to a almost dead person.. (choy!!!)... Anyway, didnt sell much, coz wasnt in the mood cos tmr is SAT!.. is like so amazing?!?!?

Haha, the wonderful part was to miss two hrs of Fann and my weekly dosage of reality TV, survivor for a wonderful wedding dinner... ain't that great?

The wedding dinner was like a gathering of our cousins and relatives... so fun, having to laugh and smile heartily, fa zi nei xin de xiao... With coincidence, Nick Poon is actually somehow, probably, thru a long line, related to me... cos the groom is me jiu jiu and the bride is his cousin... so qiao... hehe... yar, chatted a lot of the old days, esp he is a debater who rattles non-stop.. heeh so farny.. and yar to NICK.. ( wat lousy photographic skills u have, so juz drop the cam and get on back to talking yeah..) The dinner was delicious and wow... never had i ate so heartily and i was like very happie for me jiu jiu and yupz... jia you on getting me a baby cousin.. haha

Tried to study a bit for SAT, but didnt realli did much, cos too happie and too hip ( cos of drinking 3 glasses of red wine)... haha

Thursday, December 04, 2003

Yeah todat beri accomplished... earned 800+ today... hehe haha...

watched wu yian de ai and had new lessons learned from it too.. yupz...

TREASURE WAT U HAVE

Wednesday, December 03, 2003

Woke up like 7 in the morning and rushed down to Suntec to do some stock-taking for the pple... and i was like beri tired liaoz, den rushed down to TPY...

Did CIP again!! at the Iconnect with Jael, JL, serene, weiwen and K... anyway went there and i was teaching this slower-in-learning student... supposed to be in pri 3 but he cant realli do pri1 stuff... I taught him from 10-12, and coached him, hoped he still remembers. He is frinedly and has lots of things to share, but could only relate to me in chinese, cos his english isnt that good yet. From this boy, he realli made me realise how xing fu i am, having the ability to learn much more easily, and oso dont need to chi ku. Seriously, i shld fan xing fan xing... realli is sheng zai fu zhong bu zhi fu... left me thinking abt treasuring things i have and not losing them, but sometimes, as i reiterate, it is circumstantial and not wat i can control, porbably is oso emotions and hormones??... let things take its due course...

Later went for lunch and came back to slack... Talked to Jael and knew some insights...jia you Jael... anyway, after that, we ate and talked... and den played games with the kids b4 going off, totally drained and beat!!!.. (yawnzz)... den went home and watched BEN YUE... waaaa all the shen xian thingy and stuff juz never fail to fascinate me... awe me... hehe

Den watched Wu Yian De Ai... still so zhen fen ren xing... totally like that show... realli showed bravery and the pride of doctors and nurses.. i salute to u!!! (SALUTE!!!!!!!!)...now got a chong dong to be doctor or something related to bai yi tian shi... haha... Today when xiao yun contracted SARS, and wat fann said realli banged into my heart, and i am realli touched by it... WO MEN MEI YOU FANG QI NI, NI YE BU NENG FANG QI WO MEN!!!
waaaa, morale booster. realli... i muz not fang qi!! even though others fang qi mi!! I muz JIAN QIANG!

missed charmed cos like watched so many times liaoz.. and BENNY is back.. welcome welcome... :)

Oh ya... initially didnt wan to go today for the CIP, cos got K go.. but anyway i went cos i muz commit.. den went there and didnt realli care much... juz normal, didnt go and care abt him... but when he ask something muz answer den answer lor...

No anger, No disappointment, no nothing... izzit realli the end? Totally numb and feelingless... hmm.. pri sch... very luan... but forget it la.. go and think abt it fer wat??

Almost finished Qiong Yao's bk.. so gan ren.. ying wei and ling feng... wa... ai qing is so wei da yet so tong ku... bei gan jiao ji, zi nu wu chang...

WO MEI YOU FANG QI NI, NI YE BU NENG FANG QI WO

Tuesday, December 02, 2003

First day at chirstmas cheers... wat an eye-opener... sold things to pple.. I esp. love the bears, they are so cute and so sellable. haha, i was like so tempted to buy one myself. Then did some stock-taking and did accounts. (YaWnZzZzZzZzZ..) beri tired but very accomplished...

Was there almost the whole day with reuben.. den lunch with him at some NYDC restaurant. haha the food was nice, the ambience was nice, juz that the portion was too filling, and i wanted to regurgitate (nicer than puke) hehe...

Tired!!

Monday, December 01, 2003

woh!.. Today is a very hectic day. Started the day at 8! went to tanjong pagar with Roy to collect some stuff den went to Suntec to deposit the stuffs...

Den went to Toa Pa Yoh to do CIP at Iconnect.. something like day-care centre kinda thing, got there den we were suppose to paint a beri big back-drop kind of thing for their performance... so the six of us started to do.. den got sianz of it.. so, me, MH and taffy went to play hop-scotch.. haha so fun.. so tong nian fun!.. haha.. den later, went to slack while the children sleep..

Den basically played with the children.. like poison ball.. den they had like so much fun screaming den playing with the ball.. haha... but they were fun-loving and better fun..

I am BEAT!.. i still have tomorrow to go.. JIA YOU!..

the busier i am, the lesser i will think... muz make myself very busy.. try to numb myself

Sunday, November 30, 2003

Do homework... and tot abt stuffs... Hwee chatted with me and enlightened me on lots of things last friday after i watched survivor...

Saturday was ok... PIA the whole night juz to get some deco of the Interact booth done, coz they suddenly wan to open the stall today!!!

Oh today was beri fun... My jiu jiu got married.. and i am one of their closer kins.. den went over to his hse and ate like crazy, esp after abt a week of abstaining from this and that.. hehe
Chatted with my aunt, teacher in RGS.. former form teacher of serene... haha.. she was shocked such coincidence happened

Chatted with her, knew more abt JC stuff and uni thingy... had more insights.. and she gave me quite a number of encouragement.. like to have her company.. Den my jiu jiu also take some time off and chatted with us.. haha

den played UNO and computer games.. yada.. yada...yada...

Came home.. watched wu yian de ai.. got some tots from it... treasure wat u had... sent me into whirls of tots... Muz treasure wat we have now... wat a thinking.. although cliche, but it is the most fundamental feeling any careless human will miss out... i lose stuffs juz becoz i didnt treasure them, but sometimes, so much so i wanna treasure them, it is still not within my reach... not that i can control... Circumstantial influence...

Wu yian de ai realli let me see things from many angles, and it is very gan ren.. lots of the characters died... BERI ke lian... realli... i juz get more and more gan dong as each epi pass by.. so beri touching.. getting hooked to it..

Friday, November 28, 2003

Today is very teary.

Morning and afternoon was sianz.. talked to Royston and George.. and wished George goodbye.. (BYE!!!!)...

Watched the last epi of holland V. OMG is so gan ren... esp when siting ren wanwan as her mother... waaaa.. i teared that once... The last part when they revealed the "answer", it was rather comical, den trying-to-end-the-show kinda feeling... corny in fact.. haha. BUT all in all Holland V is beri nice.. although i missed some parts of the show...

Then after that is like sian diao again... i packed my stuffs, and planned my timetable.. for lots of stuffs see.. Lots of stuffs to do...

Den is Wu Yian De Ai... wah... xiao liao died... i teared.. beri sad.. esp during the ai dao hui. (sobz).. the rest were quite interesting... den during commercials, i switched to central and watched some documentary on some realli weird curses and hexes stuff... kinda interesting... True relationship seen in Wu Yian De Ai, i realli admire that... that sincerity, that responsiblity... that is so real!

Next is Survivor, my daily dosage of reality TV...my fav play is T and D. the HAted one is JON!! he is a downright F*****!!! i cant help but scold that despicable RAT! Juz to get some advantage and win some reward challenge, he made use of the pple's feelings and emotions and played with their feelings... WTH!!! lied to the other tribemates that his gandma died... and they were all sad for him.. and gave him their chance to see their loved ones... WTH! i tell u i almost went into the TV and smashed him up into pulp!

T was out... so sad (SOBZ) that piece of shit shld go... DAMN IT!!! waaaa me so gek!..

Good news... I am not angry with anyone anymore... no point... irresponsible punk! found out that angry wld solve anything.. juz be happie :).... will hermitification help????

Thursday, November 27, 2003

Early in the morning went to the cake house to collect the cakes, so can pass them to Taffy and let the children eat. When i got there, the uncle said i have to wait for an hour more... so i stoned ard there and watched a few old pple play chess. They feel so free, no fan nao, nothing... juz free!

After collecting the cakes, passed them to Taffy, and went Queenways to meet JGR. george wanted to buy shoes... den we walked rnd queensway from abt 12 something to 2... den after tt, went to people's park OG to shop.. haha so fun.. George siao liao... Next, went to bukit batok... den went to some ulu pet shop.. haha.. so cute the baby rabbits.. juz love them... wanted to go the cafe near that pet shop to chat over some coffee... but it was close.. so we went back to westmall... initially decided on coffeebean, budden we went into the shopping centre to walk ard... den saw kym ng and her food show.... twice liaoz... haha.. anyway den we settled for swensen... hehe... Then from kym ng, heard that xu ruo xuan coming... but the no. of pple there is still pathetic.. only like got a thin lining of pple.. DOTZ!

Anyway ate some vegetarian stuff at swensen coz the rest i cannot eat... den i secretly ate ice-cream!! WOAH! song... esp after a long period of "fasting".. hehe

Den went walking rnd the westmall and shouted at kym ng and vivienne xu.. so farny.. haha

Still sick... wonder when will i recover... does it have anything to do with emotions?

I WISH I WERE YOUNG AND INNOCENT AGAIN... UNTAINTED BY THE WORLD AND COMPLICATIONS

Wednesday, November 26, 2003

These few days been sick and down... thought of a lot of things... Lamenting over the loss of lots of things...

Have i been generous or stupid to give up?

Have i been realli blur?

Monday, November 24, 2003

GENERAL LIFE:
EIFUs approach life with enthusiasm and energy. Highly creative and adventurous, they excel at initiating projects and getting them off the ground. However they may not be quite as good at bringing every project through to completion. EIFUs value warm, friendly
relationships, and can mistake a more matter-of-fact approach as rudeness or hostility. They value communication and personal growth and their close friendships are
characterized by openness and honesty. EIFUs are creative problem solvers
with the ability to improvise and see possibilities in all situations.

LOVE LIFE:
Even though two people from any type can enjoy a healthy relationship, EIFU's ideal partner is the IITS, or the IIFS.

WORK LIFE:
Typical EIFU Career Paths: Consultant, Marketer, Psychologist/Counselor, Entrepreneur, Actor, Teacher, Counselor, Politician/Diplomat, Writer/Journalist, Television Reporter, Human
development/Human Resources, Clergy/Religious Worker, Engineer, Art director,
Musician/composer.
Today, I went to see the doctor. The doc said tt i am having an internal fever.. muz be grounded at home for 2-3 dys... kelian lorz... i had to miss George Bdae celebrations.. so sad!... Then lata... they said they wanted to come my hse to play and cut cake.. den i was so happie!!!... den i went to buy his presents... blue cd and SHE cd. When they came to my house, george got attracted by the computer and started playing with it... while me royston and joel played the stupid UNO madness... haha.. so farny..

Den cut cake and give presents and took lots of photos... haha... so cute after tt den went for dinner... wanted swensen but i cannot eat.. in the end went food court.. haha.. den we took bus to the cake shop to get cakes for george den went home...

HAHA... today so fun... probably in this point of time.. i get such fun time only from them... haiz...

Sunday, November 23, 2003

CO camp (DAY 1)

Woke up today den went sch at 930... in case the small gate closes...Met JGR at 1100, den we went coro for lunch and stocked up on our food source at NTUC. Royston went to borrow ghost ship to scare us for night trail... so dotz... den we were late and got diaoz by tek. Juz Our Luck!

Anyway the first item of the camp was the STUPID ALL-TIME HATED SHOW!!! RUDI.. wa kao.. everyone watch until pengz.. can die one.. still have after movie sharing session... even worse lor. KONG BU!!!

Den he wanted us for PT... waaaa everyone scolded him like siao.. so farny.. den we were late.. and LM still stroll in.. stupid bimbo.. den we did PT.. as in stretching! dotz...After that had games..

I MUZ SAY!!!! This yr Excos are good man... the games were very fun and interesting... not to mention intriguing and dirty and fun-filled. LAUGHTER and everything... totally fun lor. The first is Matrix... quite toot but fun.. den is the ABC game.. muz get words out by moving ard... beri fun lor.. muz think and mvoe ard... teamwork!!.. still got the telematch muz bite apple and flour thing... wa all so fun and farny den still got some animal games.. muz dun and dun... haha LM the farniest one.. dotz...

After that, went to LT5 to bath.. so farny.. first time bath in sch den the me aloy george and chin ran were like guarding each other haha..

After bathing is like eat dinner... den the whole sch beri dark and got a bit scary liaoz... after dinner is the stupid and LAME night trail... first is LM and Aloy grp go.. den me george and the rest all sian diao and sat there watching the ghost ship.. when i watched it b4... den yingjia and rouxi were like i dont dare.... haha... den we waited fer 2 hrs lor... den is our turn... sianz... starting muz blind-fold ourselves.. den the excos guide us on our trail... then they start to kajiao us and attempt to scare us.. but i always thwart their plan... i screamed so loudly that the cant do anything... basically the whole night trail is to scare us one... is like so dotz... but i wasnt scared... i juz scream for fun and irritate them.. den got one part... we were led to the TC block... Wah!!! Very creepy, how i know? (coz i can see thru the blindfold... it is a bit transparent hehe..) den all the way up to the top floor.. and we were suppose to go inside the girls toilet to feel some stuff.. i was the first... and i smelt dou fu so i guess i would be feeling some of those... and voila!.. the first "thing" i touched was the tou fu... they are supposed to feel like some squashed brain.. and i am suppose to go "eeew"... but i went "huh? tou fu???" The second one was grapes or something like tt... was suppose to feel like eyeballs.. haha and i purposely SQUASHED some... so farny... den still got noodles and some other stuffs... haha... den after washing hands, they starting to splash water at us. I went out of the toilet and offed the lights.. den everyone started to scream... HAHA!! so farnY! After that, the trail ended... it was like 11 something liaoz... anyway after that, we had a little de-brief, and we went back to our dormatories and got all our food and game out of the locker, preparing for a night of fun! We packed the place up and starting to play cards and started feasting on the food. When the excos returned from their baths, they said that TEK wanted a spot-check. Den anyone caught will have to run two runs round the track... it was like duh! But it got everyone so paranoid and everyone started preparing to sleep, except for us. LM, YX, Eunice were sleeping in the neighbouring classroom. We were like also preparing for the TEK visit. We locked the door and off all lights, but let the OHP on... and started to eat cup noodles while waiting for TEk... We oso played cards la... the guys... Den at abt 1 something, when we somehow feel that the coast is clear, we got the gurls to come over and we starting to party!... WoHOO!!! (not to mention with Alvin snoring beside) haha.. den after a while, Aloy told the bunch of us ghost stories, abt NJCO.. and we all guessed the person is Teo Hwee, which is true... wa damn scary... almost freaked everyone out.. hehe... den after that, we continued playing till abt 3 something.. den everyone went to sleep.


CO Camp (Day 2)

Woke up at 6 early in the morning... wa kao! We were suppose to report at the grand stand for PT... SIAN DIAO!!!! anyway we brushed up and den went for syncronized running round the track for 6 rounds and the TEK wan me to lead in singing songs... which is like DUH!!!... ALOY got whoot too... haha... den did lots of stupid warm-ups and cool-down... which is like DOTZ... anyway after that was the PATHETIC breakfast, only got some unheard-of-jam and white bread.. and orange syrup.. how 'good' can that be.. haha den we played a little bit of cards and prepared for the CO practice.. after dat is some sharing sessions and some team work games... got to know more pple better like that "WA PIANG" shu fen.. wa kao... she damn farny... coz me to laugh uncontrollably... den we have to contribute ideas to make CO a better CCA, and TEk did a psychologic test on all of us... haha that was fun la... and we played a team work game...

After all these, we had to get back to our dormatories, and pack the place up, so that TEk can check... during the check, we muz stand at attention in one row... like military check like that... which is like DOTZ!!!.. den we got pumped by him, cos joel moved ard w/o his permission!!! how DUH!!!! can that be... nvm... then finally!!! BREAK CAMP!!!... but i think if not for TEK, this is a very very very very interesting and fun-filled camp... and everyone wished it would last for another 1 day and night oso nvm.. den everyone was like a bit bu she de... haiz... but all things have to come to an end... haha...

Me, Joel and royston walked out of sch together and was cursing TEK along the way... Den suddenly got one " WEAH.. DENG YI XIA" at first i tot it was Alvin or someone else... but it was TEK!!! wah.. i got shocked lor... den he walked with us all the way to the HC bus stop.. and kept asking me lots of questions... KONG BU... den later at the bus stop, he kept sa jiaoing to us to pei him take 74 together.. we were like eeew... stop that... but everyone as in me royston yongxin and yanzhen took 852... heck care him... HAHA

ALL IN ALL, THE CAMP IS DAMN FUN... GOOD JOB EXCO... WE LOVE IT!!!! another unforgettable experience!!

Wednesday, November 19, 2003

It was meetings all the way... walked ard a lot almost till my legs broke... went from NJ to aljunied. After that went to Novena to get something, lata, met JGR for lunch at Lido, den went shopping ard, after they left, i walked all the way to Suntec to met the excos for meeting. When i got there, it was still early, so i walked ard suntec. After meeting, wet to amk blk 625, with Mel and walked ard... den went home...

A gd friend said that i am still in my dream world.. afraid that i will get hurt.. Tot abt it and think it is quite true.. i am afraid of getting hurt.. so i avoid...

I am afraid of pple saying somethings wrong and i wan to tell em but didnt.. cos i am afraid of hurting them in the process...

I have been avoidiing... have been running away... tot of starting anew... forgetting the past yr... everything the past yr... everything...

Tuesday, November 18, 2003

Today

There are make-up lects...

There are unfinishable things to do...

There are relentless meetings...

And a person deep in tots... waiting for the light to shine.

Monday, November 17, 2003

Yupz.. woke up to a morning start at 7 am.. and watch primetime morning... A change from cartoons.. actually, hate to admit it, but prime time morning is very nice to watch. Oh my...
After that, wanted to play basketball with Jian kai, chee long and roy, but in the end was cancelled, so i slacked in front of the TV until it was time for me to go sch for Interact meeting. Went to sch for meeting and discussed abt the christmas sheer thingy.. wateva

After that, went home.. and decided to stop by mediacorp to find out abt the media-research thingy.. guess who i saw??... WILBERT PAN!!! wahh... awesome... look shuai.. bt seemingly a bit shorter than me... hehe... he was wearing jeans and a red t-shirt... walking with his dancers i think... yeah!.. so damn cool... haha...

After that went to walk ard at northpoint and den walked home thru the MRT station..
Den i saw this very farny scene, this gurl was continuously slapping this guy realli hard.. den this guy was like hair all over his face... haha so farny. I think she slapped him for like 15s like dat... (PIAK, PIAK, PIAK, PAIk).. haha so loud somemore in the middle of the MRT station... dotz.. hehe

The rest of the dayz were spent deep in tots...

Sunday, November 16, 2003

The mood of the day was set while watching Huan Zhu Ge GE... esp like the scene where xiao yan zi got angry and ou qi with wu a-ge.. so nice... and romantic.. haha... esp when there is the te xi of them... oh my till today i still love that show... YEAH!

Today, played mahjong and won abt $6.. haha... yeah.. more money to spend. Hmm extremely happie today yupz... i found a lot of long lost friends... (POPz).. so happie
It is true that u have to lose something before u find another... I lost lots but i found lots back.

Chatted with Debbie for like 1+hr and knew lots of things and we an wei each other.. yupz.. realli wish we were back to those good old dayz.. (sobz)...

Saturday, November 15, 2003

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Friday, November 14, 2003

Yupz... celebrating one day after the END OF PW!.. meet boo, KY, WJ, ZH and LL at cat high to go get our ur bk.. hehe.. brough back lots of memeories.. yeah.. Lata, we went to orchard to catch the matrix... yeah... WOW!!! thats all i can say.. the animations are so damn cool... i like the machine city... man that realli rox!.. Keanu reeves the actions and fighting damn cool, but acting a bit not very up to standard. But he is my brudder cool ritez... hehe. Anyway, there is lots of things said in the show that is very philosophical.. esp wat the orcale said...The ending very beautiful, with the small gurl creating a sunrise for NEO, piously waiting for his come back... (sobz) so touching...

Yupz.. after that, went walking ard orchard and bought some scented balls...

wanted to add chinese words here, but this cant support them..
oh well...

Wednesday, November 12, 2003

Today is my OP presentation (BioNGZ) yupz... very nervous (of CoZ).. woke up to a sleepy start. But nontheless i was bucking myself up for my presentation today!

Started the day in a very rushing fashion. Rushed my breakfast, Rushed the last minute checking of the file, and many many last mintue stuff.

Den the crux of today is actually the presentation! Hmmm.... Started the whole presentation ok-ily and it was rather smooth flow. For the question and answer part, other than Ming Yong Stammering a bit it was quite alrite... Lucky is Ms tan ask us question.. Heard ducrow(??), the GP teacher is a killer, cant even understand his questions hehe...

Den finally it is over ( BONGZ) all the rocks and stones and pebbles and wateva disintegrated... is like feeling of more than elation and FREEDOm (na na na na.. free~~ee~dom) WOW!.. like being in jail den juz got released... wow...

LET ME PROCLAIM!... PW IS FINALL, OFFICIALLY, REALLY... OVER (POPZ.. POPZ...) yeah!!!!

HEHE, had to sit in as audience for Leo's grp to find JL kinda funny when he presents coz he is lke swaying here and there.. so funny. Den the next grp, presenting on some dot com bubble, realli CMI!.. they are like practically regurgitatin out what they memorised from their scripts and blabber on.. some too fast.. some too soft... some to monotonous.. and they funny part is.. everyone didnt know wat dot com bubble is... wuhahahaha.. i listen until blur blur... then suddenly they said sometings abt DBS bank... and den online shopping.. whahahaha... all mixed up and the best part is that during the Q and A session, they answered question w/o answering to the question... dotz ritez... there is one answer that goes... intelligence property is intelligence property la... wat is that man?!?! haha

after the whole thing, went to the beach to think abt things and got a 领悟... ya... to everything, there is a season, to everything, there is a time.
随遇而安... hmm... difficult to do it.. cos i realli think too much.. but i try me besy la... hehe
< 11 Nov, Tuesday>

Today is a very hectic day i muz say. I was supposd to be Taffy at 715 at the Yishun Bus Interchange, but i overslept and woke up at 8 something. Oh my! that's right, felt very guilty after that. Sorrie Taffy!.. Anyway when i got to sch, we got down immediately to PW, and it is the mundane stuff abt PW. Lata on, HL grp came by and i finally get to visualize how their grp works... Hehe how farny!

We completed our PW at abt 2 and me and Taffy went for lunch at coro prince. I juz love that place. ANyway the whole day was very PW-ish and i worked all the way to 145 in the morning!

Monday, November 10, 2003

Early in the morning 10 o'clock... talking to faxade on MSN.. cos she is the only one.. DUH!.. lata gonna finish up my PW and den... pack my room.. Cant wait to have a clean room and place! Yupz...

Sunday, November 09, 2003

Aphrodite
Aphrodite/Eros


?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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You are Tank-
You are Tank, from "The Matrix." Loyal
till the end, you spare no expense in ensuring
the well-being of others.


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PW again!?!?! Yupz, went to do PW again at Taffy's hse, tot of lots of corny ideas to improve and make our presentation much more entertaining, and discussed on our presentation plans too. I had to do more work, but i dont mind cos it is my A level grade kz...

After that, MY went off for the obvious reason, while me and Taffy and WL went to dine at delifrance. I tried the delipotato supreme... Wow it was delicious... Magnific (French)... Later Taffy said there was this chn U-- All Star Pot Luck show, hosted by Kym and it was at sunplaza, so me and Taffy went to have a look while WL siam off...Saw kym ng, yang jun wei (DJ), quan yi fong, wang yan qi (mews telecaster)... but nothing realli fascinating... Yupz.. den went home lorz...

Slacked the whole afternoon away, and went to buy stuffs for PW... den now blogging sianz day, but lotss of TV shows to watch... Kinda like the show on chn 8 at 430, that scholar show, su shi thingy... nice...

Yupz... today is a sianz day... lemme end with a spell...
To find good luck,
finances have run amuck
creditors I soon must duck,
I cast this spell to find good luck
and hope my life will seize to suck

Saturday, November 08, 2003

See what Care Bear you are.
Today ( Part 1 )

Woke up early to go to sch for CO. The mood was still not very good, but i still wanna thank the ocean!

Went to sch and saw lots of sec sch pple. Tot to myself that NJ is so happening... Hehe. Anyway, stoned at the open area behind CO room for a while b4 trying to practise. den made noise all the way till abt 1215, den rushed down to douby ghaut with KY, to play with the kids from HELP. We took 174, and KY dunno y was like blowing his top away... not at me la.. with pple from interact..

Then Anqi was suppose to come today, but think she was trapped in holland V. den was not able to appear at the HELP thing, so we had to buy sweets at 7-11 store and i cost me $11 something.. heng can claim, at that time KY went off first to get balloons, and i bought the stuff, paid fer it and went out to find it raining, w/o an umbrealla! so got wet a little while running to meridian... VOla! there was this long stretch of tables laid out with exquisite merchandise.. WAH... cant help but meddle with the sutffs there and bought 3 bookmarks for me siblings... very nice lor.. the bookmarks... after abt 20 mins of walking ard, den went to meet reubz and KY and i am sorrie REUBZ for being late and causing u to wait... so sorrie... hehe den we went to that YWCA that is like hidden. DAMN.. took some time to find it...

part 2 on THE KIDS!... to be continued...

Part 2: The Kids

Ok... after getting to the YWCA and found our destination, KY and Reubz settled down and intro ourselves to the kids, while i tried to pacify a crybaby. Anyway after a while that gurl, Shanice and lata, her friend, isabelle came along. Isabelle is a terrible gurl, no manners, no courtesy and very naughty, but on the other side, some innocence and carefree that u can find in a child. Although the room we were in was known as PEACE room, inside it was total CHAOS! wow... realli got a headache.. Very scary! and very tiring Imagine u have to play with 11 hyper energetic kids who dont wan to listen to anyone, but juz wan to play their own running ard game. Den u r supposed to organize and get them to play some games, but it was in vain. CAN DIE ONE!!! waahhh... damn tiring, almost pengz... HEHE.. Played with them until abt 615 b4 going off...

Reubz went for movies, while me and KY went for dinner and den after that talked a bit den went off cos he muz get home to look after his mom... sick i think...

Anyway on my way home, i was contemplating on lots of things, whether to JJ or not to, i dunno wat i was thinking off and i dunno wat i am gonna do, i felt very helpless.. Den finally, met JX online and JJ, den dunno y feel very regretful leh... den patched things up... seriously i am very sorrie, but mabbe at the moment there is a surge of hormones that caused such a reaction... Haiz... cant realli think much oso...

Yupz... within a day, so much things happened... wow?!?

Friday, November 07, 2003

Woke up today feeling moody cos of yest spill over. Didnt have the mood to take the chi exams. Haiz, took the bus to sch and when i reached sch, saw HL and Taffy, but i went to sit with shorty. After that HL say she got something to tell me, so i went over but didnt register wat she said. Maybe there shld be a break period. Everyone is tired of everybody, except me... dunno y i cant feel that... Juz felt ZERO confidence in friendship and the world.

The chinese exam was ok juz that i got seriously no mood to do the paper, so dunno will be able to perform or not. Juz hope will do well.

Anyway after that, went to the seaside and sat there alone, thinking of a lot of thing, teared a bit, but at least i felt better. Thankx ocean, thank you for listening to me.

When the world turns upon me, i still got the ocean to turn to. A good way to continue my life there, with the wind of the sea.......
Yesterday

It was another time-wasting day at TB block. Finally completed the whole presentation and started rehearsing. It is a funny sight to see pple walking ard with a tiny strip of paper chanting to themselves... hehe... Then it was our grps turn to present our project. OK i admit, as the first person to start off the whole presentation, it was nerve-wrecking, but as it progresses on, my confidence started to build up and i started to present rather smoothly, and i am proud of it. Share a secret with u all... juz imagine u r a very successful person and u r presenting to a board of powerful personels den u sure can do very well one.. Yupz.

I did an impromptu speech for abt 5 mins, and tay commented that i was very well-prepared... i was giggling at one corner at his judgement. He also commented that Taffy is confident and nervous.. how true can that be?!?

After the presentation, i stayed for a while and write a bit of chinese den i went off with MH, joined later with JX and taffy and much later weiwei. Den JX suddenly juz disappear. Me, weiwei and taffy went yishun to have lunch and den reubz joined us lata.

After lunch, we proceeded to Burger King to study, till abt 5 something, den i went home. As i got home, went online den discussed abt the movie thingy with reubz and wanted to get pple to go... called baoz, and she said she will KIV, den asked MY. Haiz shldnt have asked her, even though i knew they were going out. If not that wld affect the mood. I mean that piece of news came as a catalyst that catalysed the whole emotional thingy. Anyway after that felt moody and den depressed and den almost break-down. Haiz dunno, think My has found her own sky to fly and hope she finds happiness there... the old one DIED, the new one is there.

Basically that was yest, the moody part was the anti-climax! And prob, i think K is out of my world, i juz KICKED him away. probably from today onwards, i dont know anyone previously known as K!

Thursday, November 06, 2003

Woke up with a shock today, to realise that i didnt save my presentation that i had worked all night, wat a bummer. Not only did i had not enough sleep, i had to re-do my whole presentation again. ARGH! Woke up at 730 today, and got to sch at abt 9 and started to continue to re-do my presentation at the TB block. Was sweating like mad there lor... Had a urge to go somewhere else to do cos K was there, but i didnt have time anyway most of the pple at TB bore grudges towards K, so i stayed there.

When i was doing the presentation, Aloy dropped by and chatted with me.. that FM god!... wa kao... ZAI man!... and oso ECONS god... muz find him for tuition. hehe... anyway after he left, i was like left hanging there, dunno to finish my stuff up of juz go eat den go home, cos i was straving then, den JX that grp came back, and we went for lunch b4 going home.

On the way to the bus stop, we were talking abt lots of stuff and had a fun time chatting with them, if not for the stupid laptop that is so heavy and the drizzly rain.

When i got home, i cleaned the hse up and continued my presentation till charmed...
wow charmed is still so fascinating... getting to like paige more, she got her style i muz say.

Luckily, i just finish the presentation juz some 10 mins ago.. so decided to blog today up b4 going to bed.. hehe cya pple tmr

HOPE I DONT GET PISSED!

Tuesday, November 04, 2003

Today is basically a slacking day. Got back Chinese results and i must say that i am shocked by my 55/70 for zhuo wen... luckily i got A1. hehe... den the rest of the chinese lessons were squandered away. Lata was PW, PW and more PW... had the technical run and tried out our slides. They were quite ok. Then, went for maths lecture, by James... haiz.. very very nice teacher and will miss him lots... After that was GP, got back my papers and i am pleased with my compre, but saddened by my compo, but nonetheless, it was ok overall. Mrs Nair sat down and taught us a game of "kidnapped" in malay. It was very fun playing with her and she has been a very very very very very nice GP teacher. Will mis her lots too. Den it was maths when i got back my papers, i was very pleased to see a B grade for my maths. It is very gratifying to see such grades... HEHE.

Today is realli a very gratifying day... Hope everyday can be this fun and enriching! ok now is back to PW!... ARGH!
If you have a bee in your hand, what do you have in your eye? BEAUTY is in the eye of the bee - holder. DAMN LAME!
hai yoh now damn LAME now is like chinese lesson and everyone seem to be meddling with the com. And i am blogging BIG time... hehe. Some more right in front of the teacher some more.. HAHA. Haiz i think the teacher very ke lian, like talking to herself.

Monday, November 03, 2003

Today, we got back our results. It is realli a emotional challenging and breath-taking day.
Let me slowly recount this eventful day.

OK firstly, I woke up with a slight headache, but that is not realli gonna affect my day although it is rather irritating. Next, i missed that 650's 852 and i had to wait for 851 and den change a bus 74 b4 i could get to sch. This was when my headache worsened, wat a bummer. Anyway, when i reached sch, i went str to asembly square and found HL and Serene and Baoz there chattering away, so i went to BA GUA.. HEHE...

First period is maths, hmm james wasnt here, so it was basically a free period. i went to a classroom to settle some PW stuff and den pple start entering. Heard abt K's serious problem, and den JX and HL started to conflict, den HL left in a huff. MY chased after her and i did, but i tot i was rather childish so i went back and msged her instead. (SMS travels faster than words) hehe... Anyway, after i smsed her, HL replied that J got retained, den i was like SHOCKED!... really stood rooted w/o the energy to even response. When i regained my sense, i rushed down to the canteen to realli get my facts right, and to my horror, J got news of it and she ran off crying.. apparently... JUZ HOPE SHE IS ALRITE!!

After that was PE, when they played floorball. It looked very fun and i wanted to try, but rather not in the end, cos my headache seemed to swell. After that was econs and we got back our papers... I was rather pleased with my econs results and so i made my day... HL also gave me some pills, and it realli cured my headache. Chem lecture followed, and as usual, it was boring, partly becoz i didnt bring my notes. During chem i was persuading and encouraging JX to take 4 subs next yr, and dont waste a chance lor. HOPE HE TAKES MY ADVICE...

Oh this is the most interesting part. IT WAS CIVICS, when we got back our results slip, and i was elated when i saw my results... I GOT 100 PERCENTILE for chinese and it is an A1.. YEAH!!! den i got 2A and 2 AO passes so i am able to take 4 subs next yr fair and square. YEAH! ALthough my results weren't that fantastic, but it is still quite good to me, consider the amt of hardwork i put in. ELATION!

lata on that day, was juz giving back the chem paper, and basically slack, went to borrow laptops and blah... juz so slack, wats interesting was SH and her farny usuage of the computer! HEHE laughed my lungs out... damn farny lor... hehe

went home with HL and DQ... when i got home, i was busy preparing my mom's stuff cos she leaving for thailand today for vacation and do charity work. HOW I WISH I CAN GO, if not for PW. oh ya talk abt PW, tmr still got tech-run and everything had to be done by then.. how much more stress can they implant on us?!?!?

Then when my mom left, i was feeling very empty in myself and realli hope that my mom will have a safe and plesant trip!...

chatted all night at the same time did PW and learnt alot of stuffs from george, royston and reubz... OH YA REUBZ GOT HIS OWN BLOG!!!!.. Yeah gotta check it out...
chatted on lots of things and i kinda pity K now, when i am suppose to be angry with him.. haiz... dunno wat to feel!!

Anyway, tmr is a new day fer me to explore, and i kinda anticipate for tomorrow's arrival, cos i can go chinese and know my grades... which is of utmost importance to me!!.. i wanna know how well i did... yeah!

Sunday, November 02, 2003

PW!!!... Today is so PWish, drown among the pool of information i have to process before regurgitating them out on powerpoint. Woke up very early, like abt 8 something feeling so want-to-get-back-to-sleep, but still have to force myself up. DAMN.. i hate this feeling. Anyway caught digimon and it was very nice. Isn't is still fascinating to watch such childish yet entertaining shows? To me, it is...

Later on, I went Taffy's hse with MY and WL to do PW... slacked for a while b4 we started on PW. WE got the outline of wat we are suppose to present out and started mingering with the powerpoint presentation. Spent almost more than an hour on trying to get the cover page out. It is acceptable, but not very nice i must say. But nvm, we will perfect it as we go along.

For lunch, we ate at CAVANA chicken. My fav place for chickens... hehe yar and wanted to try out this green tea ice-cream from KFC, but WL and MY said it was disgusting, so i gave it a miss.

Den it was back to PW again but this time was half-heartedly, as everyone is do tired and sleepy alreadi.. So we roughly finish up the presentation hap-hazardly and went home to touch up on our individual stuff.

Ya,, thats abt it... Feeling damn tired now and sleepy and still a little vex... hope tomorrow will be a better day... ;)
Sian diao!... Did some changes to the layout of my blog, and found that it was back to original today! Argh... damn pissed by this. Now, i have to find some time to rectify the image of this blog.

Saturday, November 01, 2003

pho
You are Form 0, Phoenix: The Eternal.

"And The Phoenix's cycle had reached
zenith, so he consumed himself in fire. He
emerged from his own ashes, to be forever
immortal."


Some examples of the Phoenix Form are Quetzalcoatl
(Aztec), Shiva (Indian), and Ra-Atum
(Egyptian).
The Phoenix is associated with the concept of life,
the number 0, and the element of fire.
His sign is the eclipsed sun.

As a member of Form 0, you are a determined
individual. You tend to keep your sense of
optomism, even through tough times and have a
positive outlook on most situations. You have
a way of looking at going through life as a
journey that you can constantly learn from.
Phoenixes are the best friends to have because
they cheer people up easily.


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Friday, October 31, 2003

Today, is a very special day for me.
First thing in the morning, i know that i got at least 5 marks for chem MCQ... den i was elated alreadi.. dunno y.. maybe becos i won the mugger queen MEL.. HEHE. After that was chinese, and it was after much contemplation that we finally decided not to go. BUT... i didnt regret it. After that it was maths lect.. wah... damn sianz lor.. partly i was elated by the news that i dont need to drop sub and some of my friends like MH no need to.. i very happie for them.
Although WeiWei and JX need to drop, i will still encourage them NOT TO DROP! I was very happie abt this and i told everyone... I am on cloud 999999 hehe... ok after that my bro told me that he got high distinction for the new south wales competition.. i was even more happie... and my sis is the head perfect..
WOW.. so happie today lor

SO..went out with HL, WW, SH, BF, reubz to town and had lunch and went far east to shop for pressie for my siblings...
I am so proud of them.. i bought them 37 d pencil box... hope they like it

Just felt extremely happie lorz. It is like WOW! hehe
i hope this kinda dayz come more often

anyway went town den took bus back NJ, cos wanted to get to know some S-paper info. DEN.. found out that HL, MY, LEO, Serene, chun wei, shu hui can take S-paper... so happie for them and had the tot of taking one too. But come to think of it.. i feel so shameless hehe.

HL very happie and everyone is.. good for them and everyone.. den i juz learned how to change the design.. THANKX WW... my good sister.. got time treat u BANANA.. HEHE..

den felt vexed due to some K probz.. but i try not to think abt it liaoz... let it pass.

think thats basically today... oh ya watched survivor as i folded the clothes and i realised i haben been folding clothes for quite some time alreadi.. hehe

so good night pepz.. HOPE NO ONE WILL GET RETAINED!!!
JIA YOU...

Thursday, October 30, 2003

HelLo! This is my first blog on blogspot.com. I was enticed into getting a new blogging centre by people like HL, WW, and many more. Anyway Just wanted to extend my well wishes to all here, and try out the new blogspot.com.