A new day has began... one of my new year resolution is erm... of coz to find myself back... seems that this had been the only notion being embedded on my thoughts...tried not to think too much and think too deep into things... that is like my worse weaknes... anyway wasnt feeling too good today... mabbe too tired liaoz... mabbe lots of things happen la... haiz... been like going home late and i didnt wan it... tot cld go home early and rest... haiz... but i am looking forward to Chinese New Year... can rest... argh this is gonna be a hectic year... and prob last of my uniform sch year... haha gonna miss it...

come to think of it... i like to wear uniform... dont need to think wat to wear... juz wear... no need to fan nao... lolz...

watched Ben yue... waaa so nice.. almost the end... i hope their love will kai hua jie guo...realli hope tt you qing ren zhong cheng juan shu...

I have made a pact with myself... i wanna live in my world that is full of colours and in my own world... hmm how nice... :)

bu guan ta ren ru he kan wo... wo jiu shi wo... hui jian chi xing nian huo chu zi wo!...

Today is rather a DOWN day for me. Reached sch late and caused me to miss maths lecture... but nvm at least i didnt miss physics lect...

It was very busy... CO cant make it den have to find anqi and talk to her... den lots of things to do... sianz.. first few days so busy liaoz...

ended at 5 today with me saving reubz from the clutches of u-know-who... haha

Found out that i have lost myself... i longer find anything within me that is of a lighter tone.. this cannot be the case... i muz find myself back no matter wat the cause is... I MUST!
been thru a lot and found that loneliness can actually be a friend... i have always viewed loneliness as an enemy and wanted to stay away from it... but now i have realised that at certain point of times... it can be ur very good companion...

yupz... today is moi bdae... think it would be the most memorable one.. cos it realli marks the age of almost everything legal... and my parents are happie dat i have finally, realli grown up... can be considered adult liaoz...

Happie Burthdae to me... sad that it is juz such a short time to celebrate and rejoice my birth... hehe.. hope this lasts forever... and i hope it does...

anyway back to today... received lots of zhu fu the msges and to all... thankx!!! realli appreciate it... realli touched... hehe... den it was just a normal day... doesnt seem to be anything extraordinary... den at night, me family celebrated me birthday for me at a international buffet restaurant at TPY... wa i eat until i almost puke... until now i am still very damn full... got oysters got sushi got chinese food got salad got ice cream got cakes got puddings got free flow of drinks got satay and certain kind of meat and fish that they will bbq for u and there is tempura and dim sum... wa lots of kinds of food... realli enjoyed myself eating and i bought myself a pants too... my dad paid for it :P...

went home and cut the ice cream cake.. wa damn nice... but bet i will put on lots of weight... sianz... i alreadi beri fat liaoz.. NVM!!! my new year resolution is to get FIT!!! i muz do it...

yupz... *sobz* me burthdae gonna over liaoz... in juz a few hrs... sad... but it is the truth... *sobz* well juz have to anticipate for next yrs one... hope i can celebrate it outside and not in the ARMY!!!! yupz... will work towards the goal.. i wanna celebrate with my friends and family...

Today no CCA... heng.. slept late and woke up den started to do some work... do revision... can u believe it???

OMG... anyway den later went out to Suntec with Joel, george, royston and duck... cos today is duck burthday... so joel and george and royston planned a mini celebration for me and duck...

went to some country restaurant and ate dinner... haha they treat us... den we chatted, luaghed and had lots of fun... haha and george siao liaoz... den after eating, they cut the cake and they gave me britney spears cd... lolz.. (thankx guyz...) haben listen to the cd yet... but shld be quite nice... will listen to it soon...

Later we went carrefour and duck bought a small vodka.. den the five of us shared and laughed all the way from suntec to city link... lolz... walked ard there and shopped for a while... esp stopped at the HMV and realli laughed abt almost everything there... haha... den it was late liaoz... so we went off and went home...

got home... waited till it was 4 jan 2004 at 12:58 i made a wish and i hope it comes true... cos that is my birthday and birth hour...