Just wanna add another colourful chapter in the history of my life. I guess 10 yrs down the road. or actually even just merely 2 months or so, i would realli reminisce the great time i had in the super prestigeous event - IMF/WB Annual Meetings, Singapore 2006.
I still remember the very first time i walked into Suntec Singapore International Convention & Exhibition Centre (SSICEC). Preparations were still underway and things were still on-going. I was there to actually set-up the place for exercise later on. It was just the normal thing just that i have to be in business attire so to speak - comprising of the long sleeved shirt and long pants of cos. Thats just the second week before the actual start of the IMF and i'm almost down at Suntec everyday.
The week prior to the start of IMF was yet another exercise and last minute preparations towards the event. That week, I was stationed in Suntec ever since, and i had to work till quite late. Even though working hours were long and tough, i kinda enjoyed the whole process considering that i'm involved in such a HUGE event and i took pride in the fact that i can play a part. Its like this kinda thing will happen once a life time and it happened to me. All the international lime light is on this event. I mean like this kinda thing dont happen to everyone, so i'm very grateful that i am a part of this history etched not only in my life, but also the history books of many.
Prior to the exercise, like during the last exercise, PM Lee came to visit the set up and everyone was like so serious, but i was like huh? its so fake, we shld just let him see wad we actually do... quite cute and fun haha.
After all the exercises, it was the main event itself. It was quite anticipating, i mean its like an international event! I liked the security part, although it was quite erm un-friendly, but u feel quite protected... haha so nice. The event was quite a success and i realli learnt a lot, attended seminars, got to know more political, financial stuff and how the world works. The internation arena and its ways to policies. Kinda cool although it may be quite hard to understand at certain junctures. I took lots of photos, and during the event at the esplanade, only those with the IMF pass can enter and we can watch forbidden city, when no one else can watch for FREE!!! but its only for like 1 hr, so too bad lor, but we got half price on the tics, if we wanna watch the whole thing. Haha... oh yeah the food was free and it was FAB! all the shan zhen hai weis like scallops and lakso, crabs and stuff like dat... wa heavenly... and its like i took photos with a lot of mei nus... haha so shuang!!! i'm gonna try to put pics in here... hopefully i can! haha
Time realli pass by quite fast, and the whole event yuan man jie shu le... wad i have taken away from it wasnt just experience and lessons learnt (although i did), but its new friendships, new horizons, new encounters and ideas, preceptions, long lost frens and stuff... A LOT A LOT. I'm realli gald to be given this opportunity, i wanna thank everyone and anyone who helped me... haha ") realli realli gratified.
Sunday, September 17, 2006
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
Let me distinctively imprint this milestone into my lifestory... I'm in love with "Green forest, My Home" - lu guang sen lin. Its such a fantastic fairy tale not to be missed. I am totally biased. The story is GREAT! very touching, every episode makes you cry, makes you wan more of the next episode. The development of the story is excellent and it is realli a dream world everyone wans to be part of. It revolves around faith, trust and the xin nian that one hold dear and keep on believing.
yin wei, zhi yao xiang xing, jiu hui kan jian xing fu de lu guang. Just Believe
yin wei, zhi yao xiang xing, jiu hui kan jian xing fu de lu guang. Just Believe
Monday, July 10, 2006
Actually, i wanted to blog some events some time ago, but the lazy me took over as the dominant trait.
Oh well, i did a lot of shopping, got like so many stuffs which i think was bought in the name of the GSS. The percentages were very alluring and it seems once in a life time thing, which adds to the enticement of purchase. Yeah guess wad? i succumbed to that and burnt a hole in my pocket.
From materialistic needs to nourishments, the standard for both is constantly on the rise, especially the places i seem to be dining in. I'm like so into pasta, Italain, French, Swiss cuisines. Just recently, i actually dines at this spanish restaurant at the Esplanade, Via Mas, gosh, they serve realli good escargo, and the squid-ink rice was magnifique, although it was a little salty. I would give this place 3.5 fork for food, but only a 2.5 for ambience and dining experience, cos its just too dark and there isn't much ambience except for the beautiful sea-view that is like at least 400m away. Yeah... some how my dining experience seem to have heightened to a level of "more expensive food" and not hawker centres and fast food - which is bad since i'm not earning a lot, yet i'm enjoying life till such an extent. As such, i'm gonna try to control myself, especially recently, i dont know y i am eating so so so much. BLEAH
I think i've learnt to better pamper myself and love myself more! yeah thats great for my spiritually, physically and mentally, but not financially. So i muz study hard in uni den i can get higher pay and stuff like dat later on in society. Anyway, was thinking of starting a small business with friends, like a tuitioning agency, since its a market is on the rise. Idea rite? mabbe i can come up with some proposal or something like dat.
Yeah, my very very hectic and busy schedule is almost approaching an end, culminating in lots of experience gained, lessons learnt and higher level of enlightenment. So, basically i've grown stronger and better equipped to protect myself, although i do grumble lots. I muz thank lots of pple for listening to me grumble and bare my heart, if not i would be like a boiling teapot with its opening stuck, gurgling way in attempt to free my "qi"s. Thanks for those hands, hands to remove the stucked part.
I would be moving on to a new environment, new challenges, new stuff everyday. I think i can put everything i've learnt these one yr plus in my office to good use and eventually ORDing peacefully and accomplished. Till now, i dont think i've fully wasted my 2 yrs in NS, i've only wasted a part of it, not learning new stuff, attending classes to further improve myself and stuff like dat, but oh well, at least i took away many valuable experiences that will aid me in my future endeavours.
But i'm the same old me, lazy and procrastinating, I think i've improved. so Voila!
Oh well, i did a lot of shopping, got like so many stuffs which i think was bought in the name of the GSS. The percentages were very alluring and it seems once in a life time thing, which adds to the enticement of purchase. Yeah guess wad? i succumbed to that and burnt a hole in my pocket.
From materialistic needs to nourishments, the standard for both is constantly on the rise, especially the places i seem to be dining in. I'm like so into pasta, Italain, French, Swiss cuisines. Just recently, i actually dines at this spanish restaurant at the Esplanade, Via Mas, gosh, they serve realli good escargo, and the squid-ink rice was magnifique, although it was a little salty. I would give this place 3.5 fork for food, but only a 2.5 for ambience and dining experience, cos its just too dark and there isn't much ambience except for the beautiful sea-view that is like at least 400m away. Yeah... some how my dining experience seem to have heightened to a level of "more expensive food" and not hawker centres and fast food - which is bad since i'm not earning a lot, yet i'm enjoying life till such an extent. As such, i'm gonna try to control myself, especially recently, i dont know y i am eating so so so much. BLEAH
I think i've learnt to better pamper myself and love myself more! yeah thats great for my spiritually, physically and mentally, but not financially. So i muz study hard in uni den i can get higher pay and stuff like dat later on in society. Anyway, was thinking of starting a small business with friends, like a tuitioning agency, since its a market is on the rise. Idea rite? mabbe i can come up with some proposal or something like dat.
Yeah, my very very hectic and busy schedule is almost approaching an end, culminating in lots of experience gained, lessons learnt and higher level of enlightenment. So, basically i've grown stronger and better equipped to protect myself, although i do grumble lots. I muz thank lots of pple for listening to me grumble and bare my heart, if not i would be like a boiling teapot with its opening stuck, gurgling way in attempt to free my "qi"s. Thanks for those hands, hands to remove the stucked part.
I would be moving on to a new environment, new challenges, new stuff everyday. I think i can put everything i've learnt these one yr plus in my office to good use and eventually ORDing peacefully and accomplished. Till now, i dont think i've fully wasted my 2 yrs in NS, i've only wasted a part of it, not learning new stuff, attending classes to further improve myself and stuff like dat, but oh well, at least i took away many valuable experiences that will aid me in my future endeavours.
But i'm the same old me, lazy and procrastinating, I think i've improved. so Voila!
Actually, i wanted to blog some events some time ago, but the lazy me took over as the dominant trait.
Oh well, i did a lot of shopping, got like so many stuffs which i think was bought in the name of the GSS. The percentages were very alluring and it seems once in a life time thing, which adds to the enticement of purchase. Yeah guess wad? i succumbed to that and burnt a hole in my pocket.
From materialistic needs to nourishments, the standard for both is constantly on the rise, especially the places i seem to be dining in. I'm like so into pasta, Italain, French, Swiss cuisines. Just recently, i actually dines at this spanish restaurant at the Esplanade, Via Mas, gosh, they serve realli good escargo, and the squid-ink rice was magnifique, although it was a little salty. I would give this place 3.5 fork for food, but only a 2.5 for ambience and dining experience, cos its just too dark and there isn't much ambience except for the beautiful sea-view that is like at least 400m away. Yeah... some how my dining experience seem to have heightened to a level of "more expensive food" and not hawker centres and fast food - which is bad since i'm not earning a lot, yet i'm enjoying life till such an extent. As such, i'm gonna try to control myself, especially recently, i dont know y i am eating so so so much. BLEAH
I think i've learnt to better pamper myself and love myself more! yeah thats great for my spiritually, physically and mentally, but not financially. So i muz study hard in uni den i can get higher pay and stuff like dat later on in society. Anyway, was thinking of starting a small business with friends, like a tuitioning agency, since its a market is on the rise. Idea rite? mabbe i can come up with some proposal or something like dat.
Yeah, my very very hectic and busy schedule is almost approaching an end, culminating in lots of experience gained, lessons learnt and higher level of enlightenment. So, basically i've grown stronger and better equipped to protect myself, although i do grumble lots. I muz thank lots of pple for listening to me grumble and bare my heart, if not i would be like a boiling teapot with its opening stuck, gurgling way in attempt to free my "qi"s. Thanks for those hands, hands to remove the stucked part.
I would be moving on to a new environment, new challenges, new stuff everyday. I think i can put everything i've learnt these one yr plus in my office to good use and eventually ORDing peacefully and accomplished. Till now, i dont think i've fully wasted my 2 yrs in NS, i've only wasted a part of it, not learning new stuff, attending classes to further improve myself and stuff like dat, but oh well, at least i took away many valuable experiences that will aid me in my future endeavours.
But i'm the same old me, lazy and procrastinating, I think i've improved. so Voila!
Oh well, i did a lot of shopping, got like so many stuffs which i think was bought in the name of the GSS. The percentages were very alluring and it seems once in a life time thing, which adds to the enticement of purchase. Yeah guess wad? i succumbed to that and burnt a hole in my pocket.
From materialistic needs to nourishments, the standard for both is constantly on the rise, especially the places i seem to be dining in. I'm like so into pasta, Italain, French, Swiss cuisines. Just recently, i actually dines at this spanish restaurant at the Esplanade, Via Mas, gosh, they serve realli good escargo, and the squid-ink rice was magnifique, although it was a little salty. I would give this place 3.5 fork for food, but only a 2.5 for ambience and dining experience, cos its just too dark and there isn't much ambience except for the beautiful sea-view that is like at least 400m away. Yeah... some how my dining experience seem to have heightened to a level of "more expensive food" and not hawker centres and fast food - which is bad since i'm not earning a lot, yet i'm enjoying life till such an extent. As such, i'm gonna try to control myself, especially recently, i dont know y i am eating so so so much. BLEAH
I think i've learnt to better pamper myself and love myself more! yeah thats great for my spiritually, physically and mentally, but not financially. So i muz study hard in uni den i can get higher pay and stuff like dat later on in society. Anyway, was thinking of starting a small business with friends, like a tuitioning agency, since its a market is on the rise. Idea rite? mabbe i can come up with some proposal or something like dat.
Yeah, my very very hectic and busy schedule is almost approaching an end, culminating in lots of experience gained, lessons learnt and higher level of enlightenment. So, basically i've grown stronger and better equipped to protect myself, although i do grumble lots. I muz thank lots of pple for listening to me grumble and bare my heart, if not i would be like a boiling teapot with its opening stuck, gurgling way in attempt to free my "qi"s. Thanks for those hands, hands to remove the stucked part.
I would be moving on to a new environment, new challenges, new stuff everyday. I think i can put everything i've learnt these one yr plus in my office to good use and eventually ORDing peacefully and accomplished. Till now, i dont think i've fully wasted my 2 yrs in NS, i've only wasted a part of it, not learning new stuff, attending classes to further improve myself and stuff like dat, but oh well, at least i took away many valuable experiences that will aid me in my future endeavours.
But i'm the same old me, lazy and procrastinating, I think i've improved. so Voila!
Sunday, June 18, 2006
Free? nah i dont have the luxury of having free time now. Its gonna be a realli hectic 2 weeks for me, and if i can go thru this, i would be very accomplished. I'm gonna put in my 100% and even more to get this make this two weeks work out well. I will input wadeva my capabilities can afford, and hope piously, pray fervently for these two weeks to pass by very smoothly and safely. Please oh Please.
Sunday, June 11, 2006
I've got a little story to tell, and the main characters in this story are Andy, James, Kenny and whyat.
The relationship stands in a way that in the office, Andy and James are of higher status then Whyat while Kenny is sort of the office boy type. Andy is the overall supervisor, while James is the assistant. Whyat is in charge of a small department and deals more directly with his boss. All in all, they belong under a same section.
It all started with Whyat in his superior's office, where he was discussing issues with his boss. It seemed that he had been tasked to do some work and at the same time, he has his own daily task to follow up. In numerical terms, he has a constant (1) + a variable amount of work to do everyday, and its not easy. Not long ago, in aid of his work, Whyat came up with a instructional booklet to give out to his clients to ensure better facilitation of his work. Thus he has to duplicate 600 copies of that and pass it to his clients. Considering the amount of work he has to handle, it is taxing and quite uncalled for to photocopy the 600 copies since there is the office boy to do the work. It is quite natural to ask for help from the office boy to lend a helping hand, so Whyat went over to Kenny and asked for his help in getting the 600 copies ready. However, Kenny came back with the reply that the photocopying machine is out of order and asked for further instructions. Whyat told him that he can walk a mere 5 mins to the next office and request for photocopying to be done. Kenny ignored Whayt's later instructions and rebuted him, asking him to do it himself and he doesnt wish to do it.
Upon hearing that, Whyat felt a surge of unfairness and displeasure, since the fact that Kenny does whatever he was told to do by Andy and James but chooses not to do Whyat's taskings. What is worse is that this is Kenny's second refusal of doing the work Whyat had politely requested, since the first which was at least 30 mins ago. This wasn't the only factor that lead to the breakdown of Whyat's goodie character. Andy and James do have their stuff to do. But whenever they needed extra help, they would get the whole section's effort in helping them, even Whyat would chip in. Whyat had to put aside his stuff and help them out. Sometimes, Whyat even volunteered to help when he sense help is required. However, this wasnt the case for Whyat when he needed help. No one took the initiative to help Whyat out when he most needed them, even though it was very obvious and there wasn't even a need to ask. *Previously, there was once when he realli everybody's help den everyone came over to help him out.* When Andy and James finishes their tasks, they would sit around, chat and relax, totally ignoring the rest of the people, turning a blind eye towards those who obviously require help. Moreover, Andy and James seeked help from Whyat when they applied for leave and r not in office, dumping more stuff on Whyat more than what he is already handling. This factor, which is already sized down *for simplicity sake*, adds to the already boiling molten lava within Whyat. Finally Whyat broke through the point of tolerance and decided to give the silent treatment and cold shoulder to everyone else, giving only his bare minimal help to those who doesn't already deserve it still and only to seek solace in his friends outside his job circle.
Is this what Whyat should do? Wad are your tots after reading this story?
The relationship stands in a way that in the office, Andy and James are of higher status then Whyat while Kenny is sort of the office boy type. Andy is the overall supervisor, while James is the assistant. Whyat is in charge of a small department and deals more directly with his boss. All in all, they belong under a same section.
It all started with Whyat in his superior's office, where he was discussing issues with his boss. It seemed that he had been tasked to do some work and at the same time, he has his own daily task to follow up. In numerical terms, he has a constant (1) + a variable amount of work to do everyday, and its not easy. Not long ago, in aid of his work, Whyat came up with a instructional booklet to give out to his clients to ensure better facilitation of his work. Thus he has to duplicate 600 copies of that and pass it to his clients. Considering the amount of work he has to handle, it is taxing and quite uncalled for to photocopy the 600 copies since there is the office boy to do the work. It is quite natural to ask for help from the office boy to lend a helping hand, so Whyat went over to Kenny and asked for his help in getting the 600 copies ready. However, Kenny came back with the reply that the photocopying machine is out of order and asked for further instructions. Whyat told him that he can walk a mere 5 mins to the next office and request for photocopying to be done. Kenny ignored Whayt's later instructions and rebuted him, asking him to do it himself and he doesnt wish to do it.
Upon hearing that, Whyat felt a surge of unfairness and displeasure, since the fact that Kenny does whatever he was told to do by Andy and James but chooses not to do Whyat's taskings. What is worse is that this is Kenny's second refusal of doing the work Whyat had politely requested, since the first which was at least 30 mins ago. This wasn't the only factor that lead to the breakdown of Whyat's goodie character. Andy and James do have their stuff to do. But whenever they needed extra help, they would get the whole section's effort in helping them, even Whyat would chip in. Whyat had to put aside his stuff and help them out. Sometimes, Whyat even volunteered to help when he sense help is required. However, this wasnt the case for Whyat when he needed help. No one took the initiative to help Whyat out when he most needed them, even though it was very obvious and there wasn't even a need to ask. *Previously, there was once when he realli everybody's help den everyone came over to help him out.* When Andy and James finishes their tasks, they would sit around, chat and relax, totally ignoring the rest of the people, turning a blind eye towards those who obviously require help. Moreover, Andy and James seeked help from Whyat when they applied for leave and r not in office, dumping more stuff on Whyat more than what he is already handling. This factor, which is already sized down *for simplicity sake*, adds to the already boiling molten lava within Whyat. Finally Whyat broke through the point of tolerance and decided to give the silent treatment and cold shoulder to everyone else, giving only his bare minimal help to those who doesn't already deserve it still and only to seek solace in his friends outside his job circle.
Is this what Whyat should do? Wad are your tots after reading this story?
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
Woohoo... met up with SF, SC, Alvin, Aloy and Royston for dinner @ swensen Northpoint. The dinner was absolutely enjoyable and pure fun not becos the food was good (anyway the food was juz so-so), but the conversations that we had. Marriage, overseas trip and gossips... haha very very fun and we concluded something - I am the Ultimate SmokeScreen OkiE!
Shopped ard and took neoprints! fun fun fun, i luv neo prints cos i look good KekKE. and its 060606 today... to think sc jux realised haha.
Shopped ard and took neoprints! fun fun fun, i luv neo prints cos i look good KekKE. and its 060606 today... to think sc jux realised haha.
Sunday, June 04, 2006
Woohooo, jux recovered from a super shoppin spree yesterday at Marina Square.
Met chan at Marina and we sort of recce-ed the place before we proceeded to Raffles City. I wanted to get the tommy hilfiger shirt but there wasnt any more of my size, but it was realli fab. Sauntered around the whole shopping mall before settling down at Cafe Swiss for dinner. It was an excellent restaurant for fine-dining and the ambience was superb. I ordered papet voudoise, which is sausage with creamy potato stew and nice suatee veges, den my desert was summer berries vanilla diplomat with ice mint pariat. The desert is one dish that is beyond words of description. I cannot describe how touched i was when i ate the desert and i was way beyond words. It realli felt like I'm in heaven. I am not exaggerating its realli very out of the world. Seriously. I would recommend this place to anyone who would like to be touched.
Then, we went for the mid-night shopping at Marina Square, and we actually went bonkerssss! Went into every shop having the mentality of getting at least something for the shop and i can tell u that the shoppin trip was one fruitful one, but i definitely burnt a hole in my pocket. Oh well i shall scrimp and save on every occasion i can find. That is to compensate on my un-restricted spree! But i still feel realli happie about it. I realli cant wait for next week's spree... by then it would already be pay-day and $$$ is coming in.
I realli dunnoe wads happening to me. I am like getting touched and gan dong realli easily. Little little things and wad other people might find as wu liao, i find it very very touching and i was deeply affected by it. Maybe i am geeting on the nodes of the emotional spectra again. But at least its not depression!
Met chan at Marina and we sort of recce-ed the place before we proceeded to Raffles City. I wanted to get the tommy hilfiger shirt but there wasnt any more of my size, but it was realli fab. Sauntered around the whole shopping mall before settling down at Cafe Swiss for dinner. It was an excellent restaurant for fine-dining and the ambience was superb. I ordered papet voudoise, which is sausage with creamy potato stew and nice suatee veges, den my desert was summer berries vanilla diplomat with ice mint pariat. The desert is one dish that is beyond words of description. I cannot describe how touched i was when i ate the desert and i was way beyond words. It realli felt like I'm in heaven. I am not exaggerating its realli very out of the world. Seriously. I would recommend this place to anyone who would like to be touched.
Then, we went for the mid-night shopping at Marina Square, and we actually went bonkerssss! Went into every shop having the mentality of getting at least something for the shop and i can tell u that the shoppin trip was one fruitful one, but i definitely burnt a hole in my pocket. Oh well i shall scrimp and save on every occasion i can find. That is to compensate on my un-restricted spree! But i still feel realli happie about it. I realli cant wait for next week's spree... by then it would already be pay-day and $$$ is coming in.
I realli dunnoe wads happening to me. I am like getting touched and gan dong realli easily. Little little things and wad other people might find as wu liao, i find it very very touching and i was deeply affected by it. Maybe i am geeting on the nodes of the emotional spectra again. But at least its not depression!
Wednesday, May 31, 2006
Knocked off from work, den rushed down to town to get a present for my mum's birthday. Luckily royston was there to send his clothes for dry cleaning, so we met up for dinner at out of the pan. The food was great, maybe because i was hungry, but i liked it there. Together with the awesome food being served there was entertainment from the waiter there too. I could never forget the "do you have suger?".. "YAaA!" in a very mammalian way. LOL!
Anyway i couldnt realli find the exact stuff i want from raffles city and city link, so it was very nice of royston to accompany me down to tangs to get my mum her present, yupz and i think i made a right choice i presume, but anyway, i thinking i am moving faster than my financial ability can support me, buying all sorts of stuff that i tot those earning like at least $2000 a month would buy. Oh well i doesnt realli matter does it? jux dont go overboard.
Royston found out this cafe swiss or something like dat and it was realli posh and looks delicious. I dont mind going there sometime for a classy dinner anyone wanna join us?
Anyway i couldnt realli find the exact stuff i want from raffles city and city link, so it was very nice of royston to accompany me down to tangs to get my mum her present, yupz and i think i made a right choice i presume, but anyway, i thinking i am moving faster than my financial ability can support me, buying all sorts of stuff that i tot those earning like at least $2000 a month would buy. Oh well i doesnt realli matter does it? jux dont go overboard.
Royston found out this cafe swiss or something like dat and it was realli posh and looks delicious. I dont mind going there sometime for a classy dinner anyone wanna join us?
Saturday, May 27, 2006
Okie... I hereby proclaim that i have finally made a very important decision in my life and I will have to live through this. I have been realli giving this deep thoughs and getting advice from lots of pple, eventually I am sure that this is wad i am going for, so wish me all the best!
The GSS has started. Prices are slashed by numerous percentiles and people are flocking into shops to grab wadeva goods they can lay their hands on (Typical Singaporean). Okie,i have to admit i am one of them, but i dont groping around for sales item, i still maintain a certain level of class and i think people should do the same too, and retain a little dignity in them. Yupz ( no offence)...
The GSS has started. Prices are slashed by numerous percentiles and people are flocking into shops to grab wadeva goods they can lay their hands on (Typical Singaporean). Okie,i have to admit i am one of them, but i dont groping around for sales item, i still maintain a certain level of class and i think people should do the same too, and retain a little dignity in them. Yupz ( no offence)...
Sunday, May 21, 2006
YiPee... watched the Da Vinci Code yesterday. Its was fab, they sort of reduced the content of the show, but there weren't much discrepencies as of the book itself, just less details. I was quite impressed by the handling of the films. Magnifique! A visual treat after reading the book, provides and better insight of the book. I thought the last part where they actually revealed the sracophagus of Mary Magdalene was quite a good ending, cos the book just suggested the location of the tomb, but didnt exactly proclaim it. I am quite anticipating the filim for the next book of Dan Brown if there were to be one, intriguing! Oh ya, i love the french element of the book and the amount of ancient history that was being intertwined among the story, very enriching.
Had a shopping expedition instead of a K-session since not much pple can make it, but shopping was still as interesting and fulfilling, keepin in mind the budget we've got and not to overspend. TGSS is coming so all shopaholics out there... get ready your cards and swlaosh away....
Had a shopping expedition instead of a K-session since not much pple can make it, but shopping was still as interesting and fulfilling, keepin in mind the budget we've got and not to overspend. TGSS is coming so all shopaholics out there... get ready your cards and swlaosh away....
Thursday, May 18, 2006
Life is jux so erratic, everything seems so fine at one moment, and the next it can just come tumbling down. A bleak near future doesn't necessary mean one, but always put aside a little hope somewhere to welcome the arrival of a miracle. It is all this uncertainties that makes life so unpredictable, and allows unprecedented events to pop by now and then.
I have been going through so much without any glimsp of the future. Its like groping in the dark, taking a step at a time, fearful of a wrong step that would cause me to fall.
However, sometimes i feel on top of situation, i feel confident and in control, but it seems to retreat into the unkown surreptitiously and i am reduced to a newt once again.
I guess this is life. The undisputed fact of life.
Emotions are like the building blocks of every human. Happiness, sadness, worries, jeslousy, disappointment.. and the list just goes on. Don't you find it interesting to be able to feel all these emotions and react to them. Jealousy can go two way... hatred and love. Happiness can go two way... elation and contentment. Control! and use it the right way... make yourself happy... that's the way it should be.
I have been going through so much without any glimsp of the future. Its like groping in the dark, taking a step at a time, fearful of a wrong step that would cause me to fall.
However, sometimes i feel on top of situation, i feel confident and in control, but it seems to retreat into the unkown surreptitiously and i am reduced to a newt once again.
I guess this is life. The undisputed fact of life.
Emotions are like the building blocks of every human. Happiness, sadness, worries, jeslousy, disappointment.. and the list just goes on. Don't you find it interesting to be able to feel all these emotions and react to them. Jealousy can go two way... hatred and love. Happiness can go two way... elation and contentment. Control! and use it the right way... make yourself happy... that's the way it should be.
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
Monday, May 15, 2006
Bonsoir...
Je muz be artistic and sophistiqué, cos ze blog représente moi.
Yup, watched another epi of desperate hsewives and i muz say i think bree is ze most controversial and topical character in the show. Awesome!! Desperate Housewives is ze doit observer l'exposition!
Monday seems to be a TV-day, there like an abundance of shows spread over ze channels. Superband, So you think you can dance, women of all times, desperate housewives, da chang jin... realli exercises your fingers when you are constantly jumping between ze channels to catch the gist of the show.
Busie busie busie, is there no other words i can use other than busie busie busie???
Oh bother!
Je muz be artistic and sophistiqué, cos ze blog représente moi.
Yup, watched another epi of desperate hsewives and i muz say i think bree is ze most controversial and topical character in the show. Awesome!! Desperate Housewives is ze doit observer l'exposition!
Monday seems to be a TV-day, there like an abundance of shows spread over ze channels. Superband, So you think you can dance, women of all times, desperate housewives, da chang jin... realli exercises your fingers when you are constantly jumping between ze channels to catch the gist of the show.
Busie busie busie, is there no other words i can use other than busie busie busie???
Oh bother!
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
Argh!! I sprained my ankle and it feels farny, unlike the usual sprains, hope that it wont deteriorate into like a huge swell den i would probably have trouble walking.
Seriously, i need to get my life back on track. It seems like procrastination has been corroding bits of my plan away. I am slowly breaking off from an island, floating aimlessly amongst the boundless horizon. KeKe... In any case i gotta learn driving, go on tour, and lots of unfinished works to do.
All i can say now is realli to concentrate and try as much as i can to finish up wad i hafta do... yupz!
Jia youZ to moi and to all my friends... dont procrastinate yeah! fight it!!!
Seriously, i need to get my life back on track. It seems like procrastination has been corroding bits of my plan away. I am slowly breaking off from an island, floating aimlessly amongst the boundless horizon. KeKe... In any case i gotta learn driving, go on tour, and lots of unfinished works to do.
All i can say now is realli to concentrate and try as much as i can to finish up wad i hafta do... yupz!
Jia youZ to moi and to all my friends... dont procrastinate yeah! fight it!!!
Monday, May 01, 2006
A little quote from Bree and his lawyer... realli cool, its exactly wad a refined classed lady wld say... interesting
Bree: "Hi, Karl. Oh! Oh, um, quick question, when someone discusses a sensitive situation with a lawyer such as yourself, when does attorney client confidentiality kick in?"
Karl: "From the moment the lawyer's been hired. Why?"
Bree: "Here's a check for a hundred dollars. That's enough for a retainer, right?"
Karl: "I guess. What's going on, Bree?"
Bree: "My son is trying to blackmail me. And I want you to stop the little S.O.B. Do you think you could do that?"
Bree: "Hi, Karl. Oh! Oh, um, quick question, when someone discusses a sensitive situation with a lawyer such as yourself, when does attorney client confidentiality kick in?"
Karl: "From the moment the lawyer's been hired. Why?"
Bree: "Here's a check for a hundred dollars. That's enough for a retainer, right?"
Karl: "I guess. What's going on, Bree?"
Bree: "My son is trying to blackmail me. And I want you to stop the little S.O.B. Do you think you could do that?"
Friday, March 10, 2006
Things had changed. Spring came and winter gone. It is so the same with life. Every segment, every phase is so much similar, similar in a way that they put people thru instances of feelin ripped apart from the sane environment, and when fantasy is where we can seek console in.
It is true that we people are actually creature-comfort. I dunnoe, might just be me. Its like in a certain new environment, we actually interact and bare our true self to these people in this environment. When the time comes, when the inevitable departure dawns upon us, will we feel the pain of lost, even though there is actually an opportunity of meeting somewhere else. It is more or less like losing something staple around you and you start to lament. This is such a vivid reflection of the saying that we don't treasure what we have, and only to cry over spilt milk when the time comes when you lose it. People that i can realli relate and talk to are leaving me, for a better prospect and i truely wish them all the best, but i cant help feel the pinch of salt over a wound of departure. Its painful, but i can choose to totally ignore the fact that they are leaving and be nonchalant about it, and spare me the pain of the salt over the wound. However, i think its juz me, a mechanism in me that wants to put the pinch of salt over me and feel the pain even though sanity dissuades. Its all in a moment of time, that suddenly, when the number of people around you are getting smaller and all are leaving at the same point, intensifies the pain and the reluctancy of letting them go. Or am i thinking too much?
Slumping into a minor bout of depression, which i think consist of probably only me lamenting and dwelling too much. Why cant i be nonchalant like some others can be, or is it too significant for me to handle? Guess it is a lesson for me to learn, learn to treasure wad i have now and not to regret later in life. yupz. But if i treasure too much, i will grow attached to it and eventually it will still be a hard to let go. Hmmz, paranoid and paradoxical. Enlighten moi pls!
It is true that we people are actually creature-comfort. I dunnoe, might just be me. Its like in a certain new environment, we actually interact and bare our true self to these people in this environment. When the time comes, when the inevitable departure dawns upon us, will we feel the pain of lost, even though there is actually an opportunity of meeting somewhere else. It is more or less like losing something staple around you and you start to lament. This is such a vivid reflection of the saying that we don't treasure what we have, and only to cry over spilt milk when the time comes when you lose it. People that i can realli relate and talk to are leaving me, for a better prospect and i truely wish them all the best, but i cant help feel the pinch of salt over a wound of departure. Its painful, but i can choose to totally ignore the fact that they are leaving and be nonchalant about it, and spare me the pain of the salt over the wound. However, i think its juz me, a mechanism in me that wants to put the pinch of salt over me and feel the pain even though sanity dissuades. Its all in a moment of time, that suddenly, when the number of people around you are getting smaller and all are leaving at the same point, intensifies the pain and the reluctancy of letting them go. Or am i thinking too much?
Slumping into a minor bout of depression, which i think consist of probably only me lamenting and dwelling too much. Why cant i be nonchalant like some others can be, or is it too significant for me to handle? Guess it is a lesson for me to learn, learn to treasure wad i have now and not to regret later in life. yupz. But if i treasure too much, i will grow attached to it and eventually it will still be a hard to let go. Hmmz, paranoid and paradoxical. Enlighten moi pls!
Monday, January 30, 2006
Happie CNY chu er... haha
Shou "sui" on chu xi ye till like 3 plus... managed to stay awake by playing mahjong with sibs and mum... haha
The next morning, i was very fresh which i didnt expect... tot i wld be like a drained out and lazy... but i wasn't... it was the direct opposite. It was fun preparing to go out.. i like my cny look... styled my hair reddish and funkie... den put on my fragrance and new socks, new shoes, new shirt and new pants, den went pai nian! haha very fun... lots of my relatives commended on my new look and most of them noticed my ebase shirt and my hair style... very fun and nice... like being judged positively on some runway for fashion and style.. hehe
Visited only like 3 relatives' place, but i ate A LOT... like absolutely gorging myself with all ze food... pineapple tarts and ba gua are my some of my personal favourite... yupz and yumz, of cos the hong baos... definitely. Got home in the mid-afternoon to start preparing for the dinner feast. Xiao-shu came with my two realli adorable cousins. Super cute and very guai, played with them... very very shuang.. simply so super CuTeEeEeEeE! gosh... haha, after that all my dad's side relative starting to stream in... by ard 5 my house was packed with cousins and uncles and aunties... super wow and i like that crowdedness... gives this festivity an extra edge. Dinner was super good, my mum whipped up like ten dishes enuf for 40+ people imagine that... i helped out in the kitchen for like eons... haha played with sprinklers with and without the whistling stuff, running ard the playgrd making loads of noise. Jux simple fun, yet brings back lots of nice memories. Later in the night, its when the fun began. Started with blackjack den went on with this realli fun game which i am not sure wads it called... Everyone is suppose to pool in a dollar each and the dealer will distribute 3 cards each to every player, den will compare the number on the cards. The biggest is 10 and the smallest is 1. For example if u have 3 cards (jack, 3, 8) amounting to 21... it would translate to a value of 1. It is not accumulative nor the absolute value, the value will actually go all the way to 10 den start from one again. So if the total amount of the 3 cards is 11, den the value would 1, 12 would be 2 and so on and so forth. The winning combo is 3 "ah-peks" which are jacks, queens and kings. Very fun rite, no need to think very straight-forward, win means win, lose means lose.
I think i gained quite some weight after munching on so much cny yummies... I love all these food, i dunnoe y but it seems like i have this unlimited desire to finish all CNY goodies... like a MONSTER haha.
Shou "sui" on chu xi ye till like 3 plus... managed to stay awake by playing mahjong with sibs and mum... haha
The next morning, i was very fresh which i didnt expect... tot i wld be like a drained out and lazy... but i wasn't... it was the direct opposite. It was fun preparing to go out.. i like my cny look... styled my hair reddish and funkie... den put on my fragrance and new socks, new shoes, new shirt and new pants, den went pai nian! haha very fun... lots of my relatives commended on my new look and most of them noticed my ebase shirt and my hair style... very fun and nice... like being judged positively on some runway for fashion and style.. hehe
Visited only like 3 relatives' place, but i ate A LOT... like absolutely gorging myself with all ze food... pineapple tarts and ba gua are my some of my personal favourite... yupz and yumz, of cos the hong baos... definitely. Got home in the mid-afternoon to start preparing for the dinner feast. Xiao-shu came with my two realli adorable cousins. Super cute and very guai, played with them... very very shuang.. simply so super CuTeEeEeEeE! gosh... haha, after that all my dad's side relative starting to stream in... by ard 5 my house was packed with cousins and uncles and aunties... super wow and i like that crowdedness... gives this festivity an extra edge. Dinner was super good, my mum whipped up like ten dishes enuf for 40+ people imagine that... i helped out in the kitchen for like eons... haha played with sprinklers with and without the whistling stuff, running ard the playgrd making loads of noise. Jux simple fun, yet brings back lots of nice memories. Later in the night, its when the fun began. Started with blackjack den went on with this realli fun game which i am not sure wads it called... Everyone is suppose to pool in a dollar each and the dealer will distribute 3 cards each to every player, den will compare the number on the cards. The biggest is 10 and the smallest is 1. For example if u have 3 cards (jack, 3, 8) amounting to 21... it would translate to a value of 1. It is not accumulative nor the absolute value, the value will actually go all the way to 10 den start from one again. So if the total amount of the 3 cards is 11, den the value would 1, 12 would be 2 and so on and so forth. The winning combo is 3 "ah-peks" which are jacks, queens and kings. Very fun rite, no need to think very straight-forward, win means win, lose means lose.
I think i gained quite some weight after munching on so much cny yummies... I love all these food, i dunnoe y but it seems like i have this unlimited desire to finish all CNY goodies... like a MONSTER haha.
Sunday, January 29, 2006
Wednesday, January 11, 2006
Sunday, January 08, 2006
I can only conclude that SF house is prob the best meetin place, and its a realli fulfilling outing yest... thankx guys, for all the laughter watching wu zhong xian and scaring soo chin... haha and the stupid house of wax movie is totally gruesome and its like plotless, jux basically blood, anatomies, murderous techniques, killin, violence... YUCKS *bree*
Had a weddin lunch today and was like a huge gathering of relatives and yeah it was fun, but i was a bit disappointed with the organization of the weddin and yeah the make up and dresses, it wasn't up to "standard"? maybe...
Its almost chinese new year le... so its another shoppin spree coming up, gonna get some realli nice apparels and realli give myself a *BAM* during chinese new year, gonna get my hair done and prob do some personel care.
Watched the ren xin ci ai show on TV and i can realli feel some gan dong from the show. I cant stand see pple suffer and all the realli touching scenes of relatives and family sacrificing almost everything to look after their relatives... jux so saddening... and i cant bare but tear for them... bless u all
Had a weddin lunch today and was like a huge gathering of relatives and yeah it was fun, but i was a bit disappointed with the organization of the weddin and yeah the make up and dresses, it wasn't up to "standard"? maybe...
Its almost chinese new year le... so its another shoppin spree coming up, gonna get some realli nice apparels and realli give myself a *BAM* during chinese new year, gonna get my hair done and prob do some personel care.
Watched the ren xin ci ai show on TV and i can realli feel some gan dong from the show. I cant stand see pple suffer and all the realli touching scenes of relatives and family sacrificing almost everything to look after their relatives... jux so saddening... and i cant bare but tear for them... bless u all
Thursday, January 05, 2006
Sunday, January 01, 2006
Okie, like wad the rest r doing, i will follow suit. Summary for the year 2005!
Jan - stuck in a little island off coast, praying fervently for each day to pass and yearning for the return to mainland. Its jux the start and i am jux waiting to things to unfold and let nature take its own course.
Feb - STILL stuck in a little island off coast, praying fervently for each day to pass and yearning for the return to mainland. Chinese New Year was a great break for us to replenish our energy, cos the worse was yet to be, i was lucky to be able to survive thru it.
Mar - "A" results are out and my three months of "training" comes to an end, culminating in the first ever parade i have ever participated. Made up my choice of course i wanna take up. Oh yeah not to forget the wonderful pple i met on the island and how that intricate friendship between us were forged.
Apr - Training at a diff. place on mainland, but still is some farny corner of mainland. Learned to operate some interesting vehicles and yeah made more friends and saw even more old friends.
May - Posted to my new, sort of a Perm. unit, had moi first ever exercise like 3 days into the new environment, but it was an excellent experience and i muz say it was quite fun though... hehe, started my "life", meetin up with long-lost peepz and re-establishin contacts... Great to have u guys yeah... Oh yeah got my own ball too.
Jun, Jul, Aug - Nothing realli fantastic, jux work and the usual outings, but i muz comment that outings were awesome and super fun no matter wad, oh ya met the excos too, like wow, after so long. Started reminiscing the past, eagerly wanting to return to sch days where we had realli so much fun while studying. emotional and pissy and PMS-sy ... Oh ya National day @ neighbourhood.. -_-
Sept, Oct - work again, preparation for this exercise that is coming up and gosh its hectic, starting to wonder and get paranoid over the age issue... like Shiacks!.. getting more "brandie" and "spendie", but still TRYin to keep a tab on my finances.
Nov, Dec - Major exercise happening and very busy during the Nov period. On leave period, went KL and Christmas!
Jan - stuck in a little island off coast, praying fervently for each day to pass and yearning for the return to mainland. Its jux the start and i am jux waiting to things to unfold and let nature take its own course.
Feb - STILL stuck in a little island off coast, praying fervently for each day to pass and yearning for the return to mainland. Chinese New Year was a great break for us to replenish our energy, cos the worse was yet to be, i was lucky to be able to survive thru it.
Mar - "A" results are out and my three months of "training" comes to an end, culminating in the first ever parade i have ever participated. Made up my choice of course i wanna take up. Oh yeah not to forget the wonderful pple i met on the island and how that intricate friendship between us were forged.
Apr - Training at a diff. place on mainland, but still is some farny corner of mainland. Learned to operate some interesting vehicles and yeah made more friends and saw even more old friends.
May - Posted to my new, sort of a Perm. unit, had moi first ever exercise like 3 days into the new environment, but it was an excellent experience and i muz say it was quite fun though... hehe, started my "life", meetin up with long-lost peepz and re-establishin contacts... Great to have u guys yeah... Oh yeah got my own ball too.
Jun, Jul, Aug - Nothing realli fantastic, jux work and the usual outings, but i muz comment that outings were awesome and super fun no matter wad, oh ya met the excos too, like wow, after so long. Started reminiscing the past, eagerly wanting to return to sch days where we had realli so much fun while studying. emotional and pissy and PMS-sy ... Oh ya National day @ neighbourhood.. -_-
Sept, Oct - work again, preparation for this exercise that is coming up and gosh its hectic, starting to wonder and get paranoid over the age issue... like Shiacks!.. getting more "brandie" and "spendie", but still TRYin to keep a tab on my finances.
Nov, Dec - Major exercise happening and very busy during the Nov period. On leave period, went KL and Christmas!
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