Saturday, November 08, 2003

See what Care Bear you are.
Today ( Part 1 )

Woke up early to go to sch for CO. The mood was still not very good, but i still wanna thank the ocean!

Went to sch and saw lots of sec sch pple. Tot to myself that NJ is so happening... Hehe. Anyway, stoned at the open area behind CO room for a while b4 trying to practise. den made noise all the way till abt 1215, den rushed down to douby ghaut with KY, to play with the kids from HELP. We took 174, and KY dunno y was like blowing his top away... not at me la.. with pple from interact..

Then Anqi was suppose to come today, but think she was trapped in holland V. den was not able to appear at the HELP thing, so we had to buy sweets at 7-11 store and i cost me $11 something.. heng can claim, at that time KY went off first to get balloons, and i bought the stuff, paid fer it and went out to find it raining, w/o an umbrealla! so got wet a little while running to meridian... VOla! there was this long stretch of tables laid out with exquisite merchandise.. WAH... cant help but meddle with the sutffs there and bought 3 bookmarks for me siblings... very nice lor.. the bookmarks... after abt 20 mins of walking ard, den went to meet reubz and KY and i am sorrie REUBZ for being late and causing u to wait... so sorrie... hehe den we went to that YWCA that is like hidden. DAMN.. took some time to find it...

part 2 on THE KIDS!... to be continued...

Part 2: The Kids

Ok... after getting to the YWCA and found our destination, KY and Reubz settled down and intro ourselves to the kids, while i tried to pacify a crybaby. Anyway after a while that gurl, Shanice and lata, her friend, isabelle came along. Isabelle is a terrible gurl, no manners, no courtesy and very naughty, but on the other side, some innocence and carefree that u can find in a child. Although the room we were in was known as PEACE room, inside it was total CHAOS! wow... realli got a headache.. Very scary! and very tiring Imagine u have to play with 11 hyper energetic kids who dont wan to listen to anyone, but juz wan to play their own running ard game. Den u r supposed to organize and get them to play some games, but it was in vain. CAN DIE ONE!!! waahhh... damn tiring, almost pengz... HEHE.. Played with them until abt 615 b4 going off...

Reubz went for movies, while me and KY went for dinner and den after that talked a bit den went off cos he muz get home to look after his mom... sick i think...

Anyway on my way home, i was contemplating on lots of things, whether to JJ or not to, i dunno wat i was thinking off and i dunno wat i am gonna do, i felt very helpless.. Den finally, met JX online and JJ, den dunno y feel very regretful leh... den patched things up... seriously i am very sorrie, but mabbe at the moment there is a surge of hormones that caused such a reaction... Haiz... cant realli think much oso...

Yupz... within a day, so much things happened... wow?!?

Friday, November 07, 2003

Woke up today feeling moody cos of yest spill over. Didnt have the mood to take the chi exams. Haiz, took the bus to sch and when i reached sch, saw HL and Taffy, but i went to sit with shorty. After that HL say she got something to tell me, so i went over but didnt register wat she said. Maybe there shld be a break period. Everyone is tired of everybody, except me... dunno y i cant feel that... Juz felt ZERO confidence in friendship and the world.

The chinese exam was ok juz that i got seriously no mood to do the paper, so dunno will be able to perform or not. Juz hope will do well.

Anyway after that, went to the seaside and sat there alone, thinking of a lot of thing, teared a bit, but at least i felt better. Thankx ocean, thank you for listening to me.

When the world turns upon me, i still got the ocean to turn to. A good way to continue my life there, with the wind of the sea.......
Yesterday

It was another time-wasting day at TB block. Finally completed the whole presentation and started rehearsing. It is a funny sight to see pple walking ard with a tiny strip of paper chanting to themselves... hehe... Then it was our grps turn to present our project. OK i admit, as the first person to start off the whole presentation, it was nerve-wrecking, but as it progresses on, my confidence started to build up and i started to present rather smoothly, and i am proud of it. Share a secret with u all... juz imagine u r a very successful person and u r presenting to a board of powerful personels den u sure can do very well one.. Yupz.

I did an impromptu speech for abt 5 mins, and tay commented that i was very well-prepared... i was giggling at one corner at his judgement. He also commented that Taffy is confident and nervous.. how true can that be?!?

After the presentation, i stayed for a while and write a bit of chinese den i went off with MH, joined later with JX and taffy and much later weiwei. Den JX suddenly juz disappear. Me, weiwei and taffy went yishun to have lunch and den reubz joined us lata.

After lunch, we proceeded to Burger King to study, till abt 5 something, den i went home. As i got home, went online den discussed abt the movie thingy with reubz and wanted to get pple to go... called baoz, and she said she will KIV, den asked MY. Haiz shldnt have asked her, even though i knew they were going out. If not that wld affect the mood. I mean that piece of news came as a catalyst that catalysed the whole emotional thingy. Anyway after that felt moody and den depressed and den almost break-down. Haiz dunno, think My has found her own sky to fly and hope she finds happiness there... the old one DIED, the new one is there.

Basically that was yest, the moody part was the anti-climax! And prob, i think K is out of my world, i juz KICKED him away. probably from today onwards, i dont know anyone previously known as K!

Thursday, November 06, 2003

Woke up with a shock today, to realise that i didnt save my presentation that i had worked all night, wat a bummer. Not only did i had not enough sleep, i had to re-do my whole presentation again. ARGH! Woke up at 730 today, and got to sch at abt 9 and started to continue to re-do my presentation at the TB block. Was sweating like mad there lor... Had a urge to go somewhere else to do cos K was there, but i didnt have time anyway most of the pple at TB bore grudges towards K, so i stayed there.

When i was doing the presentation, Aloy dropped by and chatted with me.. that FM god!... wa kao... ZAI man!... and oso ECONS god... muz find him for tuition. hehe... anyway after he left, i was like left hanging there, dunno to finish my stuff up of juz go eat den go home, cos i was straving then, den JX that grp came back, and we went for lunch b4 going home.

On the way to the bus stop, we were talking abt lots of stuff and had a fun time chatting with them, if not for the stupid laptop that is so heavy and the drizzly rain.

When i got home, i cleaned the hse up and continued my presentation till charmed...
wow charmed is still so fascinating... getting to like paige more, she got her style i muz say.

Luckily, i just finish the presentation juz some 10 mins ago.. so decided to blog today up b4 going to bed.. hehe cya pple tmr

HOPE I DONT GET PISSED!

Tuesday, November 04, 2003

Today is basically a slacking day. Got back Chinese results and i must say that i am shocked by my 55/70 for zhuo wen... luckily i got A1. hehe... den the rest of the chinese lessons were squandered away. Lata was PW, PW and more PW... had the technical run and tried out our slides. They were quite ok. Then, went for maths lecture, by James... haiz.. very very nice teacher and will miss him lots... After that was GP, got back my papers and i am pleased with my compre, but saddened by my compo, but nonetheless, it was ok overall. Mrs Nair sat down and taught us a game of "kidnapped" in malay. It was very fun playing with her and she has been a very very very very very nice GP teacher. Will mis her lots too. Den it was maths when i got back my papers, i was very pleased to see a B grade for my maths. It is very gratifying to see such grades... HEHE.

Today is realli a very gratifying day... Hope everyday can be this fun and enriching! ok now is back to PW!... ARGH!
If you have a bee in your hand, what do you have in your eye? BEAUTY is in the eye of the bee - holder. DAMN LAME!
hai yoh now damn LAME now is like chinese lesson and everyone seem to be meddling with the com. And i am blogging BIG time... hehe. Some more right in front of the teacher some more.. HAHA. Haiz i think the teacher very ke lian, like talking to herself.

Monday, November 03, 2003

Today, we got back our results. It is realli a emotional challenging and breath-taking day.
Let me slowly recount this eventful day.

OK firstly, I woke up with a slight headache, but that is not realli gonna affect my day although it is rather irritating. Next, i missed that 650's 852 and i had to wait for 851 and den change a bus 74 b4 i could get to sch. This was when my headache worsened, wat a bummer. Anyway, when i reached sch, i went str to asembly square and found HL and Serene and Baoz there chattering away, so i went to BA GUA.. HEHE...

First period is maths, hmm james wasnt here, so it was basically a free period. i went to a classroom to settle some PW stuff and den pple start entering. Heard abt K's serious problem, and den JX and HL started to conflict, den HL left in a huff. MY chased after her and i did, but i tot i was rather childish so i went back and msged her instead. (SMS travels faster than words) hehe... Anyway, after i smsed her, HL replied that J got retained, den i was like SHOCKED!... really stood rooted w/o the energy to even response. When i regained my sense, i rushed down to the canteen to realli get my facts right, and to my horror, J got news of it and she ran off crying.. apparently... JUZ HOPE SHE IS ALRITE!!

After that was PE, when they played floorball. It looked very fun and i wanted to try, but rather not in the end, cos my headache seemed to swell. After that was econs and we got back our papers... I was rather pleased with my econs results and so i made my day... HL also gave me some pills, and it realli cured my headache. Chem lecture followed, and as usual, it was boring, partly becoz i didnt bring my notes. During chem i was persuading and encouraging JX to take 4 subs next yr, and dont waste a chance lor. HOPE HE TAKES MY ADVICE...

Oh this is the most interesting part. IT WAS CIVICS, when we got back our results slip, and i was elated when i saw my results... I GOT 100 PERCENTILE for chinese and it is an A1.. YEAH!!! den i got 2A and 2 AO passes so i am able to take 4 subs next yr fair and square. YEAH! ALthough my results weren't that fantastic, but it is still quite good to me, consider the amt of hardwork i put in. ELATION!

lata on that day, was juz giving back the chem paper, and basically slack, went to borrow laptops and blah... juz so slack, wats interesting was SH and her farny usuage of the computer! HEHE laughed my lungs out... damn farny lor... hehe

went home with HL and DQ... when i got home, i was busy preparing my mom's stuff cos she leaving for thailand today for vacation and do charity work. HOW I WISH I CAN GO, if not for PW. oh ya talk abt PW, tmr still got tech-run and everything had to be done by then.. how much more stress can they implant on us?!?!?

Then when my mom left, i was feeling very empty in myself and realli hope that my mom will have a safe and plesant trip!...

chatted all night at the same time did PW and learnt alot of stuffs from george, royston and reubz... OH YA REUBZ GOT HIS OWN BLOG!!!!.. Yeah gotta check it out...
chatted on lots of things and i kinda pity K now, when i am suppose to be angry with him.. haiz... dunno wat to feel!!

Anyway, tmr is a new day fer me to explore, and i kinda anticipate for tomorrow's arrival, cos i can go chinese and know my grades... which is of utmost importance to me!!.. i wanna know how well i did... yeah!

Sunday, November 02, 2003

PW!!!... Today is so PWish, drown among the pool of information i have to process before regurgitating them out on powerpoint. Woke up very early, like abt 8 something feeling so want-to-get-back-to-sleep, but still have to force myself up. DAMN.. i hate this feeling. Anyway caught digimon and it was very nice. Isn't is still fascinating to watch such childish yet entertaining shows? To me, it is...

Later on, I went Taffy's hse with MY and WL to do PW... slacked for a while b4 we started on PW. WE got the outline of wat we are suppose to present out and started mingering with the powerpoint presentation. Spent almost more than an hour on trying to get the cover page out. It is acceptable, but not very nice i must say. But nvm, we will perfect it as we go along.

For lunch, we ate at CAVANA chicken. My fav place for chickens... hehe yar and wanted to try out this green tea ice-cream from KFC, but WL and MY said it was disgusting, so i gave it a miss.

Den it was back to PW again but this time was half-heartedly, as everyone is do tired and sleepy alreadi.. So we roughly finish up the presentation hap-hazardly and went home to touch up on our individual stuff.

Ya,, thats abt it... Feeling damn tired now and sleepy and still a little vex... hope tomorrow will be a better day... ;)
Sian diao!... Did some changes to the layout of my blog, and found that it was back to original today! Argh... damn pissed by this. Now, i have to find some time to rectify the image of this blog.