Friday... Hmmmz well it was a bunjeeeeeeee jumping experience for me. I totally experienced o a varied spectrum of emotions, from total depression, disconsolate, despondent, woebegone blah blah in the morning to somewhat a little more cheerful, a little more tinge of joy in the afternoon, to in the end normality. Haha, i feel so inpredictable. Wadeva the case, i have finally tide thru the phase and kinda like zhen zhuo qi lai le. In retrospect, i feel justified for all that i felt cos i think its fully alrite for me to get pissed and slowyl evolving into such spectra of emotions. During that period, i kinda like told myself to dispel this negativity and embrace wad happiness can bring, but somehow it was so intense that i was paralysed by it.
My tots ran wild and i cam up with this.
Yourself...
In this world of more than half a dozen of billions of people, its so congested that physically u r never alone. Loneliness occur when people feel spiritually, emotionally and mentally empty, but come to think of it, u can never be alone even in those intangible cases. There is always yourself accompaning you. Have you ever wonder y is there you and yourself? Its obvious that you and yourself are the embodiment of the final you, closely knitted and intertwined. When you are fellin sad, "yourself" will be feelin the exact same thing as u, likewise, when "yourself" is feelin down, you feel the same too. In fact, by feelin sad and down, you are torturing you and yourself, which ultimately inflicts double the agony upon ur final embodiment. Wads the point anyway? On the contrary, happiness and also be doubled when you experience joy, elation and everything plesant. Isnt that better than agony? I was thinkin so in depth abt this matter that i kinda communicated with myself (in you its "yourself"), and came to a compromise of trying to feel less agony and attempt to be happy. So this is a formula for you and yourself. ")
Enuf of philosophies, went to catch jux like heaven with yk and chan, it was the usual romance comedy, which i personally think its cliche, but never boring. Its always the same thing plot, but never, never repetitive. At least i can feel some uniqueness abt the film and i am quite please with it. But can there ever be a movie without evil villians or baddies? or izzit essential for this perpectuating duality to be present in these movies so as to make movies work out? One way or another, i guess that is right. Oh well, i might jux as well think of a story plot w/o that ba...
After the movies, went to this esprit outlet at NP and the merchandise there were going at very reasonable prices... bought a shirt, while chan laments over the fact that he is too skinny for any clothes there to fit him (LOL). Returned home with yk and chen to my house for dinner and watched sky high, courtesy of yk and ck. Again, the usual superhero show which i think its a bit corny.
Yupz... shall end here with a quote by the erm.. Me and myself.
"The joy of one, defines the happiness of both.
The sun shines on one, dictates the growth of both."
