Sunday, October 23, 2005

I muz say that the whole of last week was prob the most enriching week i ever had. Apparently many of life's true agenda came upon me as i uncover the mystics of of my presence or should i say everyone's presence in this green globe.

Life aint no easie-peasie thingy that u can play with. There are motives and goals to set our sights to, and everything happens for a reason and everyone appears for a reason. To attain our goals, some people stoop down to the most dispicable methods, hurting and causing emotional stress to others, while some other people earn their way to the top thru sheer determination and extraordinary strength, which is adored by others. I was enlightened on the fact that there are the selfish, self-interest maniac around that are those stooping to down-right dirty methods, who wouldn't even flinch at the cost of sacrificing other people's erm... EVERYTHING. Back-stabbing, bad-mouthing, things that make u feel terrible will befall on u if u r not careful of whom u mix with. Its the same old cliche "the society is a very complicated network of traps" thingy that is constantly drilled into me, of which i kinda ignore without much attention. However, till recently have i only got to realise the very essence of this cliche and kinda paid more attention to it.
When things don't go smoothly or as plan, or when events happen that pisses u off, endure... for the rainbow after the rain. Keep the positive thinking up and dispel all negativity. For only this will you be able to keep yourself happie and contented, satisfied and enlightened.

All right, on a lighter note, i have been training and training had paid off with results that i am quite contented with. I am esp. happie to see improvements thru my own hardwork. YEAh!
Oh ya... watched wedding planner and i am totally blown away by all the intricate colours complemented beautifully by distinctive contours, all the natural settings that are so beautiful and serene. I love those silverware used for dining and the different themes and costumes and music. It is so perfect, such an ideal professionalism that i aspire to possess. That is a far-away dream that never seem to be able to realise... unless I believe...