Gee... its like a wild morning today with everything running amuck, my hair, my clothes, chicken meat and even emotions... guess i can't handle so much things at a time... or prob i need a distraction from all these diversifications of problems and YUCKS! i hate that...

got ready for some parade for some day... i was quite reluctant to attend but apparently i ahve no choice unless i am on duty which i am not! The parade was quite short with a menagerie of berets displayed under the warm sunlight. It was alrite and we kinda left quite early after that... now i am back in my comfy office with the air-con blasting right at my face... *whew*...

Fingers crossed now... jux hope that i can get a half day off today from my superiors!!!

had a dinner treat from my superior today at sakae... it was more of like a farewell dinner for shaun and moses... and btw... good luck to both of you and take care... will be missin u lots!

went GIANT to grab some BBQ stuff.. den went home...

Hmmm... had realli tot abt a lot of things and juz got saddened by events that happened and passed by along the way... i mean i know that i am easily affected but... i have realli tried for the past week to suppress everything under a peaceful act... i dont feel good...esp after losing another two more gd friend from my office... its juz like sch where we have to part... but leaving is always so hard... now it seems like i am all alone.. its hard...

It was a good time for all of us i think, to sit down and laugh about silly stuff and recount all the outrageous things that happened back in school. i feel sad that that is now a closed chapter of my life, and that this period of time shared with this group of people has been subconsciously relegated to being fragments of the past as i go about mapping out my future. looking ahead, it is sad to think that the path ahead may or may not cross these people's as much as i would like, but i guess i can take comfort in precious memories of the past

Gee.. its early in the morning and i got nothing to do... stayed in for the past two days and it had been quite an experience... i mean its like taking me to the zoo for the first time and let my imagination and fantasy of the place run wild... i had expectations and my prerogative of imagination but some turned out to be boogy while others turned out to be something quite expected... but overall its like a 7 stars out of 10... but i wld think twice b4 staying in again... its like realli troublesome to get food and cumbersome to get all my stuff in... imagine dragging half ur closet to camp.. wonderful? i think not... but some might think of it as some make over of ur own wardrobe *disgusting will it be*...

okie den.. its like wednesday and its charrrrrmed day... its jux so exciting and anticipating to realli get to watch the serial... i am so addicted... anyway shall end my morning yawn here and cya soonz...

To all.. have a good morning and take care..

*Is giving up the little quirks and eccentricities in exchange for normality a good thing? Is it absolutely necessary to lose certain parts of ourselves in order to grow?* think abt it??