Hmm... feeling super stressed out these few weeks, especially so when i've gotten back some results which were devastating, like almost ground shattering kind... gosh... i really have to buck up...

Sometimes, as a way of trying to think things through in a motivational way, i would tell myself that all these things arent really that difficult, which really isn't, its just that i'm not putting in enough effort. I mean i just need to put in my effort to really work things out and i am sure i can do it.

So now, i'm rather motivated to work hard and i'll continue to do so until i can hit the target that i'm setting, to pursue a dream and not give up half-way (although many a time i thought of doing so, which i know ITS WRONG and i should never have done that).

well, on the bright side, i had super cheap azabu sabo ice cream in school. 2 scoops for $3.90 when the original price is like $5+... super cheap and i had it for 2 consecutive days... ops...