hmmz... today econs mock test... HORRIBLE!!! but expected la... nvm, shall work hard now. Den after that, went to the study table there to do work with SC, SF, WK and YK... den chatted lots more than we did work haha.. but it was fun la... talking to them and relaxing esp after an exam...

After that, we went to meet boo and joel at somerset before we go to joel's club to do work out at the gym and then played table tennis... woah! damn tiring leh... then later, went to snacked out at long john's silver and then wanted to eat swenson de ice-cream... budden there was this long queue... so suan le... wed den eat ba... after tt went home le..

Waited for the 7pm YI TIAN TU LONG JI!!! Oh My god... my favourite show... still thinks my ou xiang is suitable for gu chuang xi... OH MY GOD! He is juz so zai!! oh my... juz like in huan zhu ge ge... oh my... but this time got all the wu gong involved!!! wa juz totally my fav le... fav on top of fav on top of fav... wa... i like super HAPPIE!!!! haha... i oso wanna learn jiu yang shen gong and all the very zai shen gong... haha... wu xia xiao shuo is my FAV!!!! my god... i rmb yi tian tu long movie by jet lee and i am totally hooked to it le... but when the CD for this yi tian tu long comes out, even though is sg production, I WILL CONFIRM buy it one... think su you peng more suitable for guai guai and short hair and gu chuang... gu chuang ROX!!!

I WAN GU CHUANG TOO!!!! i dont mind wearing that... even if i have to parade in front of everybody and it is PINK!!! haha

Hmmz... felt kinda down today, which i dunno y too?!?!?

Think i am overly-stressed liaoz... Econs mock test this sat, Napfa tmr, and just lots and lots of things... and i have been self-consoling myself for the whole afternoon...

Luckily i juz broke the news abt me REALLI lousy results to me parents and tot wld surely get a scolding but i didnt.. instead they juz encourage me lor... HENG AR!!! although i feel very guilty now... but that is one thing off my mind.

Hmmm... organized me econs file, juz to find it so THICK!!! argh... full of contents and concepts... JIA YOU LE!!!!! studied some econs and ya... juz feel so unprepared... mabbe is my mood for today ba... *sObZZzzZ*

Was thinking abt the Napfa tmr... wonder how i will fare (even though I KNOW how i will fare)... but in any case, i have been an wei-ing myself... and ping ming do dumbells... sian diao...
I am juz paradoxical now la... on one hand, if i manage to pass Napfa tmr, i will not go in early, which is a good thing, and can spend more time with family and friends, but after tt go into some company where everyone is so strong and fit, den it wld be terrible, and very easy get sabo-ed...
Den on the other hand, if i not pass tmr Napfa, i will go in early, but my company will be some lousy, slack slack kind, den i can be the fittest there and not get sabo-ed that easily... oso can familiarize myself with the environment there blah blah blah... but the thing is i spend lesser time outside that darn camp... hmm so fan ar fan ar!!!!
it kinda turns into a phobia after so long and it fear and uncertainty sets in, hindering results and progress... wats more, added stress: everyone ard me are passing Napfa but me... ARGH!!!

So i juz try to shun qi zhi ran... in anycase... i CAN'T!!! argh!!!

hmmz... national was juz national dae.. nuthing much... Singapore Idol juz sux!!.. although some can really sing... mabbe i wld watch some.. but not all...

today went to sch after the long weekend.. realize things!... shall work on some issues

woohoo.. this is me 100th blog! memorable... so gonna blog this unforgettable blog!!!

mundane day at first... used the whole morning + afternoon to do physics... then ard 5 liddat, me went for tuition. At ard 730, when me tuition ended, me and boo rushed all the way to esplanade to watch the fireworks festival... a farn thing is tt LM asked me to buy that thing... den tot it was very farny... haha.. nvm when we reached there... it was juz bustling with human crowd and the place is juz CONGESTED!!! woah!!! den me and george was like FRANTICALLY trying to call LM they all to see where r they.. budden in the end, didnt get to watch the fireworks with them... but the fireworks were MAGNIFICANT! so nice... it is as if it is telling a story... the small ones... the golden spiral ones... the continuous display of constant blast of colours... u r juz AWED!! i was totally stunned by that awesome show... den pple were so high lor... and STINKY too... haha

Later, was still frantically trying to get to they all... den FINALLY!!! boo got thru and he went to meet them! thank god... haha... den we squeezed thru the crowd to get to gardien to get *** yea den went to the bras besar Macs to eat and talk... wanted to party at the stage there one... budden hungry le... so went to eat... Benny joined us later... den later after eating went home... and say this couple doing some obscene stuff which LM commented on so loudly tt the guy diaozed us... kaoz... den went home...

HAO LEI ar... budden keep going out with the clique doesnt make me sian diao... juz make me miss them even more... haha

D'euqilco!