Back from chalet... Had fun laughed ard... and yupz.. tried to enjoy!...

I sat for SAT on sat... wat a nice awy to start this off, woke up early in the morning, and my dad drove me to that place, st francis methodist school and i got there like 715? when the reporting time shld be at 8? wateva, went there, found a seat on the stony, classy stairways and waited for reubz to come. Den Jess came and we chatted and saw some aunties taking SAT.. i was like OMG even aunties come compete with us... congrats man.. Haha.. den finally reubz came and the three of us juz went to take a queue and went into the classroom...

wat i muz say is the magnificance of the school, bu kui shi private sch.. haha so well-facilitated... and so juz very nice... den it was the start of SAT... the lady took a long time juz to check the particulars of one classroom of 20 pple? den finally a long mundane list of instructions that juz dont get into my head for goodness sake! i had to ask her so many times that she was like diaoing me... but sorrie lor.. is me first time of coz muz kiasu a bit ritez.. haha.. den proceed on to the test... the maths section was relatively easier than the verbal part which was like OMG... haha doomsday? left a few blanks here and there, being paranoid of getting my marks deducted... haha.. (yawnz..) tired.. shall type tmr.. nitez..

Sianz... totally with the christmas cheers thingy. But still, i went down and crapped ard, exerting energy that equivilant to a almost dead person.. (choy!!!)... Anyway, didnt sell much, coz wasnt in the mood cos tmr is SAT!.. is like so amazing?!?!?

Haha, the wonderful part was to miss two hrs of Fann and my weekly dosage of reality TV, survivor for a wonderful wedding dinner... ain't that great?

The wedding dinner was like a gathering of our cousins and relatives... so fun, having to laugh and smile heartily, fa zi nei xin de xiao... With coincidence, Nick Poon is actually somehow, probably, thru a long line, related to me... cos the groom is me jiu jiu and the bride is his cousin... so qiao... hehe... yar, chatted a lot of the old days, esp he is a debater who rattles non-stop.. heeh so farny.. and yar to NICK.. ( wat lousy photographic skills u have, so juz drop the cam and get on back to talking yeah..) The dinner was delicious and wow... never had i ate so heartily and i was like very happie for me jiu jiu and yupz... jia you on getting me a baby cousin.. haha

Tried to study a bit for SAT, but didnt realli did much, cos too happie and too hip ( cos of drinking 3 glasses of red wine)... haha

Yeah todat beri accomplished... earned 800+ today... hehe haha...

watched wu yian de ai and had new lessons learned from it too.. yupz...

TREASURE WAT U HAVE

Woke up like 7 in the morning and rushed down to Suntec to do some stock-taking for the pple... and i was like beri tired liaoz, den rushed down to TPY...

Did CIP again!! at the Iconnect with Jael, JL, serene, weiwen and K... anyway went there and i was teaching this slower-in-learning student... supposed to be in pri 3 but he cant realli do pri1 stuff... I taught him from 10-12, and coached him, hoped he still remembers. He is frinedly and has lots of things to share, but could only relate to me in chinese, cos his english isnt that good yet. From this boy, he realli made me realise how xing fu i am, having the ability to learn much more easily, and oso dont need to chi ku. Seriously, i shld fan xing fan xing... realli is sheng zai fu zhong bu zhi fu... left me thinking abt treasuring things i have and not losing them, but sometimes, as i reiterate, it is circumstantial and not wat i can control, porbably is oso emotions and hormones??... let things take its due course...

Later went for lunch and came back to slack... Talked to Jael and knew some insights...jia you Jael... anyway, after that, we ate and talked... and den played games with the kids b4 going off, totally drained and beat!!!.. (yawnzz)... den went home and watched BEN YUE... waaaa all the shen xian thingy and stuff juz never fail to fascinate me... awe me... hehe

Den watched Wu Yian De Ai... still so zhen fen ren xing... totally like that show... realli showed bravery and the pride of doctors and nurses.. i salute to u!!! (SALUTE!!!!!!!!)...now got a chong dong to be doctor or something related to bai yi tian shi... haha... Today when xiao yun contracted SARS, and wat fann said realli banged into my heart, and i am realli touched by it... WO MEN MEI YOU FANG QI NI, NI YE BU NENG FANG QI WO MEN!!!
waaaa, morale booster. realli... i muz not fang qi!! even though others fang qi mi!! I muz JIAN QIANG!

missed charmed cos like watched so many times liaoz.. and BENNY is back.. welcome welcome... :)

Oh ya... initially didnt wan to go today for the CIP, cos got K go.. but anyway i went cos i muz commit.. den went there and didnt realli care much... juz normal, didnt go and care abt him... but when he ask something muz answer den answer lor...

No anger, No disappointment, no nothing... izzit realli the end? Totally numb and feelingless... hmm.. pri sch... very luan... but forget it la.. go and think abt it fer wat??

Almost finished Qiong Yao's bk.. so gan ren.. ying wei and ling feng... wa... ai qing is so wei da yet so tong ku... bei gan jiao ji, zi nu wu chang...

WO MEI YOU FANG QI NI, NI YE BU NENG FANG QI WO

First day at chirstmas cheers... wat an eye-opener... sold things to pple.. I esp. love the bears, they are so cute and so sellable. haha, i was like so tempted to buy one myself. Then did some stock-taking and did accounts. (YaWnZzZzZzZzZ..) beri tired but very accomplished...

Was there almost the whole day with reuben.. den lunch with him at some NYDC restaurant. haha the food was nice, the ambience was nice, juz that the portion was too filling, and i wanted to regurgitate (nicer than puke) hehe...

Tired!!

woh!.. Today is a very hectic day. Started the day at 8! went to tanjong pagar with Roy to collect some stuff den went to Suntec to deposit the stuffs...

Den went to Toa Pa Yoh to do CIP at Iconnect.. something like day-care centre kinda thing, got there den we were suppose to paint a beri big back-drop kind of thing for their performance... so the six of us started to do.. den got sianz of it.. so, me, MH and taffy went to play hop-scotch.. haha so fun.. so tong nian fun!.. haha.. den later, went to slack while the children sleep..

Den basically played with the children.. like poison ball.. den they had like so much fun screaming den playing with the ball.. haha... but they were fun-loving and better fun..

I am BEAT!.. i still have tomorrow to go.. JIA YOU!..

the busier i am, the lesser i will think... muz make myself very busy.. try to numb myself

Do homework... and tot abt stuffs... Hwee chatted with me and enlightened me on lots of things last friday after i watched survivor...

Saturday was ok... PIA the whole night juz to get some deco of the Interact booth done, coz they suddenly wan to open the stall today!!!

Oh today was beri fun... My jiu jiu got married.. and i am one of their closer kins.. den went over to his hse and ate like crazy, esp after abt a week of abstaining from this and that.. hehe
Chatted with my aunt, teacher in RGS.. former form teacher of serene... haha.. she was shocked such coincidence happened

Chatted with her, knew more abt JC stuff and uni thingy... had more insights.. and she gave me quite a number of encouragement.. like to have her company.. Den my jiu jiu also take some time off and chatted with us.. haha

den played UNO and computer games.. yada.. yada...yada...

Came home.. watched wu yian de ai.. got some tots from it... treasure wat u had... sent me into whirls of tots... Muz treasure wat we have now... wat a thinking.. although cliche, but it is the most fundamental feeling any careless human will miss out... i lose stuffs juz becoz i didnt treasure them, but sometimes, so much so i wanna treasure them, it is still not within my reach... not that i can control... Circumstantial influence...

Wu yian de ai realli let me see things from many angles, and it is very gan ren.. lots of the characters died... BERI ke lian... realli... i juz get more and more gan dong as each epi pass by.. so beri touching.. getting hooked to it..

Today is very teary.

Morning and afternoon was sianz.. talked to Royston and George.. and wished George goodbye.. (BYE!!!!)...

Watched the last epi of holland V. OMG is so gan ren... esp when siting ren wanwan as her mother... waaaa.. i teared that once... The last part when they revealed the "answer", it was rather comical, den trying-to-end-the-show kinda feeling... corny in fact.. haha. BUT all in all Holland V is beri nice.. although i missed some parts of the show...

Then after that is like sian diao again... i packed my stuffs, and planned my timetable.. for lots of stuffs see.. Lots of stuffs to do...

Den is Wu Yian De Ai... wah... xiao liao died... i teared.. beri sad.. esp during the ai dao hui. (sobz).. the rest were quite interesting... den during commercials, i switched to central and watched some documentary on some realli weird curses and hexes stuff... kinda interesting... True relationship seen in Wu Yian De Ai, i realli admire that... that sincerity, that responsiblity... that is so real!

Next is Survivor, my daily dosage of reality TV...my fav play is T and D. the HAted one is JON!! he is a downright F*****!!! i cant help but scold that despicable RAT! Juz to get some advantage and win some reward challenge, he made use of the pple's feelings and emotions and played with their feelings... WTH!!! lied to the other tribemates that his gandma died... and they were all sad for him.. and gave him their chance to see their loved ones... WTH! i tell u i almost went into the TV and smashed him up into pulp!

T was out... so sad (SOBZ) that piece of shit shld go... DAMN IT!!! waaaa me so gek!..

Good news... I am not angry with anyone anymore... no point... irresponsible punk! found out that angry wld solve anything.. juz be happie :).... will hermitification help????

Early in the morning went to the cake house to collect the cakes, so can pass them to Taffy and let the children eat. When i got there, the uncle said i have to wait for an hour more... so i stoned ard there and watched a few old pple play chess. They feel so free, no fan nao, nothing... juz free!

After collecting the cakes, passed them to Taffy, and went Queenways to meet JGR. george wanted to buy shoes... den we walked rnd queensway from abt 12 something to 2... den after tt, went to people's park OG to shop.. haha so fun.. George siao liao... Next, went to bukit batok... den went to some ulu pet shop.. haha.. so cute the baby rabbits.. juz love them... wanted to go the cafe near that pet shop to chat over some coffee... but it was close.. so we went back to westmall... initially decided on coffeebean, budden we went into the shopping centre to walk ard... den saw kym ng and her food show.... twice liaoz... haha.. anyway den we settled for swensen... hehe... Then from kym ng, heard that xu ruo xuan coming... but the no. of pple there is still pathetic.. only like got a thin lining of pple.. DOTZ!

Anyway ate some vegetarian stuff at swensen coz the rest i cannot eat... den i secretly ate ice-cream!! WOAH! song... esp after a long period of "fasting".. hehe

Den went walking rnd the westmall and shouted at kym ng and vivienne xu.. so farny.. haha

Still sick... wonder when will i recover... does it have anything to do with emotions?

I WISH I WERE YOUNG AND INNOCENT AGAIN... UNTAINTED BY THE WORLD AND COMPLICATIONS

These few days been sick and down... thought of a lot of things... Lamenting over the loss of lots of things...

Have i been generous or stupid to give up?

Have i been realli blur?

GENERAL LIFE:
EIFUs approach life with enthusiasm and energy. Highly creative and adventurous, they excel at initiating projects and getting them off the ground. However they may not be quite as good at bringing every project through to completion. EIFUs value warm, friendly
relationships, and can mistake a more matter-of-fact approach as rudeness or hostility. They value communication and personal growth and their close friendships are
characterized by openness and honesty. EIFUs are creative problem solvers
with the ability to improvise and see possibilities in all situations.

LOVE LIFE:
Even though two people from any type can enjoy a healthy relationship, EIFU's ideal partner is the IITS, or the IIFS.

WORK LIFE:
Typical EIFU Career Paths: Consultant, Marketer, Psychologist/Counselor, Entrepreneur, Actor, Teacher, Counselor, Politician/Diplomat, Writer/Journalist, Television Reporter, Human
development/Human Resources, Clergy/Religious Worker, Engineer, Art director,
Musician/composer.

Today, I went to see the doctor. The doc said tt i am having an internal fever.. muz be grounded at home for 2-3 dys... kelian lorz... i had to miss George Bdae celebrations.. so sad!... Then lata... they said they wanted to come my hse to play and cut cake.. den i was so happie!!!... den i went to buy his presents... blue cd and SHE cd. When they came to my house, george got attracted by the computer and started playing with it... while me royston and joel played the stupid UNO madness... haha.. so farny..

Den cut cake and give presents and took lots of photos... haha... so cute after tt den went for dinner... wanted swensen but i cannot eat.. in the end went food court.. haha.. den we took bus to the cake shop to get cakes for george den went home...

HAHA... today so fun... probably in this point of time.. i get such fun time only from them... haiz...

CO camp (DAY 1)

Woke up today den went sch at 930... in case the small gate closes...Met JGR at 1100, den we went coro for lunch and stocked up on our food source at NTUC. Royston went to borrow ghost ship to scare us for night trail... so dotz... den we were late and got diaoz by tek. Juz Our Luck!

Anyway the first item of the camp was the STUPID ALL-TIME HATED SHOW!!! RUDI.. wa kao.. everyone watch until pengz.. can die one.. still have after movie sharing session... even worse lor. KONG BU!!!

Den he wanted us for PT... waaaa everyone scolded him like siao.. so farny.. den we were late.. and LM still stroll in.. stupid bimbo.. den we did PT.. as in stretching! dotz...After that had games..

I MUZ SAY!!!! This yr Excos are good man... the games were very fun and interesting... not to mention intriguing and dirty and fun-filled. LAUGHTER and everything... totally fun lor. The first is Matrix... quite toot but fun.. den is the ABC game.. muz get words out by moving ard... beri fun lor.. muz think and mvoe ard... teamwork!!.. still got the telematch muz bite apple and flour thing... wa all so fun and farny den still got some animal games.. muz dun and dun... haha LM the farniest one.. dotz...

After that, went to LT5 to bath.. so farny.. first time bath in sch den the me aloy george and chin ran were like guarding each other haha..

After bathing is like eat dinner... den the whole sch beri dark and got a bit scary liaoz... after dinner is the stupid and LAME night trail... first is LM and Aloy grp go.. den me george and the rest all sian diao and sat there watching the ghost ship.. when i watched it b4... den yingjia and rouxi were like i dont dare.... haha... den we waited fer 2 hrs lor... den is our turn... sianz... starting muz blind-fold ourselves.. den the excos guide us on our trail... then they start to kajiao us and attempt to scare us.. but i always thwart their plan... i screamed so loudly that the cant do anything... basically the whole night trail is to scare us one... is like so dotz... but i wasnt scared... i juz scream for fun and irritate them.. den got one part... we were led to the TC block... Wah!!! Very creepy, how i know? (coz i can see thru the blindfold... it is a bit transparent hehe..) den all the way up to the top floor.. and we were suppose to go inside the girls toilet to feel some stuff.. i was the first... and i smelt dou fu so i guess i would be feeling some of those... and voila!.. the first "thing" i touched was the tou fu... they are supposed to feel like some squashed brain.. and i am suppose to go "eeew"... but i went "huh? tou fu???" The second one was grapes or something like tt... was suppose to feel like eyeballs.. haha and i purposely SQUASHED some... so farny... den still got noodles and some other stuffs... haha... den after washing hands, they starting to splash water at us. I went out of the toilet and offed the lights.. den everyone started to scream... HAHA!! so farnY! After that, the trail ended... it was like 11 something liaoz... anyway after that, we had a little de-brief, and we went back to our dormatories and got all our food and game out of the locker, preparing for a night of fun! We packed the place up and starting to play cards and started feasting on the food. When the excos returned from their baths, they said that TEK wanted a spot-check. Den anyone caught will have to run two runs round the track... it was like duh! But it got everyone so paranoid and everyone started preparing to sleep, except for us. LM, YX, Eunice were sleeping in the neighbouring classroom. We were like also preparing for the TEK visit. We locked the door and off all lights, but let the OHP on... and started to eat cup noodles while waiting for TEk... We oso played cards la... the guys... Den at abt 1 something, when we somehow feel that the coast is clear, we got the gurls to come over and we starting to party!... WoHOO!!! (not to mention with Alvin snoring beside) haha.. den after a while, Aloy told the bunch of us ghost stories, abt NJCO.. and we all guessed the person is Teo Hwee, which is true... wa damn scary... almost freaked everyone out.. hehe... den after that, we continued playing till abt 3 something.. den everyone went to sleep.


CO Camp (Day 2)

Woke up at 6 early in the morning... wa kao! We were suppose to report at the grand stand for PT... SIAN DIAO!!!! anyway we brushed up and den went for syncronized running round the track for 6 rounds and the TEK wan me to lead in singing songs... which is like DUH!!!... ALOY got whoot too... haha... den did lots of stupid warm-ups and cool-down... which is like DOTZ... anyway after that was the PATHETIC breakfast, only got some unheard-of-jam and white bread.. and orange syrup.. how 'good' can that be.. haha den we played a little bit of cards and prepared for the CO practice.. after dat is some sharing sessions and some team work games... got to know more pple better like that "WA PIANG" shu fen.. wa kao... she damn farny... coz me to laugh uncontrollably... den we have to contribute ideas to make CO a better CCA, and TEk did a psychologic test on all of us... haha that was fun la... and we played a team work game...

After all these, we had to get back to our dormatories, and pack the place up, so that TEk can check... during the check, we muz stand at attention in one row... like military check like that... which is like DOTZ!!!.. den we got pumped by him, cos joel moved ard w/o his permission!!! how DUH!!!! can that be... nvm... then finally!!! BREAK CAMP!!!... but i think if not for TEK, this is a very very very very interesting and fun-filled camp... and everyone wished it would last for another 1 day and night oso nvm.. den everyone was like a bit bu she de... haiz... but all things have to come to an end... haha...

Me, Joel and royston walked out of sch together and was cursing TEK along the way... Den suddenly got one " WEAH.. DENG YI XIA" at first i tot it was Alvin or someone else... but it was TEK!!! wah.. i got shocked lor... den he walked with us all the way to the HC bus stop.. and kept asking me lots of questions... KONG BU... den later at the bus stop, he kept sa jiaoing to us to pei him take 74 together.. we were like eeew... stop that... but everyone as in me royston yongxin and yanzhen took 852... heck care him... HAHA

ALL IN ALL, THE CAMP IS DAMN FUN... GOOD JOB EXCO... WE LOVE IT!!!! another unforgettable experience!!

It was meetings all the way... walked ard a lot almost till my legs broke... went from NJ to aljunied. After that went to Novena to get something, lata, met JGR for lunch at Lido, den went shopping ard, after they left, i walked all the way to Suntec to met the excos for meeting. When i got there, it was still early, so i walked ard suntec. After meeting, wet to amk blk 625, with Mel and walked ard... den went home...

A gd friend said that i am still in my dream world.. afraid that i will get hurt.. Tot abt it and think it is quite true.. i am afraid of getting hurt.. so i avoid...

I am afraid of pple saying somethings wrong and i wan to tell em but didnt.. cos i am afraid of hurting them in the process...

I have been avoidiing... have been running away... tot of starting anew... forgetting the past yr... everything the past yr... everything...

Today

There are make-up lects...

There are unfinishable things to do...

There are relentless meetings...

And a person deep in tots... waiting for the light to shine.

Yupz.. woke up to a morning start at 7 am.. and watch primetime morning... A change from cartoons.. actually, hate to admit it, but prime time morning is very nice to watch. Oh my...
After that, wanted to play basketball with Jian kai, chee long and roy, but in the end was cancelled, so i slacked in front of the TV until it was time for me to go sch for Interact meeting. Went to sch for meeting and discussed abt the christmas sheer thingy.. wateva

After that, went home.. and decided to stop by mediacorp to find out abt the media-research thingy.. guess who i saw??... WILBERT PAN!!! wahh... awesome... look shuai.. bt seemingly a bit shorter than me... hehe... he was wearing jeans and a red t-shirt... walking with his dancers i think... yeah!.. so damn cool... haha...

After that went to walk ard at northpoint and den walked home thru the MRT station..
Den i saw this very farny scene, this gurl was continuously slapping this guy realli hard.. den this guy was like hair all over his face... haha so farny. I think she slapped him for like 15s like dat... (PIAK, PIAK, PIAK, PAIk).. haha so loud somemore in the middle of the MRT station... dotz.. hehe

The rest of the dayz were spent deep in tots...

The mood of the day was set while watching Huan Zhu Ge GE... esp like the scene where xiao yan zi got angry and ou qi with wu a-ge.. so nice... and romantic.. haha... esp when there is the te xi of them... oh my till today i still love that show... YEAH!

Today, played mahjong and won abt $6.. haha... yeah.. more money to spend. Hmm extremely happie today yupz... i found a lot of long lost friends... (POPz).. so happie
It is true that u have to lose something before u find another... I lost lots but i found lots back.

Chatted with Debbie for like 1+hr and knew lots of things and we an wei each other.. yupz.. realli wish we were back to those good old dayz.. (sobz)...

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Yupz... celebrating one day after the END OF PW!.. meet boo, KY, WJ, ZH and LL at cat high to go get our ur bk.. hehe.. brough back lots of memeories.. yeah.. Lata, we went to orchard to catch the matrix... yeah... WOW!!! thats all i can say.. the animations are so damn cool... i like the machine city... man that realli rox!.. Keanu reeves the actions and fighting damn cool, but acting a bit not very up to standard. But he is my brudder cool ritez... hehe. Anyway, there is lots of things said in the show that is very philosophical.. esp wat the orcale said...The ending very beautiful, with the small gurl creating a sunrise for NEO, piously waiting for his come back... (sobz) so touching...

Yupz.. after that, went walking ard orchard and bought some scented balls...

wanted to add chinese words here, but this cant support them..
oh well...