Wednesday, August 13, 2008

Well, i would say that the past week had been very eventful, especially when i've made quite a few really big decisions and worked through a conundrum (well a little exaggerating), but yeah to emphasis the point.

I've decided to pay to release myself from a certain bind, to relish the freedom and pursue the course that i would so much like to embark on. After a golden opportunity (with lots of opportunity costs and of cos dilemma and irritating administrative nitty-grittys that i have to be confronted with), was presented to me, i couldn't help but try and give it a go, even it does mean a lot more work to be done.

I hope this serves to remind me the pains and promises that i made to myself and also to motivate me to persevere on... no matter the obstacle, no matter the hurdle... all the way

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

At this rate that i am delivering vittles in me, its so much more alarming than probably the rate of global warming. I can't believe that half a huge bar of cadbury, a packet of potato chips and some other little snacks reside within the extensive tracks of my digestive system.

What am i suppose to do? I replenish much more carbo and nutrients - that are going to turn into fats if i weren't going to use it, than i actually exhausted during my run on Sunday. So when will be the next run? I don't realli know given the busy schedule (top on the list of the most convenient excuse)...

Someone! Please push me towards the route of exercising and shedding unwanted droops and excess... or i'll fall prey to the temption of befriending bulimia...

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

Let me tell you what's HOT in town!

Everyone out there should totally catch this when its still on the big screen... Its very worth the dime AND the time spent. It's so much twist and turns, i bet it'll even surpass the meandering routes up Mount Chi-Chi. Well hold on tight to the edge of your seats, cos this is going to blow you away. For first-timers... never will you be able to fathom the preceding scene and the adrenaline just keeps on pumping. The gadget, the moves, even the costumes and the fantastical Wayne entreprise (a pity that the castle was burnt down in the first movie), prove to be a feast to the eye.

Well, another interesting fact that you should probably notice is the way Christian Bale speaks. His trademark way of speaking without actually revealing his teeth kinda intrigues people whether he actually has teeth, and when he smiles, he has the vampire-ish teeth that is so distinct, no wonder he is Batman (no Pun intended).

Ah yes... The Joker - heath ledger, did strike fear in people with his slithering tongue and his sinister laughter coupled with his excellent act, incorporating such intense psychotic-ness. It is realli a superb role well acted out... too bad he moved on, if not i would be expecting some more from him.

Oh and Rachel Dawes, shed some years off the face and you'll probably fit in better with the whole cast. Bleahx
Hmmm, some randomly random thoughts...

I actually wanted to change the blogskin to kinda bring a fresh new start of something refreshing to empower me with the motivation to include something new on it at least bidaily. But else, the inhibiting indolence in me stumped the path with such a huge rock, that i just lay and rest on it.

So, instead of just continuing resting there, might as well crave something on the rock, at least it is some change. Therefore, i've decided to explore a little of the origins of the blogskin.

Hmmm, well one thing about masquerades, is that it is one hell of a party theme. Amidst the "multicultural" diversity of the local region, we seem to lack a certain "upper east-sider" kind of lifestlye. The splurge, the fashion, the exquisites, the unfathomable luxury. Well, party has a whole new definition here than what we see. Call that americanised, but it does seem much more fun than the existing "fun".

A mask hides a million secrets, and so what's yours? What is that deep dark secret that resides deep within the layer of glamour? what is that unspeakable that awaits its day to surface beyond the dark dwelling?... That is a mystery to uncover. Perhaps the after effects of inebriation would shed some light within this darkness, but isn't there always a price to pay to know the truth? As it always is, the truth hurts... and that is also why we hide behind this masquerade...

Y.O.Y.O
Gossip Guy

Tuesday, July 08, 2008

It is always true that the higher the hopes the greater the disappointment...

Sunday, July 06, 2008

Well, i know i have not been fervently updating the blog but seriously, i do have lots of drafts stuck within the inbox waiting to be polished and uploaded... haha okie...

Well a general figure of things that is to come...
My trip to Bangkok with the Bangkies
ARTS camp as an Ocommer
My Korea trip last year (so super outdated)
My Europe trip 2 years ago ( ULTRA outdated)

and i think i might be going for SEP... as in i am not too sure about the procedure and i am not too sure if they have accepted me. I'm still lingering there. I hope i get certification soon, if not things won't probably be planned nicely.

Okie... now for my first 3 months holiday summary. I think i kinda wasted my 3 months plus being super non-productive, except for reading some stuff and spending seriously lots of money (which i have to try to earn back if i wanna have a nice SEP exp with the additional touring around europe)... Now i have around 1 month left before school starts, which means another sem of working extra harder...

Have been going out quite often for the past few days, tried many different stuff and yeah it was fun-filled, but sinful(both monetary and physically, cos of all the good food), so my resolution is to exercise a lot more!

Sunday, April 06, 2008

Well, its another season of mugging and busy planting the seeds, awaiting its harvest. It seems that i do have not much time to realli mug, so i am super determined to stay away from all the unwanted distractions... which necessarily equates to lesser computer, lesser TV and lesser of all the stuff that isn't healthy for mugging.

Oh well, that's my resolution for the month of april through early may.

Friday, March 28, 2008

It realli feels good to know that what you have been doing is moving the right way and is harvesting... well not exactly full load yet... but at least almost there. I guess this is the motivation i need to work work work and chiong ar...

Wednesday, March 05, 2008

okie... i left off somewhere ard CNY... yeah haha

Hmm... nothing much, had ICT for like over a week sparsely... yeah and i think it took the toll out of me... i was sick for like a month... yes a MONTH... can't be help especially when you are not the type that would fall sick easily, cos once you have it, it's gonna be serious... haha

I guess i am still suffering side effects of it... i can't biao all the high notes yet... well maybe i still need time for my throat to recover... and guess what... i was playing with my throat the other day and i found something squashy at the voice box area... cool haha...

its the mid terms and mid sem break... busy busy.. have got 4 mid terms to tackle... luckily, its over... so now i am only left with date lines and finally the finals... so must jia you... up till now, the results that i've received aren't satisfactory so i have to like work and work and work... jia you all the way although i kinda slacked right after the mid terms...

Anyway... if you are free you should totally listen to Leona Lewis newest single - footprints in the sand... VERY TOUCHING...

Saturday, February 09, 2008

Gong Xi ar Gong Xi...


Happie Lunar new year... Its the year of the Rat... It's wonderful to welcome a brand new cycle of the zodiac and a whole new start... I sincerely hope that the year of the rat would be a super wonderful year for me and everybody...


Well, CNY this year is kinda quiet for me since i couldn't go pai nian and i'm like at home the whole day. I tot it was fine since i shou shui till like almost six on chu xi and tried out on my newest wine konnyaku recipe... nice... if you all really slow down ur 步伐,and take a good look ard, you will find that there are quite a lot of activity for u to engage in even when you are alone, or even by just staying at home...

Basically, i played mahjong excessively and so many different kinds of card games. Its realli a wonder how many kinds of games u can actually play with just 52 cards... wow... and munching on all the snacks and couching all day long... i realli makes me wonder if my tummy is gonna bulge and that will be like EWwW... so I'm gonna execute Plan "Flabba-loss"... not that i got flabs... just a preventive measure... i do still have a good body i can assure that... haha

Well, 4 days of CNY whizzed past just like that... like so very fast, and i havent realli gotten out of the woozy mood yet... shucks... and i'm ever so craving for mahjong... All my Xiong Di Peng Yous in mahjong... miss ya... haha

I hope for the next family gathering to come round... it is ever so nice to be around frens and relatives... so wen xin...

Happie New Year... 鼠年万事通,好运红彤彤。

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

Oh my... after so long, den its my 200th quality, sohpisticated entry.

Well, so many birthdays during Jan... Happie birthday all Januarites!

OKie... motivation for this entry... COFFEE PRINCE. Its another addition to my library of favourites. Oh My... i love the story and plot. It so "non-contractual", literary something more than the Korean Use-to shows. Its just so nice. Its like when you watch it, it warms your heart, every little thing is so detailed, it forces you to look at the details but it is not so overwhelming that it drowns you in them, instead it pricks you like little cupid arrows, making it sooooooo heart-warming. Its another culture and another perspective to look into dimensions that aren't that fantastically sprawled all over in words within books that we can pick up and read. It is realli looking thru the heart and understanding that, that brings culture near to one's appreciation.

People, watch Coffee Prince, i strongly recommend it, like recommending Britney Spears to Wilhemenia slater for counselling sessions. Betty, betty, betty betty bet...ty.

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

Well... sch started and the week b4 sch starts is rather busy but kinda enriching.

Picked up an exchange student from the states and got to know another one from UK. Brought them out for a walk in a typical Singaporean neighbourhood and helped them get their daily stuffs. Its realli nice to learn things from them that we do not usually come across in Singapore and the diff cultures in different countries. Its really funny to see the expressions and reactions from local who come in contact with them, the stereotype of a caucasian hasn't faded at all even thru the decades of transformation.

That aside, celebrated Aloy's and Sc's birthday, hoped they enjoyed it cos its heart and soul planning yeah...

And i've spent A BOMB on textbooks and i guess its not just gonna stop there. I think i'll spend around $200-ish kinda money... ARGH my bank is emptying itself...

Friday, January 04, 2008

It is just so nice to spend a special day with just good friends around. There is this feeling of being blessed and secured, like being among pple you can realli trust and be so comfortable around with.

I'm so glad to be enjoying all these... Thanks gang!

Well its another year, another birthday, another step towards my future life. I do think i've matured and take things from a different prespective. Well... i do hope i've grown for the better... haha

Well, no matter how things go... i hope this year would be a better year for me and no matter wad comes to me, no matter wad obstacle i'm determined to surmount and triumph over any at all... of cos i'd hope it will be smooth sailing...

So happie birthday to me and thanks to all those who wished me and remembered... realli appreciate it...

And thanks to royston, soo chin, shu fen, aloy and wee keong for that realli memorable count down to my birthday... I'm realli touched and for those who wanted to be there but realli can't like Joel, Alvin, George... I'm realli appreciative for ur sms and presence... realli... its the company that matters... thanks for the present and planned day today... realli loved it and thanks to yong kwang for the present too... thanks u all ")

Its always so nice to feel special on this special day...

Wednesday, January 02, 2008

心动是什么感觉?

是小鹿乱撞?是心花怒放?

是看到喜欢的人会双脚发软,手心脚心都冒冷汗?

是无法把双眼的注意力从她身上拔下吗?还是还是老套的想与他共度一生,和她分享生命的每一天?

我想心动呀,或许是最单纯的付出,即使是偷偷的喜欢,或是无知的喜欢。感觉就好像是最简单的安慰,最普通的问候,都是甜滋滋的。

那是恋爱吗?

Monday, December 31, 2007

2007...

I'm so glad it is over, filled with memories including the loss of a loved one and see-ing many others lose theirs too... i hope 2008 would be one that witness the re-birth of new ones...

Hmmm... Started the year at PHILIPS Electronics as HR temp... helped out in the Biz HR office and made some nice "older" frens... haha. They even gave me the opportunity to participate in an overseas activity with them... realli 感激不尽. Learnt quite a lot in this MNC... learnt the way people work, each and every dept's WOW (way of working), and some business lingo and stuff that they work with, complicated...

Had an overseas trip for my 21st birthday to Korea... loved the place, food, culture and language... nice but the people a bit erm... Arseholish... haha... well i guess i can blog abit abt it soon... but i saw, felt, played with snow for the first time and ski-ied... i love snow.. so beautiful esp snow-capped mountain top and esp at -12 degress... you can enjoy steam boat... OH MY GOD!!!... the hot spring is fantastic too... Korea visit it... i recommend... goodness gracious... its every seconds of fun...

Unhappy stuff do happened... My beloved Grand father left our loving care...
Well... things happened so fast that till now, i still can't quite believe and accept it, but well time has driven fact into me much more than it was then. I think i still need some more time... realli hope 2008 will be alot alot better and thanks to all who were there when i needed comfort most. Thanks.

And to those who had lost someone dear... there are still those who are dear to you around... so treasure them even more...

started university at NUS... joined orientation... love the feeling of being freshies... like so blur that you cannot be blamed kind haha... made lots of frens and knew more pple, which is a good thing... i mean it beats having to attend lectures alone and be helpless when you r in trouble... but still i've got the chap in NUS too... and thanks for those who helped me and advised me on UNI stuff which i am still green to.

Met "hanakimi" and "Frog Prince" that made 2007 another dramatic year... in addition to Lu Guang which is ALL TIME FAVE! Number 1...

As usual i'm shopaholic... but i tried to curb so i think i improved from a "spendaholic shopper" to a shopaholic inclined towards window shopping... hmmm well accts will confirm that... but i hope next year would be a better financial year... Oh... i bought my VAIO which i am using now to type this entry... cool and till now i still love it...

Academic wise i think i'm satisfied which means i need to work harder next sem to improve and i think this is prob a passport for me to engage in more activities that can improve my profile and portfolio... so that leads me to my resolutions for the coming year...

2008!

1) I've seriously cut down on the occasions of being late... and i think i improved tremenduously! but i guess there is more room for improvement
2) Pass driving test
3) Improve or at the very least maintain my CAP
4) try not to spend so much
5) Exercise more
6) Overall... be a better person!

Jia youz Jia youz...

To everyone... Happie New Year and may the coming year bring in bliss, harmony and SMILES ")
I realised that 2006 was inconclusive...

2006 was...

IMF, great experience and definiely a gold star on my resume... haha

Toured Europe in October (Entry to be up soon i guess... its been chucked there since last year)

Went KL with D'euqilco peepz... wonderful shopping trip.

ORD-ed on 10th Dec... and started work at PHILIPS Electronics the very next day

Awaiting UNI.......

Thursday, December 27, 2007

What is meant to be is meant to be... what isn't is still obtainable if you truely want it and work for it.

Someday i wish upon a star... wishing for happiness to prolong...

Once you taste the sweetness, there are two routes you can choose. You either continue to taste the sweetness or taste the opposite... what r u going to taste depends entirely on what you realli want... so think abt it...

Its time again to make new year resolutions... so think hard!

Sunday, December 23, 2007

Its the time of the year again. The season of sharing and giving.

Its one of my next best holidays of the year. Luckily it coincides with the school holidays, which equates to legitimate shopping conscience... Hah... manifestation of long-borne retail therapy restraineee...

Well, i guess its one of the time of the year where i could see my credit points start soaring and when i would go into this buying frenzy and stuff. Its bad.. but i mean if the person who receives my gift puts a smile on his/her face, Its realli worth it...

I was watching chrsitmas with the kranks on 5... heart-warming and filled with the spirit of christmas... Its was kinda touching and a light show for the holidays.

Mariah brought it home baby with her 1994 christmas album! loved it

Saturday, December 15, 2007

失败并不是事情的结尾,而失败并不代表任何能够被判断而且被下定论的终结。


人们常常说到,失败乃成功之母。真的吗?是真的如此吗?仔细想想。。。好像也真的满有道理的嘢。


一个人的生中,如果一切都太过一帆风顺,顺心如意,那么一次的挫败感足以能够将他击垮。第一次的失败往往是最痛苦,最难熬的。回想起我的第一次,还真一蹶不振,好像彗星撞地球般的世界末日感。因为之前一切都那么称心,自己也不会想到自己的狂妄, 会有那么一天,为自己而付出代价。


至此至今,遗憾已是难免的事。所以我告诉自己不能背负着过往的错误,继续沉溺在自责中,而不为还等着被开创的未来奋斗。

但这条路并不是平坦顺势的。当波折一项一项的发生,当不顺利冲淡着已被损伤的心灵,这一切,真的真的很难。甚至还一度怀疑自己生存的意义,自己的能力和自己的价值。还好岁月是个有耐心的老师。它教会我许多人生道理,它也让我心境成熟了不少。

百折不挠之后,是个较坚而不摧,较顶得起挫折的人。我想刚刚遇到的失败已不足为奇,甚至我还能坦然接受,设法做出适当的调整,好让我再进步,而不再畏缩于自己的不足。我想我也应该为我想要的结果努力才对。毕竟该来的总是会来,使该如何面对才是结果的肯定。

所以失败不是路的终点,相反的,它是开启新路的一个转捩点,一个新的十字路口。要能化失落感为力量,化挫败感为原动力,那么小小的失败也有可能演化成过后快乐的成功,而重重的失败也能化为大大的快乐和灿烂的笑容。

加油!

Saturday, November 24, 2007

I've prepared this long piece of thingy which i haben got to post... so wadeva!... wanna wish everyone all the best and jia you for exams!!